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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 2, 2009 21:25:32 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ leelyn dropped her hand from alex's face to bolt straight up and gaze at dimonte. "my god! why didn't he ever tell me, i wo-" all of a sudden she stopped herself. her brown eyes went wide and her face paled even more. suddenly, something clicked within her mind. a long time ago, it seemed, she had been given a folder of her next assignment. it was a major case, and she hadn't even been looking through the papers five minutes when the folder was taken away from her and the lozano case started. in thick, manilla folder that had been taken away from her was the name: alexander jordyn o'heir. leelyn remembered him now.
not that she had ever remembered the name of her love or his picture from before. it was one of those unimportant memories that really were important. but at the mention of this crime that had been committed, leelyn remembered alex now. accused of several counts of murder in the first degree among other charges. she had her gaze on the doctor but her eyes and voice were distant. "i had been assigned to the o'heir case before...but they took the file back and i was given the lozano gaze along with my sister and two other girls... i hadn't looked at it long, but my object would've been to hunt down and kill alex..." she snapped out of her trance to have a horrified expression on her face.
"i couldn't of! i would've loved him!" she said in that terrified tone, as if she was being condemned to die. she looked back at alex, as if not believing that she herself, could've been his end... she was snapped out of her mini-panic when another doctor came in. the metallic scent of blood was hot and heavy in pursuit and surrounding his body. her small nose wrinkled up in disgust. hearing his accusation of sawyer, leelyn's face split in a broad grin. what had happened. she soon found out what her sister had been up to. screaming with laughter, she held her stomach and doubled over, unable to catch her breath. when the doctor left, she finally calmed down and was now giggling every two seconds.
"yanno, dimonte, i think it's best if i go get my little sister out of here. she needs to sleep and rest anyways." thinking of home, her expression suddenly turned black. corbin and clayton had cleaned up the barn, giving no clue to what happened the night before. but they had brought black to the house and they had buried him in their back yard, a bouquet of black, yellow, and dark pink roses left on his long grave. leelyn couldn't remember crying so much in her entire life. even the twins had tears coming from their eyes. "well, it is best i am gone...have a good day, mkay, doc? don't work too hard."
leelyn gifted him with a 120-watt smile and gave alex a kiss on the lips. getting off the bed, she walked out the door and towards sawyer's room. roxxy buried her face deep into his skin, her arms wrapped so tightly around him. "i didn't want him to die sawyer! i loved him! he might've hurt me but he loved me too!" there was a painful sadness in her voice. "i feel bad that i've not even tried to mourn him...do you think he knows?" her last sentence was but a whisper. she then looked up at him, her blue eyes holding pain. "you didn't fail him. i did. i failed you all. i got alex hurt, nathen hurt, and most importantly, you hurt. i can't keep my own self together and it seems i don't even know my own priorities."
her voice was stern with herself, but there were just the slightest hints of sadness in there. she was trying to be reasonable, but sawyer would be able to see through her mask. roxxy cuddled up to him, closing her eyes. she hadn't got the rest she needed. she'd had the worst nightmares. "sawyer...what would you do if breeze died?" the question seemed harmless enough. and truthfully it was; she was just curious. she waited for a few moments. after they had passed, she heard leelyn's heels striking the tiles in the hall. raising her head, she saw leelyn enter the partition of the room that had only her and sawyer. "hey, leelee."
her voice was flat and dull. leelyn took one look at her and gave her a soft smile. "come on, honey. you're tired. you've had a long day. besides, i have to stop by and check on venus. she's suppose to be giving birth any day now. she's hee-uge." with a chuckle, she gestured for her younger sibling to come. roxxy's fascination and love for the four-legged creatures known as horses had never died since childhood. looking at sawyer, she sighed and gave him a kiss on the lips. "as much as i hate admitting defeat...she's right." she grumbled something unintelligable and then braved a smile. hopping off the bed, she almost stumbled. her thigh was still hurting. it was a miracle she was walking on it at all.
she walked out of the room with leelyn, but then quickly stepped back in to shout, "hey sawyer....I LOVE YOU!" then, she was out of the room and heading out of the hospital.
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Post by Desert on Dec 2, 2009 22:56:47 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ To be honest, he would've guessed that. Maysa had been put on the O'Heir case and she wrote a big "No" on her copy of the file before leaving. Dimonte had been standing there, and as soon as her boss left. The whole family burst into laughter. Maysa having that proud grin on her gorgeous face. The thought made him smile
"They just reopened the case. But, I think I just put it to an end. Alex's parents believe anything I say." he grinned now, wildly. The big lopsided grin that Sawyer inherited from him. He heard her giggling and chuckled "Alright, I'll have to follow you. Lecture Sawyer. That's a good enough punishment." he stood up. Burness surpirsed by the sudden movement. She jumped then flew out the door, every hair on her body standing on end.
She was a good cat, free to roam the halls. The patients loved her, put a smile on their faces. He brushed the fur off his pants and walked after Leelyn.
Husbands! As soon as they get the chance, they ditch you! The thought made her burst into a fit of giggles. She'd been dealing with Dimonte for almost thirty years and he hadn't changed a bit. She put on her makeup, uniform then shot out the door like an arrow. The rest of the family was scattered around the ranch. She jumped into Evean's Vanquish and spe off down the road.
Maysa was a cazy driver, not nearly as bad a Sawyer, he was the craziest. Maysa came in a close second! Parking next to Dimonte, she stepped out, getting looks from younger guys. She flshed them a grin, loving the look on their faces. A girl in a nav blue Air Force uniform would knock any guy off their feet. Luckily, she was happily married. And she always would be.
Then, out of no where, came a multicioured furry blur. Sparks streaked toward her at a million miles an hour, his tongue flopping out of his mouth. There was the mutt! "Sit!" she commanded. He stopped and sat down. Haha! This dog responded better than most men. At least she knew how to train both dogs and boys. "Good dog. Heel." she walked forward, the massive mound of Sparks at her heels as she entered the hospital.
She walked toward Sawyer and Nathen's room, she knew that Nathen had left. She, too, could feel the twins. Because they were both mamma's boys. She quickly followed her husband who was looking damn sexy in black and white.
He lay very still, his mind was somewhere else. Thinking about her question, he had many of his horses die in the past, and he had learned to accept the loss. But, he wouldn't know what he would do if he lost Breeze or Frost. He would mourn over them for the longest time.
Most people look at an animal and say something like "It's just a horse. No big deal." Yes, the animal was a horse, but so much more. The horse was part of the family. He opened his mouth to speak before he heard foothsteps, nowing that they belonged to Leelyn. Opening his eyes, he lifted his head and smile at he blond. Then he heard more footsteps. Dad! Damnit! He forgot that his father pretty much ran the hospital.
"Hello, Sawyer. Did you have fun." Dad asked in his "serious" voice. "Oops." he mumbled looking away fom his father. Then his mother skipped in. "Oh great Dimonte, you're going to start a riot!" she giggled kissing his cheek. He ignored her "Sawyer, how many more of my employees do you plan on hurting. They need BOTH eyes." he snapped with false anger but, even people with normal hearing would've been able to hear the joke.
"Let's see. How many have I hurt?" he asked with a cocky grin. "Three." Ohh and there were eight devils running around this place. "Umm. I wanna hurt the rest." he chuckled and Maysa giggled, she seemed to be planning something evil. "Dad, Mum wants to...spend time with you later." he chuckled, knowing how "bad" Mum was on a good day.
"Oh she does? Well, I'm up for that!" he laughed. Sawyer raised his left hand like a good boy, smiling. "What is it this time?" Dad asked, unhappy for Sawyer to interupt. "Um yeah, is it normal for old people to have sex?" he asked with the biggest grin on his face. Now all three of them were laughing. So, Sawyer was now somewhat back to his happy, and kinda creepy self.
His mutt jumped onto the bed and licked Sawyer'sface ver and over while he tried to push the dog off with one hand.
One month later!
His body was still very quiet, they had moved him out of life support and now had him in a regular room. His chest began to rise and fall once more. His cheeks were flushed, but the colour never returned to his skin. He would remain dead looking for a few more months. But, on this day, the world would see those hazel eyes. He was the only one still in the hospital. Sawyer was finally able to leave, but Nathen was still gone.
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"It's time for you to go, Alex" it was the first time the slience had been broken for a month, her voice almost startled him. Looking over at his sister's fading form. He nodded "I'm ready. I think. I don't remember anything" he sighed unhappily.
"You will, don't worry. And I'll be here in your head for a while! Oh I love being dead!" she laughed stroking his face, studying his eyes. Then she ran a hand through his hair "Open your eyes Alex."
And he did.
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Eyes opened for the first time in a month. His mind was just a blurry mess. He looked around th light flooded room, not knowing where he was, or what year it was. He sat up and blinked. Seeing that he was in a hospital. But where? Where was the doctor? Where was his beautiful blond woman? Was she here? His eyes were big and wide. Childish, as if he were looking at the world for the first time..And he basicly was.
Welcome home, Alex. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' People
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 3, 2009 22:26:53 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxxy came home with leelyn, leaving the hospital in a sadness-filled silence. her long dark tresses were a cloud around her head, the gentle curls surrounding her shoulders and back. when they got out, back at the house, roxxy kicked off her heels when hitting the front door, and quickly pulled off the lace leggings, leaving her heavily scarred, tan legs bare as well as her feet. she was greeted all so enthusiastically by scarlett. russia was on the stairs, peeping between the wooden posts at her with those huge, dark blue eyes. roxxy offered the cougar cub and beautiful smile, happiness flooding her eyes when she was around her animals. she absent-mindedly stroked the incredibly silky fur of her irish setter.
looking at scarlett, she said softly, "let's go outside." picking up a windbreaker from a nearby chair, she put it on and immediately smelled rhys, her older brother. he smelled good, and like home. she almost teared up, but she kept herself from it. going outside, she bottom of the jacket went past the skirt she was wearing, so she zipped it up and wore it like a dress. shoving on her hands in her pockets, she walked outside, going through the back door to meet a vast, thick, grassy meadow and the line of trees surrounding the mansion in the distance. but about a quarter of a mile away, there was something she had failed to see earlier. something in her chest started to thump wildly.
perhaps it was her heart, but as she came closer, she felt as if she no longer had a heart, that it had been completely torn from her chest. she knew what she was running too. she was running too her black, her fallen angel. she was limping, crying, screaming, "BLACK!!! BLACK!!! BLAAAACK!!!" scarlett was running fast beside her, giving repetitive barks, mourning and piercing. she came to the elongated gravesite on her knees, her body falling forward on the freshly dug grave. it was like it was according to her mood, because suddenly the already cloudy sky turned a thunderous gray and the rain suddenly poured down.
she was in the heavy rainfall and she felt no beauty in the world. here lie her black, her best friend. the dirt quickly became mud and was being packed by the forceful rain, flattening on the top. the flowers lay on the grave, the black, dark pink, and yellow roses becoming the most lovely colors in a black and white world. her fists clenched and she pounded on the mud, which left imprints and splatterings upon her profile. scarlett didn't understand why her mistress was acting this way: only that she was inconcievably sad. roxxy sobbed her little heart out and by the time the rain and the storm had blown over, roxxy was covered in water and mud. she hadn't moved for hours and the sun was going down.
scarlett whined and whimpered. there was deep concern for her mistress. she could feel something was wrong. getting up, scarlett stretched and then bolted for the house. reaching the porch, she barked and barked until someone opened the door. no one knew where roxxy had gone, but she had taken his jacket. looking around, he saw leelyn. "where's my sister? where the hell is my little sister?" there was so much anger in his voice. he wanted to know where she was. the anger sprouted from his concern, his worryment. he looked at the blonde, who actually shrank away from the giant of the family.
that's when he heart the barking. quickly going towards the back door, he looked down to see roxxy's dog, scarlett, soaking wet and covered in mud. "where is she?" the setter knew what she was supposed to do. without delay, she whirled and ran into the darkness, rhys hot in pursuit. he found roxxy and instantly, his silver eyes clouded and teared. "oh roxxy...sweetheart." she was shivering and laying in a ball next to black's grave, covered from head to toe in mud. sighing, he bent down gently and picked her up, his strong arms cradling his youngest sister with such tenderness. he remembered calling her his bright eyes when she was born. he had never seen a baby with such bright, lively eyes!
roxanna was faintly aware of her tallest brother, rhys handing her to jilanna and leelyn, and them peeling off her cracking clothes and putting her in the shower. she was totally absent-minded as she gave herself a shower. she felt nothing, only a sickening numbness that came over her. i killed my black. i killed him. roxxy went to bed after that and stayed in her room for days on end, only in the company of her cub and scarlett, who roxxy found solid elation to find that her setter was pregnant. with sparks's puppies no doubt. she took care of her dog and the cub, who was growing with every day. she was coming more aggressive to everyone else and fonder of her mother, roxxy.
roxxy didn't mind...she just hoped that she didn't kill her too. ah, yes, the young holis was bitter, a heart full of vinegar. she blamed herself for everything. and she would continue to do so. she had lost so much and all she could do was dwell on what she had lost, not what she had. and she basically stayed in her room when she was at home. when she wasn't at home, she was visiting quietly with sawyer or with her mare melody, whom she loved, and leelyn's pregnant mare, venus, who was hippo-sized. it was one day, when leelyn had left roxxy with melody and venus and the nameless palomino, pregnant too, that a grand excitement happened.
roxxy was brushing melody when suddenly, she heard a stressful whinny. she was wearing her good clothes! she knew exactly what was happening. but it didn't matter to her. she put melody back in her stall and quickly ran over to the restless black arabian mare. she was grunting and she had lathering between her hind legs, on her neck, around her mouth, her chest... venus wasn't like other mares, obviously! she wasn't waiting till nightfall to deliver this massive foal. she was doing it NOW! roxxy texted leelyn quickly, saying, "venus birth now!" and then she unbolted the door, going inside. venus was having horrible contractions and within just a few minutes of each other. roxxy went inside to calm her, and then looked around.
turning this way and that, her blue eyes finally caught site of the green bandaging tape. she had to bandage venus's thick black tail. it would help both of them. she made quick work of it before venus gave a deep throated warning whinny. she wanted roxxy out of the stall. she wanted her leelyn. and roxxy understood that. getting out, she left venus alone, just peering inside the stall to watch for any complications and waiting for leelyn...
leelyn was on her way to see alex. she saw him everyday! sometimes she would sing to him, other times she would read the songs she was working on. and sometimes....sometimes she would just lay there beside him and sleep. and today was no different. wearing a royal blue silk blouse, jeans, silver heels, and chandelier earrings with her hair down, she looked amazing. she ususally did, but today...she was just glowing. it was because she knew that her mare was going to give birth to a foal any second now. she sighed in contentment. pulling up beside dimonte's familiar car, she jumped out and made her way to alex's usual room.
she entered the room with a gorgeous, happy smile but she immediately let out a small scream when her eyes registered what she was looking at. him. he was awake! wait....OH MY GOODNESS, HE WAS AWAKE!!! leelyn's face radiated like it was the sun and the moon. leelyn ran towards him and slung her thin, muscled arms around his neck. she kissed him, little tears coming from her chocolate brown eyes. "alex! you came back you me! you did, you did!" she gave him endless kisses on his face and then hugged him tightly, as if she'd never ever let go. but of course...that just wasn't realistic. she still had her arms around him when suddenly, her phone vibrated.
sighing, she picked it up and looked at it. excitement bubbled up in her expression and looked like the epitome of happiness. she jumped up off the bed and grabbed alex's arm. "WE are going to see venus! she's in labor, now!" in an expression that explicitly said, "this is final." she basically dragged him out of the room and towards the exit of the hospital so she could get to her car.
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Post by Desert on Dec 4, 2009 19:35:58 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The day started out like any other. He woke up in pain, as always. It seemed that he was always in some sort of pain. Today, his shoulder hurt like hell. His wrist felt fine, and so did his head. But, he must've slept on his shoulder wrong because IT HURT! He groan and rolled over onto his stomach. Some pain meds! It seemed that there wasn't a single pill that could help ease this pain.
Well, except Roxxy but, she was so sad and bitter, it made his heart hurt. He always tried to cheer her up somehow. She still blamed the whole thing on herself! It wasn't in anyway her fault. If only he could make her smile again. Make her see beauty in everything she had. It wasn't easy, considering how grumpy he was sometimes. The women of the family still avoided him because of his random outbursts of affection towards them. Even Evean, his closest sister, stayed far away. He only seemed to remember that he was a blood relative of his mother and shouldn't try anything stupid unless he wanted to die.
He was getting in trouble with his parents a lot, almost every day. But, Sawyer was still trying to remember that things were slightly back to normal. He stood up and sulked his way to the bathroom, grumbling angrily. One of those days were he hated everything. Of course, he couldn't really look at himself in the mirror, so he just stood there goraning in pain, knowing that his shoulder and arm were copletely black and blue. In fact, bruises had sprouted on almost every inch of skin on Sawyer's brawny body. His eyes were just awful, more clouded as he remembered that he was actually blind.
It was like learning how to use his mind's eye all over. He ran into almost everything in his way. He went to his wardrobe to look for a shirt. He was already wearing a pair of blue jeans. Well, at least that's what he fell asleep in.
Something furry brushed up against his leg and then a silent meow came from down below. For the first time in maybe...Two days, he smiled leaning downto lift his cat. Siam mewed and pawed at Sawyer's face, her big Roxxy-like blue eyes wide. Sawyer scratched her head for a moment before she struggled in his tight grasp. Asking to be put back on the ground with loud meows. Sawyer lay the cat on the soft beige carpet and the matching siamese darted off, her tail raised.
Sparks jumped off from the foot of Sawyer's bed (the place the massive mutt usually slept) and yawned. Siam came and rubbed her face and side against the big dog's legs before moving to her favourite spot under the bed. Sparks bounded over to Sawyer, jumping up, letting his front paws rest on Sawyer's chest. Standing on his hind legs. Sparks was as tall as Leelyn, so Sawyer felt the mutt's weight easily.
He looked more wolf now, his winter coat was thick and soft, giving him that wolf apperance. Letting out an oddly high pitched woof, he left Sawyer and charged (and fell) down the stairs. Someone was happy this morning. Slowly, Sawyer followed, going into the living room he yawned big and wide.
"Good morning, Morning breath."Syra giggled poking Sawyer in the ribs, only to get a sound that could've been a hiss. His shot her a glare and she growled "Gezz, can't even take a joke I see. Not that I care you pervert." she hissed, getting up and gliding to the kitchen. Sawyer only snorted and changed the channel to listen to the morning news. Which he already guessed was...cold.
"The high today will be in the low fourties." that's all he needed to hear. A good day to stay inside and sleep. Now, the Contaros' rarely to never slept. The included Sawyer, but all those pain meds were making him all sleepy and loopy. He hated it!
No wonder they were so smart. During school, Sawyer didn;t sleep. So, all that there was to do was study. Great. He yawned again. The house smelled like breakfast as the ladies (including the three maids that lived there) were running around the kitchen cooking. Dimonte was no where to be found but, his Ferrari sat happily in the driveway along with Evean's car and Alex's car. The silver volvo had an almost haunted feel to it. The shortest man in the family was still in a coma, and was still a statue. Really no colour showed through the skin.
What really pissed him off was that Nathen stole is Mercedes. The car he wasn't allowed to drive, and he stole it. Damn bastard of a brother. He snarled when Dad cme out of nowhere and touched his sore shoulder.
"Sorry, son." he said sitting down beside the very angry blind man. Sawyer snorted and turned away, not wanting to talk to anyone! EVER! "So...I just got off the phone with your aunt Trissa." he continued almost as if Sawyer hadn't done anything.
"Oh, what's up with her? Haven't seen her since last Christmas." Sawyer mumbled, not really caring what his aunt was doing. She had that pain in the ass teenager."She's quite well, actually. She had her baby, a girl." Jelousy ran through Sawyer's veins almost instantly. He could feel the doctor regret what he had just said.
"Anyway, she needs help with Leon. He's---"
"I don't even want to talk about him!" Sawyer snarled, just the sound of his cousin's name made his eyes spit venom. Sawyer HATED teenagers. Weather they be thirteen, or eighteen. He loathed all, except his Roxxy. She was way older than her real age. At least, she acted that way.
"Sawyer, just listen. She wants you to take him under your wing. Knowing how good you are with kids." Kids? Kids were a different story Sawyer loved the smaller kids. But teenagers? No! "If I could, I'd send all teens to hell." his groaned.
"Okay, well. Turn this teen into an adult! He's family Sawyer. You two share blood." his father said, almost pleading. The young man only laughed. "I'll spill his blood! HAHAHA! Look, I'll think about it. Okay. When I've made my decision, I'll call Trissa myself." he lay his head down on a pillow. "Thank you, Sawyer." then his father left him while Sawyer cursed under his breath.
His eyes moved slower than normal. He didn't see her enter, nor heard her speak. Then she was right there, clinging to his neck, her lips trailing all over his face. The pale white man froze in sheer horror, not remembering for a moment. He then knew who this beauty was when she yanked in off his feet. The IV in his left arm pulled, but instead of falling over to come with him It came right out. He could hear the skin on his arm tear open as the IV ripped free.
Now, a large gash rested on his arm. Bleeding heavily. He groaned and followed, trying to remember how to work his legs. His arm leaving a bloody trail for a sneaky Contaro to follow. He tripped almost every three seconds. Then they were outside. The cold stung his cut, like a thousand knives piercing his skin. He forced back a scream as he sat down in the passanger seat. Scared to death. He didn't know where he was! He didn't know ANYTHING! He stayed perfectly still. His ivory frame trembling lightly as his terrified brown eyes stared ahead.
The cut in his arm was really the only thing he felt, and that was making his head spin. Making him feel weak. When they got to the ranch, he was panicing! WHERE WAS HE? WHY WAS HE HERE!? WHY COULDN'T HE REMEMBER!?
The barn slapped him in the face. He remembered this place. Kinda. All he could remember was a loud bang and then nothing. He stood frozen in fear, trying to find a way out. He looked to the only person he remembered.Sorta. He knew he loved her. But, he didn't know why. Or how. When did he fall in love? He couldn't remember. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' People
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 5, 2009 21:15:43 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxxy seriously hoped that leelyn was on her way. part of the reason was that she wanted her sister nearby to share the coming miracle. another was that she didn't have the faintest clue of what to do. she'd really only worked with stallions. and when she had been working with mares, they weren't pregnant or they had already foaled. roxxy was just going on instinct. that's when a thought came to her head. sadly, she could not always depend on her sister to come to her aid when she was with alex. leelyn hardly thought of anything in his presence. so calmly, as she made herself be, she took out her phone again and dialed sawyer's number. she didn't really give him a chance to speak.
"sawyer! i need your help! venus is foaling now! like right now. her tail's been wrapped, and she's lathering. she's given birth before...but i, uh, just want someone to be here that knows what they're doing...for her safety. yanno, juss in case...anyways! please hurry!" before she hung up, she squeaked out in a high-pitched voice, "VENUS!!!" then, there was heard a lot of scuffing, scurrying, a pained whinny, and sudden noise, incomprehendable. then the line when dead when she dropped her phone on its bottom, the propel sliding shut. venus, thought experience once before in her birthing career, had never carried a foal this enormous, this heavy.
and her knees had buckled, her body falling heavily against the ground. the black mare released a shriek of agony emitted in a loud whinny. "VENUS!!!" roxxy had dropped the phone and unlatched the half door to run inside. roxxy quickly composed herself, making her aura serene and peaceful. the black mare was trying hard to get up. "shush, shush, sweetie! i know, i know it hurts, venus." with a tender heart and equally gentle hands, she grabbed the mane and pulled up, her other hand stretched far beyond what she thought possible to reach her flank, giving the mare a light tap. the arabian knew what was expected of her. with shaking limbs, venus used her muscles to get into a standing position.
and just then, a massive tremor ran through her entire frame. the whites of her eyes showed and she gave a gutteral whicker of pain only customary to birth. roxxy looked at her and helped the mare, by giving support when it was humanly possible to give. she was walking the mare in her large box stall which was specifically built by the owner of the ranch for pregnant mares. the contractions were getting increasingly worse and she thought that venus was about to just faint and die when leelyn got there. "leelee! i thought you'd nev- alex!" she couldn't stop the overwhelming surprise that took over her pretty features. "leelyn! he's bleeding! take care of venus, while i find something to clean up alex with."
leelyn felt bad, no, horrible that she had hurt alex. she should never have been so reckless. she vowed that she would never do that again and she'd take care of him when they got to the barn. getting in there, she found venus's stall and her sister. they both look worn, especially her beloved mare. venus was huge! massive! mountainous! the foal had to be a colt, there was no other explanation for how large her girth had become. she listened to her sister and she didn't have to be told twice, though she wanted to stay by alex's side the whole time. it hurt her to be away from him even now. so, when she entered the box stall, she called back to her sister, "hey! when you get done, please bring alex back to me! he doesn't remember a lot of things. amnesia." her voice trailed off into a distracted tone as she reunited with her mare.
venus saw her mistress and her brown eyes, large and painfilled, grew bright with hope and adoration. she loved her mistress! maybe her mistress would stop her hurt! she remembered this feeling, but never had it been this bad! she nickered warmly, but it was faint. she was getting more and more weary. but she would try to give her mistress this foal. she wanted this foal too! this thing growing inside of her, that belonged to the fallen stallion, the great leader. when she felt leelyn's hands on her, she did feel better. sure, she liked her mistress's herdmate, but her touch was not as soothing as her beloved's. she nuzzled leelyn's hair and then let out a loud whinny as another ripple passed through her body. leelyn cried out with her.
grabbing venus's favorite cloth, which was her own baby blanket, she began to run it around her face, it's silky softness soothing the hectic mare. she did so, while she walked venus around her stall. roxxy went up to alex, with her white smile lighting up her face despite the current circumstances. "alex! missed you!" giving him a small kiss on the cheek, she gazed at him with shining blue eyes and then looked down at his gash. it was bad. the stained skin around it was swollen and fevered. "we can take care of this!" she smiled at him again and then remembered what leelyn said. "i'm roxxy. leelyn's sister. i know, i know. don't look a think like her! except for maybe the nose and the shape of our faces....but that's about it!" she chuckled and then went back to the purpose.
she took his hand and squeezed it and pulled him into the tack room, which held an assortment of things besides just the tack. there was a sink with antibacterial soap. taking him to the sink, she gently washed off his cut with gentle, but firm hands. when it was cleaned meticulously, she tooked for a bottle. "let's improvise....shall we? ah!" after finding it, she went to alex's arm and poured a blue powder on the cut. it would see up his gash faster than normal and it would prevent infection. it was the medicine that they used when docking tails or taking out the bone in a tail. it was good for all wounds though. roxxy looked around for a clean piece of cloth...anywhere.
about finding none, she gave up and looked down at her own attire. what she was wearing was stunning and she looked like some model, instead of a country girl in a barn. "but i just got this shirt yesterday!" she whined for a second and then sighed, "fine!" faster than you could say, "knife", she had hers out and cut off both of her sleeves to the elbow, showing off very sinewy forearms. taking the soft, clean fabric, as ithad been rolled up anyways, she tied it together and then bandaged her friend's arm. once done, she looked at him, "alright! you're fine till you decide to see a doctor about it." she offered him a white smile and then dragged him back to the stall where they witnessed a touching scene. leelyn and her mare.
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Post by Desert on Dec 5, 2009 22:47:05 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Really, he was just a big mound of Sawyer on the couch, groaning in pain. He didn't let anyone come near him, not even his father. Not even his MOTHER! And everyone knew that Sawyer was one of the biggest mamma's boys' on Earth. She kept her distance, only watching with concern while he clutched his shoulder trying so hard not to scream. Plus he had this thing with Leon. He didn't want to care for the punk. That's the last he wanted. A TEENAGER?! He groaned and rolled over. Grinding his teeth together.
He wanted to bite something, badly. One of his bad habits that he's had since he was a child. He found comfort in tearing apart the pillow he was laying on. When he wasabout to kill it, his phone rang. He didn't want to talk. But, he picked it up only to hear Roxxy's voice.
Her voice calmed him almost instantly. He didn't speak, instead he spat out the feathers in his mouth and listened. So, she needed help with a foaling mare. Venus. He closed his phone and stood up. Grabbing his sweatshirt, he was ot the door before anyone got a chance to respond. Only Dimonte followed. He was no vet, but he knew what to do. Plus, Sawyer needed a pair of eyes correct? They both ran, ran hard. They didn't stop until they reached the barn. Panting heavily.
Sawyer could feel the presence of Alex, he only looked at the man for a second before the two Contaro men went into the horsebox. Calmly, not wanting to spook the massive mare. Dad went for her rear, mumbling words that were pretty long and boring. So, Sawyer ignored him for a moment. Sawyer knelt down beside his father, the scent making him feel dizzy.
"Damn, this sucker is HUGE! Don't touch anything. Everything's normal for right now." Dimonte breathed. Sawyer didn't dare move his hands. He could only see with his hands and touching a birthing mare wasn't on his list of things to touch. "See anything?" he asked curiously. "A hoof. Really, everything's fine, for now. Sawyer, go get the iodine spray. We're going to need that. Oh and you have your pocket knofe on hand, right?" he asked. Sawyer nodded then got up and moved quickly to the tack room.
"Leelyn, let's step away for a moment. She'll have to move around." he heard Dimonte say. Sawyer's hands move expertly around the shelves until he found the iodine spray, knowing what the can felt like. He went back to Dimonte who was standing just outside the stall. His eyes glued to the black mare.
Sawyer Kept his knife ready just in case.
This was too much for him! It was chaos already. He was suddenly kissed on the cheek by a gorgeous dark haired woman. Roxxy, Leelyn's...sister? His lips parted but he didn't speak. He didn't want to. His arm was hurting so so bad. Suddenly, he was dragged away, still struggling to remember how to walk. His eyes were the very definition of fear.
He just followed along, dealing with the pain. Even though the stinging suddenly got worse. He whimpered quietly, his teeth in his lower lip as he was dragged back to Leelyn. Then, two tall, tan men came in with dark brown eyes. They went straight to work on the mare. While Alex thought. He...He knew them! HE KNEW THEM! The Contaro family was here! But, this wasn't the Contaro property, this barn was much smaller.
But his best friend and the doctor were here. The panic in his eyes left for a moment before returning. Why were they here? Where was this place. And why was it so...cold? His took a deep breath befor shivering. He was only wearing a pare of jeans and a t-shirt. His feet were bare. His hair was a mess, even for Alex. His hair was almost messy in its own stylish way. But now. It was twenty times worse. He groaned and went to go lean against a wall. He was very very dizzy!
Somewhere along his side hurt. But just one spot. The place where the bullet hit still hurt. After a moment, he slid down into a sitting position, laying his head between his knees. Rubbing his temples. This headache was awful. Everything hurt and he was seeing double. Couldn't he just...go back to sleep? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 5, 2009 23:37:25 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxanna turned her gaze to see sawyer and dimonte come in. they were both heated and panting. obviously, the dorks had ran all the way here! oh well! roxxy wanted to reach out and hug him, but she waited until he found out if he could do anything. leelyn looked up from venus to see the doctor and sawyer and she smiled, but it was a nervous smile. "hey! thanks for coming! venus is having lots more trouble than usual. i didn't think the foal was this big." she pulled her hands away from her mare, taking the mare's favorite cloth away from face, making the black mare revolt. she looked at leelyn and saw her leaving the stall. her rump had been presented before to dimonte and sawyer, but she quickly turned it away, her ears back and pinned to her skull.
the whites of her eyes showed, her delicate nostrils flaring. she gave a loud whinny of warning, but it was abruptly cut off by a tremor so violent, she dropped onto her forelegs immediately, her muzzle kissing the ground. the effort left her panting like a dog. leelyn was outside the stall, and she had tears in her brown eyes. she gave a gentle whisper of encouragement to her mare. "venus, baby, you've been through all this before...you can do it." with a grand grunt, she pushed up and she was standing again. but suddenly, her body took a different, much different posture. her back legs spread a little more than usual and she lifted her head up and to the side, as if she was about to urinate. but no. the hooves became much more clearer with a single push.
her body shook, and leelyn held her breath. suddenly, she realized she couldn't watch this. it hurt her, seeing an animal in so much distress and she could not help it. she turned to see alex against the wall, by himself. she smiled sweetly and then came to him. she sat down beside him, and held him, laying his head on the blue silk of her shirt. she just held him, her head laying on top of his. she nuzzled his hair and put a kiss there. "i love you, alex. even if you don't remember. i love you." she closed her eyes and sighed. it held her stress, but she was trying to find relief. she knew she was fretting over nothing. venus would be fine... she would be tired, very tired, but she would be fine.
roxxy watched the couple with soft eyes. she had never known her sister to be emotionally involved with a man as she was with him. she was in love with him and would always love him, even if he didn't love her. she turned back to look at her own love, adoration filling her blue eyes. he'd been through so much with her. and this time was no different. she turned her attention to the mare who carried the thirdborn of her late stallion and best friend. with a sudden movement, venus had his hooves out up to fetlock. and then, venus have a voluminous whinny and the colt shot out to just behind his head, near the poll. that was a massive push and even now, roxxy watched, giving a loud gasp. this colt was HUGE.
venus gave a stomp of her front left hoof and took a break, panting. she began to walk, her gait much more like a waddle. and then, she gave another push, stopping as she did so. the colt was not out to his ribs. which was a dangerous spot. the walls of the birth canal were constricting him! and the experienced mother knew this. with another groan and tremor, she had him out to the hips. several minutes when by and roxxy was motionless, frozen. "just a little more..." this colt's body was long and he was already starting to twitch, move! suddenly, venus stopped and with one mighty push, the colt fell to the thick bedding of straw, the sack he was in tearing, spilling fluid everywhere.
roxxy exhaled aloud, color flooding her cheeks. her blue eyes were sparkling, on the verge of tears. venus had a triumphant demeanor about her as she turned around tiredly and looked at the leggy colt. roxxy came closer until she was leaning over the half-door. and when she did, she looked like she'd been slapped across the face. he was the spitting image of his father. he had the tall, strong body of a thoroughbred, but the meticulous refinery of an arabian, so much so that he looked like a purebred arabian with a throughbred height. coat of an endless, lightless abyss and brown eyes that held the infamous spitfire and savagery of his sire. the colt open his brown eyes and looked at her, an innate, primal fury and wildness in those newborn auburns. he opened his mouth and the first thing that came out was a stallion's clarion call, a battlecry. her face paled and her heartraced. it sent chills down her spine, in a good way. the foal was still looking at her with a solid defiance, yet a connection was blooming there. he got up on shaky legs and stood up on his first try.
the cunning little creature turned his gaze to look at his mother who was licking him and then began to make his unstable legs go to the place where he'd have his first nursing. roxxy's azure eyes never left his strong frame. "hell's battlecry."
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Post by Desert on Dec 6, 2009 12:58:26 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Both men were quiet, Sawyer leaned against the next stall, which belonged to Frost. His white Arabian nickered to her barnmate. Knowing that giving birth wasn't easy, or fun. From across the barn, her colt whinnied. He was six months old now and was ready to be weaned. Her Sawyer stroked her cheek as he listened to the events in the next stall.
A normal birth took about a half hour, and this one took a little longer. "Sawyer! You're faster." Dimonte said calmly as Sawyer scurried into Venus's stall and sprayed the stump where the cord was with iodine spray before he quickly jumped out of the stall. His father close behind him.
"Damn, you are fast." he heard Dad mumble as they stood beside Frost's stall again. The white mare nickered to her Sawyer's sire. His gentle hands scratched her poll. Sawyer left her to go stand beside his human mare.
Coming up beside her, he put one hand on her shoulder and smiled down at her. She seemed happier now, which was good. Then, he wrapped both arms around her waist and held her close as she watched the newborn stand. Sawyer could feel Black's powerful aura surrounding the colt.
He smiled and just stared forward, not really at anything.
The headache was just taking over his entire body. He couldn't think, couldn't remember. He was so scared! Then his love came to him...Leelyn. She held him and he didn't have to think anymore. Hearing her words, his lips pulled up into a smile small. He pulled away from her to look at her.
She was more beautiful than anything in the world. He reached up with a trembling hand and let his fingers trail down her cheek. He remembered her, he knew her. But, he didn't know anything about her but, he loved her! And she loved him. That's all that mattered.
He lay his other hand on her cheek to where he was holding her face. Staring into her brown eyes, he inched his face closer and closer until their lips met. It wasn't an ordinary kiss. "I remember, and I love you." was written all over his lips. He kissed her for a solid minute before pulling away with a sigh. Leaning his head back against the wall.
Dimonte came up next to him and knelt down, laying the back of his hand on Alex's forehead, then his cheeks. The doctor's hands were warm and gentle. Alex liked that feeling so he leaned forward with a small whine.
"He's running a fever, he'll probably be a little sick for the next few days." he mused examining the rest of Alex's marble white body. The young man stayed statue still, his head throbbed and he was freezing. Dimonte took off his sweatshirt and gave it to Alex [color=A1A1A1"Put this on." he said simply and Alex eagerly obeyed. It was warm inside this new piece of clothing with seemed two sizes too big.
"Do you remember me, Alex?" the doctor asked and Alex gave a single nod. "Do you remember Leelyn?" he asked nd Alex nodded "Roxxy?" then Alex shook his head. Dimonte stood up and held his hand out for Alex, who took it. Standing up, he lounged against Dr. Contaro's brawny frame, feeling warm and safe.
"We need to get him home, and soon. Sawyer?" his best friend looked up and smiled "Everything seems fine, we should leave the horses be for a while." he said softly before leaving the dark haired woman. Roxxy? Was she Sawyer's girlfriend? Well, he picked a nice one then. He smiled as Sawyer came up and brushed shoulder's as he led the way. Dimonte supported Alex and followed Sawyer, walking slowly at first.
"You laidies want to come with us?" the doctor asked the...sisters before exiting the barn. Sawyer stopped from fifteen feet away. Alex held his hand out for Leelyn to take. His way of saying "Come with me, pleae?" He'd be lost without her. Then he looked to...Roxxy and nodded to her, asking the same question. [/color][/blockquote][/size] ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 6, 2009 21:16:02 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ she was entranced, enchanted by this little stud. and when she felt sawyer's arms around her waist, she quickly turned around in his arms and gave him a deep, happy kiss square on his mouth. she had tears in his eyes as she said softly, "he came back to me." she hugged him hard, letting him know that she was going to be alright. from now on, she was going to be there for him, as his roxxy, the one he fell in love with. she looked at him with her big blue eyes and grinned. she hugged him hard and then looked over his shoulder, to see dimonte checking alex. worry hit her blue eyes, but seeing leelyn's warm brown eyes, she didn't need to worry.
she broke way from sawyer to smile at alex and as they held sawyer went to hold alex, as did dimonte. roxxy went to stand beside leelyn, there hands finding each other and holding on. they watched them go, but then alex turned around and looked at leelyn. she felt leelyn tense up, as if she was about to soar into the heavens. with a wide, white smile on her face, she looked at roxxy and they walked towards the three men together. leelyn and roxxy broke away, and leelyn held on to alex's hand, her shoulder brushing and touching his, her blond head laid down on his shoulder. roxxy came up to sawyer and in her heels, she reached up to whisper in his ear, "if you like the feel of my clothes now, you should feel what's under them."
she kissed his ear and grabbed his right cheek and squeezed it. with a smile, she touched back down to earth and held his hand, a sly smile on her features, her black-lined eyes holding mischief. roxxy felt better now. for the first time in a very long time, she felt better. she felt happy. she had the man she loved beside her and her best friend had come back to her through his son. though battlcry wasn't black, she knew he was just like him. they were one and the same. and this gave roxxy a new drive that she hadn't gone through like a normal girl after being parted from her boyfriend for several months. she wanted to love him, now. she wouldn't be ashamed.
leelyn could feel his fever, but yet he was shivering cold. and the only think he could do was try to have a little cover, but not too much. leelyn would be his cover. she held on to him tightly, feeling him lean this way and that. she worried so much about him, but through that kiss....through that kiss, she knew he remembered her. but would he ever talk again? she didn't think anything had happened to his vocal cords! she would have to talk to dimonte about it later. as they made it to their cars, there came to chose from them. there was a blackcherry colored viper and then leelyn's cherry red corvette. roxxy departed from her and headed towards her viper, leelyn going to her corvette. "dimonte, you and alex can ride in my car."
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Post by Desert on Dec 6, 2009 23:27:02 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It was very quiet in the Contaro home without the two lead boys. Peaceful without Sawyer groaning in pain. She felt sorry for her brother. She didn't want tknow what getting shot fet like. Syra strayed away from her brother, and so did Evean. But only when he was in the mood. She sat by the fire, stirring the wood. Sparks snapped making the pack of dogs, all laying in big pile on the floor lift their heads. Her dog, Sam gazed at her with big wolfish blue eyes. Evean smiled to the half breed and lay her head back down.
"It's getting colder, I hope the masters' are warm" one of the maids said, gazing out the window in the living room. She was the most loyal of the home's employees, and she worried a lot. Evean lifed her head and smiled. "It'll be alright Yuiki-san. They're strong boys." she said to the albino woman. She had both Chinese and Japanese blood inside of her yet, her hair and skin was snow white. "I suppose." Yuiki stood up and walked away slowly upstairs to the third story where she lived and slept.
Evean stared out the window. They've been away for about an hour. Did foaling really take that long? She sighed and looked at Mum who was sitting in her favourite chair, reading a book.
He was so happy that she was smiling. He'd been waiting for her to smile. Leaning down he whispered in her ear "I told you he would." Dimonte was still asking Alex basic question about his memory. His best friend didn't speak, he guessed that Alex wouldn't speak for a long time. He seemed even more distant than he was when he came to Shady Lane. He wouldn't even talk to loved ones.
The air was freakin cold and it was making him grouchy because of it. Not many Contaros' liked the cold. It was tolerable, for the most part. His still healing wounds were screaming in pain and he felt like screaming himself. Then, is Roxxy was there. He then felt warm as she reached up and whispered in his ear.
He gave her his lopsided grin when she pinched his cheek. "That's for the news, love." he whispered back. Placing his arm around her shoulder, pulling her in close. "Damnit I'm cold. DAD!"he groaned looking back at his father who was walking up beside him.
"I'm cold, too. I've aways hated this weather." he grunted and Sawyer burst into a heap of laughter . "And yet you were born in ENGLAND! The winters there are harsh." he laughed as they walked toward the cars.
"Eh? Ths is nothing compared to London's winter. I slept most of the time anyway. This was before we had indoor plumbing and heat." Dimonte smiled big and wild, flicking Sawyer in the ear.
"Seriously?" he knew it was a joke but, he decided to goaong wth it. "No." the doctor chuckled as they reached the parking lot. Where father and son broke apart. He heard Alex couch and Dimonte sigh. Poor kid. Shouldn't have come out here in his condition.
He sat down in the passanger seat even though he was just iching to grab the wheel and floor it. He knew his father was probably feeling the same.
The warm...ish car was good enough for him. Where were they going? Somewhere new? He opened his eyes and couched again. Why was it so cold? He snuggled deeper into the doctor's warm, warm sweatshirt. Dimonte sat in the front while Alx had the back all to himself. He actually lay down and closed his eyes. The headache returning.
He lay like that the entire drive home, yet he was feeling worse.
He felt the doctor pick him up and carry him inside. Opening is eyes, he took one look around.The Contaro family lived here, too? He was placed on the couch. Sitting up he looked at familiar faces. Evean was here? And Syra and Maysa? They were all here. Then his eyes took in Andre and he cringed away.
"Oh, so it's me he's scared of?" the unfamiliar man snorted. Then he heard a loud smack and "Ow!" Maysa came over and kissed his forehead."I bet this is abit scary for you,sweetie. But, nothing here is going to jump out at you." she said before pulling a blanket over his freezing body. A fire burned in the fireplace near by and the whole mansion as warm. And so were the smiles of his family. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 7, 2009 21:25:03 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ she was just teasing him of course! she wanted to love him! but not that way. taking the viper, she followed leelyn's corvette, the two sisters playfully going at it in a game of bumper tag. roxxy was giggling her head off, but she cut it out as they neared the house. once getting there, she watched leelyn go inside, still holding on to alex. she dropped off sawyer with, "hey...i'll, uh, see you later." she gave him a bright smile even if he couldn't see it. pulling out, she went back onto the highway and headed the 20 minutes to her own mansion, leaving herself in her own thoughts. i am not insane. i know that. i know that i've changed and not for the better. i need to fix all this! all the damage i've done! ugh...i feel ugly. the need for superficial coverage was there.
getting home, she decided she'd surprise sawyer. she just wanted to talk to him, with just him and no one else. going to go take a sawyer, she washed her face free from any make-up, got clean, and the smell of roses hit her nose. "i smell just like mom." she grinned like a fool for a moment and then got to work. drove them to the contaro/o'heir mansion, leelyn felt better that alex was getting out of the hospital. alex didn't need to be around doctors that only held the opinions of themselves in high regard. alex needed love, as well as care: nurses could not give him that.
helping them take him inside, she watched with worried eyes maysa take care of her boyfriend. she sat on the couch, watching his frightened composure. it worried her, concerned her endlessly. she wondered when he would talk again, when he would remember everything again. she sighed and when she was sure she couldn't do anything that could possibly help him further, she curled up into a little body, hugged her blue silked torso and fell asleep, her brown eyes closing to the world and her wavy blonde hair falling in her face. two hours later, roxxy felt better. for once in a long time, she felt pretty. perhaps, it was because of the horrendous blemishes on her body, the noticable scar on her shoulder and upper arm from where black bit her, or the mutiple silver scars all over her tan body, especially the deep, thick, silver one on her stomach, or the healing wound on her thigh where she'd been shot.
all of these affected her, and from her very recent past, she still felt rather dirty, used, abused. she was the ordinary case for a girl her age, but her dilemmas had been....extraordinary. and with a tasteful, but plain black dress on and a two-necklaced choker with turquoise stones on it. her hair was long and wavy, as always, and her make-up was more simple than usual. looking in the mirror, she thought yes...this is the way she would've dressed a while ago, before all this happened. with a white smile, she headed out the door, not carrying anything but her keys and phone. she got in her car and drove over to the contaro/o'heir mansion.
she came to the door, feeling extremely self-conscious. she wasn't here on a mission, to seduce sawyer or anything... she just felt the need to dress herself up. and she wanted to just talk to sawyer. just talk, spend time with him. she came to the door, and knocked. she didn't know why. perhaps it was because of this shyness that had suddenly rose up. but anyways, however would open the door would find a very beautiful woman who looked incredibly shy and embarrassed for even being there in the first place.
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Post by Desert on Dec 7, 2009 22:45:44 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He stared aftr her as she drove off with a concerned smile on his face, curios of to what was on her mind. "Sawyer-sama. Come inside. It's cold." he heard the young woman, Yuiki say. Her voice was the easiest to pick out. All his other employees called him "sir" while Yuiki added "sama" at the end of his name. They wre basically the same. Kinda. Sama was a Japanese term for respect for someone important.
He turned aroundto gaze at the woman he knew was albino. He could feel her violet eyes on him. He smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear "It's fine." he walked into the living room and sat down in a chair. Leaning his head back for a moment, listening to the fire snap. Warming the room. He actually fell asleep after a few minutes.
He sat down in front of Alex on the floor, hecking his eyes, ears, nose and mouth. This illness was just a virus. A simple cold. Being out in the cold as long as he was, plus the cut on his arm, which Dimonte rewrapped. All the while, Alex stayed perfectly still. Staring ahead at the wall which hung a painting of a big black mustang mare, galloping toward them. His own daughtor painted that. Alex's expression seemed thoughtful, unafraid. He seemed mor comfortable here. It seemed that he calmed down a little. When his eyes went across the room to where Andre stood, he quickly looked away.
The doctor then decided to sk a few questions. Starting with the most basic. "Can you talk?" he asked, not wanting to scare him even more by touching his neck. The boy nodded slowly, biting his lip. "So you don't want to talk." Dr. Contaro mused and Alex nodded again. That was fine. Alex then turned away. A sign that he didn't want to be askd anymore questions. Understanding, Dimonte stood up and crept away to his wife. Maysa looked at him sadly then shook her head. He sat down beside her, taking his wife into his arms.
Looking down at Leelyn, he felt calm. A soft look came across his features as he stroked her hair. So blnd and soft. Beautiful. He still couldn't believe that this woman belonged to him. What had he done to dserve her? He was a bad, bad man. A killer. He didn't deserve love. But, that's what these people were giving him. A family. He scooted a little closer and rested his hand on her shoulder, keeping it there. He just watched her, watched her sleep. Hoping she was having good dreams.
Sawyer was up in a hour. Just a nap.He'd last without sleep for maybe...Two days. Didn't matter. He yawned and streatched. Feeling his shoulder and back pop. It felt good in a way. The room was silent. For the most part. Only the quiet conversations between the others filled the air. His acute hearing picked it up before anyone else. The sound of a car, and footsteps. Roxxy's footsteps. He stoodup and went to the door, just when his hand touched the knob, she knocked.
Smiling, he opened the door and grinned "You don't have to knock, love." he said, taking her hand and leading her inside. Hearing his father's irritated wail from the next room "SHUT THE DOOR! IT'S COLD!" agreeing, Sawyer swung the large door shut, wrapping his ams aroung Roxxy's waist.
"You smell nice, your hair feels a little softer now. Oh! And you changed your clothes." he said, mostly to himself. His cheek resting on her head. "You're so beautiful, Roxxy." he whispered, holding her close, a smile on his face. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Dimonte, Maysa, Alex, Yuiki, Leelyn. Missing anyone?
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' OK
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' It was sweet ^^
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 12, 2009 21:14:49 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxxy's heart swelled in his warm embrace when they were inside. she heard his words and the heat of his hands made her smile as she laid her head on his chest. she let him hold her for a minute then she looked up at him. "you mind going for a walk with me?" she looked up at him and smiled. it was later in the afternoon, so the sun was still high in the sky. a nice time to walk through the deerpaths in the woods. plus, she just wanted to spend some time with him. she smiled at him and then burst into laughter. "i promise i didn't come to seduce you or convert you to the dark side of life....but, i juss wanna talk. with you. alone. gr." she reached up on her tiptoes, even in her average length heels and kissed his chin. she had to really strain to get to his abnormal six-foot, three-inches.
taking his hand, she gently pulled him back towards the door. and opening it, she quickly slid out and closed the door, so as to limit the cold air diffusing inside the mansion. outside, it was chilly, but all the holis's, hot natured, they just about never used jackets. roxxy was just like that, in the strapless, mid-thigh length black dress. she wasn't cold. she was comfortable. smiling, she intertwined her fingers through his and leaned her head on his bicep, because that's as far as she could reach. she was walking towards the golden woods. they were breath-taking and roxxy's blue eyes went to a characterstic brightness. her grin broadened to take up her features. "i wish you could see it! so you shall." she chuckled and then proceeded to describe the landscape.
"it's beautiful.....like the sun himself kisses all the leaves because they're this rich golden color. you don't really see any purples and there're no evergreens 'round here...so you only see gold and red...there's trees everywhere and you hear the crackle as you step?" here, she gave a giggle. "it's like you're walking on little leaf-shaped sunshine." she smile and sighed wishfully. and they entered the woods. there were little hills here and there and she told him where they were, just in case he decided he just didn't want to pay attention at that moment. roxxy took a look around her and whispered to herself, "....so beautiful..." her face was gorgeous in its complete innocence, the wonderment and adoration of god's autumn earth before her, around her. then, it disappeared as a shadow fell over her face. blue eyes were saddened for a moment. "sawyer...do you know all that happened while i was gone?"
she squeezed his hand and then asked with a heavy sigh. "more importantly, would you like to know?" she wanted him to know why she had so changed. she felt like she owed him the most honest and biggest of explanations and truthfully, she did.
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Post by Desert on Dec 12, 2009 22:22:03 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He wasn't looking for sex, at the moment, he just wanted to be alone with his Roxxy. Like the night she left. Where they were just together, just talking like normal people (Even though Sawyer and Roxxy's relationship wasn't exactly normal). He smiled and held her hand as they walked out the door. Just having it open for three seconds made Dad cry out in protest, and then the sound of his mother trying to calm him.
Oh yes, Sawyer's parents were like none other. They acted too young, looked too young. Mum was mistaken for Sawyer's sister more than once. Dad was often mistaken for an angry grizzly bear. Especially when it came to tracking, eating, and fighting. Also, most Contaros fell asleep in really cold weather. Quite like today. Sawyer was the bear now. The cold stung all thirten broken bones in his body.
He was too stubborn to go through therapy, not wanting other people touching him...Ever. His parents kept bugging him about it. Sawyer was just too...Sawyer to go through therapy. It was a big no no.
He knew his way well around his property. Long days healing from swine flu let him wander around. Now, he knew every twig and tree. And instead of being the klutz he was when it came to walking in the woods, he moved with a comfident gait. Almost graceful. He held his woman's hand tightly, eyes closed as he listened to her discription of the landscape around them.
He couldn't see colour, he didn't remember the colours. Red, green, yellow, blue. They were only words that meant nothing to him. He could only see in black and white, and all the colours in between, making his world just a silvery blurr. Roxxy chose her words well.
He nodded at her words, matching her stride. His eyes still closed, enduring the searing pain in his right arm. ribs, and shoulder. Then her bright mood dulled. She sure had changed, and he had an idea why.
He had to admit that he was curious, when she was gone. All he could really ever do was think about her. During those four months Sawyer was a zombie with a hole where his heart should've been.
"I want to know, Roxxy." he whispered, squeezing her hand in a loving manner. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Fine
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^-^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 14, 2009 19:38:04 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxxy looked up at his tall frame, her blue eyes becoming foggy and distant, her strides slowing to meet a level of total absent-mindedness. she was gentle with him, picking up that he was in pain. "when i left, i was immediately flown to g. i can't give you exact locations, because i gave an oath to keep those a secret. and so i will. but i was put back into training, to lure in and kill lozano, sr. i was put into one of his parties, and i succeeded in killing him, but i thought i almost died. again. several times, my heart has almost stopped." she said this with grim amusement tracing her tones.
"i killed him, and i was stabbed in my abdomen again. but yanno, g was never one for sympathy. she made me get back to training the very next day. so from there, it was my job to lure dimitri into coming after me. that's why we made everything so public. she introduced me to devon, announcing we were married. from there...sawyer, i think i was going insane. i hated myself. i hated everyone around me. and he'd try to make me-" she cut herself off, her free hand going to her mouth. she had a single tear come from her eye and glide down her left cheekbone. "anyways...i...uh... it wasn't too long after he raped me that i escaped." here, her voice dropped to a whisper.
"sawyer, he didn't just do it once....he did it over and over again." she sniffed, her breath becoming suspiciously shaky. but after a moment, she calmed herself and gently squeezed his hand. "i was buy myself for a while in the wilderness. about a month, and then i got myself almost killed again. i fought two cougars and i was left beldding...you know that i thought i actually saw you in my campfire. yeah...wierd, i know. i don't really remember much of that night, but i remember that." giving a smile, she continued, "i met granny dot, and her two horses, charm and domino...i wonder if i'll ever see her again. she was this old woman who lived by ehrself in the colorado mountains. it's beautiful up there, yanno? but, i woulda died if it wasn't for her."
roxxy stopped under the shade of splendor of a massive golden, oak tree. "i lived with her for about a month, before i made my way back here. i picked up russia along the way; it seemed her mother had died just hours before i found her." she went silent for a moment. "and then you know the rest..." she reached her arms around his waist and held him gentle, knowing that his ribs, shoulders, and that area were tender.
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Post by Desert on Dec 14, 2009 20:23:33 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Silence for a moment before she began to speak. Holding her hand, walking close beside her. Telling her that he was there for her. Always by her side. He listened intently, while he squeezed her hand. He stared ahead, his blind eyes seemed focused on something. Something he would see in his mind.
Like when you read a book, it's like TV in your head! That's what was running through his head. When she got to the...rape scene. He couldn't help but cringe away from his own thoughts. Seeing a man on top of his Roxxy, hurting her. It was too much! His hand left hers and his arm went around her shoulders. Keeping her close. No one would hurt her when he was around. He wouldn't allow it! No man could touch his Roxxy! Ever!
His ears were open, listening. The physical pain didn't hurt him anymore. He was pained that she had gone through so much and, he hadn't been able to protect her. Hold her and tell her that everything was going to be ok. Now, she had bee through so much! He was so selfish, he had done nothing to look for her. He was ready to give up hope that he'd ever see his love again. Now, she'd changed so much, and what had he'd done to help her?
He didn't pay much attention to the rest of the story, he was too deep in thought. When they stopped, he turned around and held her. Held her close, his cheek rested on the top of her head. He kissed her there. "That's all over now. And I will not let you go through so much pain again, Roxxy." he then lifted her chin and leaned down, kissing her. Love, passion, everything filled that kiss.
"We'll make things right, we'll be happy again soon. Things won't ever be the same but, we'll be happy." he whispered softly, looking her in the eyes and stroking her hair. And for the billionth time, he wished that he could see her out o his own eyes ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' bad
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^-^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 15, 2009 14:00:39 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxxy looked up at him and smiled a big, wide smile. "i love you sawyer. and before you protect me...i wantcha to heal first." then, they kissed and magic happened. as it always did when they kissed. when they broke away, roxxy's mind went someplace she had forbade it to go a long time ago. as he held her close, his hand stroking her hair, roxxy felt warm all over, but suddenly she felt herself go hot, blazing. and she knew she was blushing and bright red. she couldn't help the words that came out of her mouth next. "sawyer...you ever thought about marrying me?"
she gave a squeal and then slapped a hand over her mouth quickly, making a loud smack! sound. her blue eyes were wide. leelyn was dreaming fitfully, but she was dreaming. her body moved and twitched in places and sometimes she would smile. other times she would frown. however, she woke up some hours later to find fingers stroking her hair. bleary brown eyes looked up to find a paler, more tired version of her alex looking down at her. she stared distantly at him for a moment. and then it hit her. her mind came back and she gave him a wide grin. "hey, sweetheart!" uncurling herself and stretching out her legs, she put her arms around his neck and pulled herself up to rest her chin on his shoulder. "have you really been watching me sleep this whole time? yanno...it was you i was dreaming of." chuckling, she gave him a kiss on the side of his face. "i love you, alexander o'heir."
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Post by Desert on Dec 15, 2009 20:32:28 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He didn't tell her but, he was far from being healed. He was too stubborn for therapy so, it would take twice as long to heal. By the time he got home his parents would probably lecture him about it...again. They worried too much. He was perfectly fine. Kinda.
He felt no pain with Roxxy. Not even with how bad the sting was. His love for her was so much stronger. Pain didn't matter. He held her closer, tighter. His lips moving with hers, then it stopped. And a very unexpected sentence slipped. His jaw ajar, he just stared ahead at nothing. Then a thoughtful expression came across his face. Then he heard a smack. Looking down, he found her hand and lifted it away from her mouth.
He had thought about it. More than once. He'd thought about asking her to marry him...More than once. He wanted to marry her. He wanted to spend the rest of his life with her. His Roxxy, his love.
"I have, actually. I've even tried getting up the courage to ask you....Once or twice." he smiled, his cheeks were bright red. Even against his tan skin.
He just watched her. Without speaking, without thinking. He could hear the Contaro parents making a list on how to convince Sawyer that he needed therapy.
Leelyn stirred in her sleep. Dreaming. Simple way to put it. Then those brown eyes he'd been waiting for opened. Making him smile. He heard her words and nodded. He had been watching her. The whole time. Smiling, he leaned into that kiss before pulling her closer to kiss her again. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' better
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' -_- I tried but I couldn't
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 15, 2009 22:26:22 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxxy, with mouth ajar, stared at him. she went limp, only her legs supporting her body. and then suddenly, words flooded out of her mouth in a rapid pace. "then, how come you've never asked me?! it's not like imma bitechoo or anehthin'! i mean, really i-" she cut herself off and then, she suddenly burst into hysterical giggles. "YOU'RE BLUSHING, SAWYER ERYN CONTARO, YOU'RE BLUSHIN'!" she jumped up and down twice or thrice and then settled down, and held him at the elbows. "you NEVER blush! never! i'm always the one blushing and now, you, you are the one blushin'!" she started laughing so hard, she was turning blue in the face and she finally calmed herself down enough to take a breath. she laid her head down on his chest, a grin coming to her features.
a singsong voice was heard, "i made ya blu-ush, i made ya blu-ush. BAM! you shall NEVA live that down. never." she beamed at him and then kissed him on the lips, just a light one, slightly teasing. well, a lot of teasing. "so, why not ask me? it's not like imma scream 'no' and then stomp off. you know me! i've changed...a little...okay...a whole lot, but i'm still me! essence of roxxy right here." with that, she took his left hand and but it between her breasts, where were heart was beating rapidly, skipping a beat everynow and then. then, she said softly, the light in her eyes, "you may be the one blushing, but i'm the one with the racing heart." her whisper was a little bit breathless.
taking that hand away from her heart, she gently handled the hand to where one finger, the index finger, was out and pointing. and she took that finger and made it trace her delicate, refined features, from the curve of her chin to her eyelashes. if he was imaginative, like she knew he was, he would see her staring straight into his eyes, her blue eyes soft, tender, and shining brilliantly, variations of blue with hints of green in their depths. "you know...i used to dream of men who looked like you... but now that i have you... i don't have to dream anymore." leelyn felt his nod and chuckled. and then, his head turned so that he could kiss her and she positioned her own visage to where she could return it with a lovely eagerness all its own.
her pale pink lips pushed and curved with his, her blackened lashes fluttering closed as she did so. her hands moved to bury and tangle themselves in his reddish brown locks, her arms surrounding his neck. she didn't break the kiss. she didn't want to.
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Post by Desert on Dec 15, 2009 23:51:47 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ She then started to talk fast. Words pouring into the air. Moving through his ears, and even some words went right out the other side. He ran a hand through his already messy hair (He was in too much pain to even touch his hair that morning). She giggled and his blush grew deeper. His eyes followed her movements, then he started to laugh. She was happy, he probably looked like an idiot, his cheeks looked like embers. Oh yes, he was indeed blushing.
"Oh God! How will I ever survive?" he chuckled, the redness in his cheeks went back to tan. Leaving only the warmth flodding through his veins. He lived through that kiss and instantly wanted more. So much more. He wanted her! Calming his thoughts, Sawyer smiled a small smile "I know you wouldn't of done that. I didn't ask because I didn't think it was the right time, at that moment" he sighed and shook his head. If things had gone smoothly, they could've been married already. He wanted her to be his wife.
"I want to marry you, Roxxy. You know that right?" he asked feeling that racing heart, matching his own. He hoped she knew that. But, he still didn't think that it was the right time. Maybe when things were back to normal. Whatever normal was. When theis whole ordeal calmed and everyone was calm and happy. When she commented about her dreams. He smiled, pulling her close then falling over backwards. Taking her with him.
Pain shot through his shoulder when they landed on his back, he didn't care. He held Roxxy close, kissing her forehead. "I dream about you, Roxxy. I dream that I can see you out of my eyes." he sighed, his arms wound around the woman he loved. Enjoying this moment that they had. Together and alone.
He wished that he could open his mouth and talk to her. But, he couldn't. He was too scared, he didn't know exactly of what. Just wanting to be silent. Was that a crime? His lips moved softly against hers for a moment. Then he grew a little rougher. His hands went up to hold her face. His eyes closed, feeling warm inside. Pulling his body closer, he could feel their hearts beat together.
How did they meet? When did they fall in love? What had he done to deserve her? He loved Leelyn but, he didn't know why. Why? He wanted to know her, now. He wasn't going to be the one to break the kiss. He'd kiss her until he ran out of breath. Then he'd kiss her again, and again, and again! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' bleh
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' Yes, this is a happy time ^^
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Dec 20, 2009 18:26:58 GMT -5
_______________________________________________ roxxy felt her heart just go silent. her eyes got even bigger. she had known, maybe doubted some, and she was hesitant, but she had known. but hearing someone say something like that was two different things. but the grin returned to her face. "yes...yes i do know." and then, gripped to him, she was suddenly pulled back and they were falling. "AH! sawyer!" she knew this must've hurt him. but as he held her close and kissed her forehead, she sighed in defeat. it must have not hurt him that much. roxxy snuggled up to him, but then she burst into laughter at his comment. "baby! if you could see me in the mornings, you would beg to take that wish back!" she was still chuckling when she reached up to touch his face.
"besides, being blind makes you who you are today. because you're blind, you're always loving to me. i doubt you'd give me a second glance now if you saw all these scars on me. " at the thought she squirmed about in his arms uncomfortably. but she came to rest in his arms again, her chin resting on his chest, her fingers caressing his cheek. "are you cold?" heck. she didn't want to make him sicker, or more injured. she just wanted to come out here for a walk, not to crush his shoulder. she frowned at that. and then laid her head back down. "i wonder when my life, our life, will ever be normal..." she suddenly found herself extremely comfortable and warm. resting her cheek on his chest, she closed her blue eyes and immediately fell asleep, her soft breathing the only sounds coming from her.
meanwhile, back in the contaro/o'heir mansion living room, leelyn had every part of her body pressed against her boyfriend. she loved him and right now, she was doing her damn best to express it in her kisses, and the way she held him. she was passionate. her kiss became more fervent, the smell of her floating around them. she held him tightly. then, something flickered through her mind. he may know who i am...but does he remember how we met? or the night we had sex for the first time? her brown eyes opened and she broke the kiss. she still was within an inch of him though. "you've not kissed me like that since the time we slept together." she smiled, her white teeth flashing to see him.
then, her teeth disappeared in a more subtle smile. "so, what do you not remember? i don't think you'll talk, so how about i give suggestions and you shake your head one way or the other, mkay?" at that, she kissed him hard on the lips and then said, "you remember how we met?"
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Post by Desert on Dec 21, 2009 18:51:32 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A Contaro would freeze out here. Even hard ass Sawyer. But, he felt warm, holding his girl. His love, and his life. They lay in a bed a leaves, crunching beneath them as they squirmed. Roxxy's hair seemed to act as a blanket. Sawyer's hand rested behind her neck, the other around her waist. "You've seen me in the morning! You can't look as bad as I do. Besides, I bet bed head looks good on you." he chuckled, letting her move about. His eyes were closed, nt that it mattered if they were or not. He was simply enjoying the sunlight. Which peeked through the branches of the tall tree they lay under.
Then his eye opened when she spoke again. He lifted his head to look er in the eye. "Don't say that, Roxxy. No matter what, even if I could see. I would love you. No matter what you look like. To me, Roxxy, you're the most beautiful woman on Earth. Scars or not." he stroked her cheek and smiled. She was the most beautiful. No matter what!
Long tan fingers traced her cheek bones, her jaw, lips. Sawyer's expression was thoughtful, calm as he studied his love's face with gentle strokes. "I'm not cold." he sighed happily. He was actually rather warm. He was happy, too. He had his Roxxy back, and he wouldn't let her go again. It was too painful He kissed her forehead again as she fell asleep. The sound og her soft breathing matching the cool autumn breeze that blew past.
He held her, watched her sleep. Until, he too dozed off.
The parents had long left the room, leaving Alex and Leelyn alone. His lips were burning hot, he was using them so much now. Then she broke the kiss. He opened his eyes and smiled. Then she spoke and that smile went away. Far away, replaced by a frown. He had slept with her? He had made love to her! He probably loved her with everything he had and now...Now he couldn't remember! He then felt so sa, so angry. Hatred for himself. How could he not remember? Why?
He felt like crying, and Alex was Mr. Sensitive indeed. He couldn't remember ANYTHING! WHY? Those sad brown eyes stared into Leelyn's. Apologies filling them. He was sorry that he couldn't remember. Then she kissed him again. Hard. Tense muscles relaxed andhe looked away when she asked that question. Thinking hard. The last thing he remembered was running. Running east. But to where? Where was he now?
Shaking his head, he sighed. No, he could not remember. He wanted to though. He looked up at her and held her. Taking her hands and squeezing them. He wanted to remember. Could she remind hm? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' S'okay. Let's get some action here!
Music ~' nothing
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Feb 20, 2010 14:47:14 GMT -5
  It was some time later when Roxxy's eyes suddenly snapped open, the extraordinary shade of blue gracing the world yet again. It was because she had the feeling she was being watched. Looking around, she found herself nose to nose with a pair of big blue eyes. Giving a startled yelp, she fell off Sawyer with a thud. Picking herself up and looking over Sawyer stomach, she saw Russia peering at her with her grey-blue eyes. She was a bit bigger than she'd been when Roxanna first found her. The mountain lion tilted her head to the side and then opened her mouth to let out a, MRRRRRRRRRRRROW! The sound was deeper in her throat, so it didn't exactly sound like a cat's.
Roxxy couldn't help but laugh. It started as chuckles, but then it bubbled up her throat into something unique. Happy laughter. The sun was going down now, and the temperature was once again dropping. Looking at Russia, she stooped down to pick up the heavy cub, who immediately began to purr. Roxxy was still in her black dress, but she wasn't that cold. Looking at Sawyer, she said, "Sweetie...let's head back inside. I gotta take Russia home." And thus, she offered a hand for Sawyer to grab on to. Leelyn looked at Alex and her whole facade softened. She knew it hurt him, not to know anything. Just like it hurt her. But he couldn't help it. He'd been in a coma for what seemed like ages. Amnesia....she guessed she wasn't surprised because it had to be expected.
She looked his face in her tiny hands and looked at him with such tenderness. "I'll help you, Alex. I'll always help you." She kissed him softly and then dropped her hands to arrange herself so that her head was in his lap. "When I first met you, you were really anxious, dark, and mysterious. Like you always knew something I didn't. You were with Sawyer at the cafe because you'd just come in from God knows where. Sawyer was there with my sister, Roxxy. I came to Shady Lane because Roxanna asked me too. I went into the cafe and it seemed the first thing I saw was you. You were so sexy. I swear."
Leelyn made a very unorthodox noise and then continued with a silly smile on her face. "We talked and whatnot and set up to make a date for that night at the Tailgate. We danced and danced...I'm pretty sure I kissed you nonstop. Hell, I'm pretty sure I turned you on nonstop. Funny as hell. You got all flustered so easily..." She reached up to touch his face and then she went on to finish her narrative. "Rissa was there and she wanted to dance with you, so I let her. I love Rissa to death, but I have NEVER been so bloomin' jealous in my whole life! And then from there...I dunno really. I just kind of fell in love with you. And you fell in love with me. It was....spontaneous combustion." She ended it with a giggle and a smile directed at him.
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Post by Desert on Feb 20, 2010 16:07:08 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He woke up long before Roxxy did. The sun was still in the sky. The young man looked at his girlfriend sleeping soundly, Their bodies touching from head to toe. Her skin was warm and soft, yet he could feel the scars resting on her arms. With a sigh, Sawyer Contaro closed his blind eyes. His love had gone through so much these last few months. She didn't seem to be the same person.
But, she was still Roxxy. His Roxxy. That's what mattered. They loved eachother and it seemed like nothing could split them apart. It was clear that neither of them wanted to be apart. And to think that their relationship started out so simple, and so normal. But, it grew into something much more complex and beautiful. Long tan fingers reach over and gently stroked her hair.
She was so calm when she slept. Like she had no worries. Out here, they didn't have to worry. They were together. They were safe and happy. His other hand slowly ran down her back. Feeling the smooth fabric of her dress.
Like all men, the image of his girlfriend wearing nothing popped into his head. Making him think back to that day in the hospital nearly a month ago. That young doctor was still walking around with one eye sealed shut. The guy looked like he got attacked by a bear.
Sawyer wanted to see his Roxxy, out of his own eyes. The mental images weren't enough. If, just once, he'd be able to see Roxxy out of his eyes then he'd be happy forever. He knew her eyes were blue. Wonderfully blue, Sawyer remembered that colour. It used to be his favourite.
He heard the cougar cub come up. Sawyer relaxed his muscles, letting his arms fall to the ground. Don't get scratched. He knew the cub was very protective of Roxxy and Sawyer had the right to be carefull. Russia may have been tame (kind of) but the cub was still a wild animal.
Sawyer especially was wary. He knew that the animal could turn on them at any moment. And if the cat happened to attack Roxxy, then Russia wouldn't last long. Not even a mountain lion would be able to stand up to Sawyer's protective instinct toward Roxxy.
Everyone in the freakin country knew that Sawyer would slaughter anyone who hurt his love. Those clouded eyes watched the cub and within minutes Roxxy's eyes opened and Russia made a sound that turned Mr. Contaro into a mound of tense muscle. Then Roxxy was gone and an unhappy growl escaped his throat. Where did Roxxy go? Then she started laughing.
Oh. That was good. She wasn't hurt. He smiled up at her, glad to hear the cheerful laugh. Taking her hand, which somehow he knew was there, and pulled his sore ass onto his feet. Rolling his shoulder, he heard a pop, making him groan.
"Yeah. It's getting dark. That means I'll have to face my parents." he shuddered. Mum and Dad didn't trust Sawyer going out anymore. For obvious reasons. Sliding his arm around her waist. Looking down at her, he smiled. "Roxxy. Have I told you that I love you yet today?" he asked softly. All his feelings for her resting in his deep voice.
Listening to Leelyn's story made him even more confused. He wanted to remember, really. But weird flashes of the past flickered off and on in his mind. It was really scary. Still, he enjoyed the story. Glad that she'd liked him from the very start. Guessing that he liked her from that time too.
Smiling down at her, Alex's hand found hers. Giving it a squeeze his shy smile became a little brighter by the end of her story. God he loved her! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Feb 21, 2010 14:37:25 GMT -5
Roxxy lurched forward at her boyfriend's weight, but she regained her footing and helped him up. She was instantly dwarfed by him and she could only smile, her blue eyes with the stars in them. She came closer to him, still clutching Russia to her chest, and put her chin on his chest, a very cat-like smirk coming to her face as she looked up at him. "You have, you have...but it's always nice to hear it." Putting Russia in one arm, she wrapped her right arm around Sawyer's neck and brought his lips down to her level. "I love you." And then she kissed him again and again, and she would've forgotten herself had Russia not started growling. She jumped away from him as though lightening had struck her. Looking down at Russia with wide eyes she began to laugh. Looking back up at Sawyer, she gripped his hand and squeezed it, then began pulling him along the path they had got here on.
After several minutes, they were back at the house and had to part ways. Roxxy looked at her Viper, her gaze darting from Sawyer to the Viper. And then suddenly, she burst out, her voice desperate. "Sawyer! Can I spend the night with you? Please! I don't want to leave. Please?" She looked at him for a moment, little tears collecting at the corners of her eyes. Leelyn looked up at him with a soft smile and gentle brown eyes. She touched his face and the crooned. "You mind if I stay with you tonight? I don't want to leave you..." A shadow passed her face as she thought of it.
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