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Post by Desert on Feb 21, 2010 17:10:48 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He grinned at her. Oh yes, he had told her. About fifty times or something. Oh well. "I love you, too." he said with a breathless tone. She just took his breath away. That wasn't a crime! Then she was kissing him. His lips hungrily moved with and against hers. Loving the feel. His sore hand reached up to hold her face. Keep her there. Then the cougar growled and Roxxy was gone again.
Sawyer let out an unhappy whine, he wasn't done with her yet. The fever was creeping down his spine. God! He needed her so bad! He squeezed her hand when she grabbed his. Stepping close, he matched her quick stride as they headed home.
Couldn't they go any slower? He wanted to move slow. Roxxy would have to leave soon. No! Sawyer wanted her to stay with him. When the reached home he looked down at her then she suddenly burst. She wanted to stay! She had to stay. Sawyer smiled at her, putting his pointer finger under her chin.
"You never have to ask, love. You're welcome here anytime." he whispered softly to her, his other hand reaching up to gently whipe the tears from the corners of her eyes. "I don't want you to go." he tilted her chin up and leaned down to kiss her.
He stared at her when she asked that question. No he didn't mind. He wanted her to stay...Forever. To never leave. He loved her, and he wanted to love her, love her with everything he had. Taking her hand, he smiled at her before bending down and kissing her. Sliding his legs put from under her head until he leaned over her. His hands on either side of her head. "Stay" his eyes said clearly. He leaned down and kissed her again and again.
A low chuckle escaped his throat as Dimonte walked into the room then walked right back out mumbling something about how normal people don't make out right after waking up from a coma. Pulling his lips only milimetres away he smiled at her, breathing in her sweet scent. One hand reaching over to stroke her cheek ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' S'okay.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Feb 21, 2010 20:44:51 GMT -5
  Roxanna heaved a sigh of contentment and relieve. He made her happy just to have him touch her. She leaned into his hand, her black lashes fluttering closed as she shut her eyes. She felt his presence come closer and before she could say, "Me neither", his mouth was on hers. Her silky smooth lips touched his and it seemed fire erupted around them. Their love was passionate, intense. She kissed him back, her temperature rising rapidly. But she had responsibilities to attend to. She broke away from him, her bosom heaving as her large eyes gazed at him, pupils dilated and irises bright. She stumbled, starstruck, to the driver's side of her Viper. She gently put Russia in the passenger side and she slid in, her eyes never leaving Sawyer as she put it in reverse and backed away. Only when she had her car faced the opposite direction that she looked at what she was doing.
In a flurry of motion, she went back to the Holis Mansion, put Russia inside, got her things together and then went to the stables to see her baby. She went into the barn, the warm smell of hay and horses greeting her nostrils. She went down to the large box stall where Venus was kept. Seeing Battlecry asleep, Roxxy sat there and stared at him for a minute. both Venus's head and his were vacant of any emotion except for relaxation. Smiling, she walked away and got back in her car and drove to the Contaro Mansion. Going into the backseat of her car, she stripped herself of any clothes and began putting on her new goodies. Once done, she put on her long trench coat, grey in color, and then stepped out of the Viper and walked to the door. She purposely knocked on the door. She'd put on a different perfume, and her hair was down, loose, wild with waves and curls.
Leelyn put her top white teeth into her full bottom lip, as he suddenly bent down, his legs moving out from under her head to kiss her. If he moved his head anymore, she'd be kissing him upside down. That's kind of sexy... Leelyn took his head in her hands, their lips meeting again when he stopped kissing her. He stroked her cheek and she shivered in pleasure. Having his head in her hands, she moved so that she was kissing him upside down, her nose touching his chin. And suddenly, she propelled herself forwards, her kisses becoming hungrier, craving his flavor. She moved from his mouth, her neck stretching so that she kissed his chin next and she made her way down his body, going from his chin to his throat to his neck and on.
Eventually, she just stopped with heavy breathing and looked at him, her head messy around her face. "Come on." Getting up, she took his head and gently lead him up the stairs to where his room was. And the door was closed and locked.
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Post by Desert on Feb 22, 2010 0:04:47 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Staring after her, Sawyer was still hot with anticipation. Damn! He wanted her so damn bad. It wasn't funny. Just like that Sawyer's testosterone level went through the roof. He ignored his parents as he went to sit on the couch. He could hear Leelyn and Alex....playing upstairs and another wave of heat flowed through his body. Muscles hardened and so did his attitude. He waited impatiently for Roxanna to come back to him.
His father came up and touched Sawyer's shoulder (the bad one) and Sawyer went berserko. He snapped at his father with an angry yell. Making the older man escape back to the kitchen. All the men in the household avoided him then. He began to pace, sweat, curse. His walk was somewhat different. Not the same Sawyer strut he always used.
Then he heard familiar footsteps. The tension was still in the air when the door knocked. she was here! Time to play! He opened the door and didn't even let her speak. His lips were against hers within miliseconds. Not like he could help himself. He glued his body to hers, their hips never not touching as he led her inside. Well, Dimonte did predict a serious sex drive out of Sawyer, let his body catch up with his hormones.
A breathless moan escaped his throat as he nibbled slyly on her earlobe. "I just can't stand being away from you." he knew that she could easily feel that. His body was heavily reacting by her just being there. She smelled oh so sexy. Felt that way too.
"Get a room!" that voice belonged to Dad as he came jogging by heading upstairs. Sawyer laughed and let his lips and nose trace her neck. Her perfume stung his nose, sending shivers down his spine.
Her heated kissed sure did warm up Alex's already hot body. The young man was indeed sick. He had a common cold and a fever of about 102.3. His skin was sensitive to the touch and he felt like sneezing his head off. Still, he kept the virus in and could only think about Leelyn.
Then he was led upstairs to a room he found oddly familiar. Familiar items scattered around. Alex's second true love. Music. He reconized the guitars, the keyboard, the cello and a few other things. Still, it was a strange place. He took a moment to look around. His dark eyes catching everything around. Then, the door was closed and locked.
Here, in his bedroom. Leelyn and Alex were in their own little world. Together. He stepped toward her, taking her into his arms, kissing her. Those kisses a mixture of hunger, lust, and passion.
He led her to the somehow familiar bed and pulled them both onto it. His arms never unwound themselves from Leelyn. His lips didn't part. Only his hips twitched a little. Oh yes. This was just what he needed. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' S'okay.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Feb 22, 2010 20:36:13 GMT -5
Roxxy didn't have to wait even one second before the door was opened and Sawyer's lips were on hers. Roxanna's blue eyes went wide with shock and she made a yelp which would've been much louder had Sawyer's lips not muffled it. But then, her eyes closed and she began to enjoy the kiss. She could feel his heat and he was slightly damp from the sweat. But she admittedly thought to herself, Damn, I have the sexiest boyfriend on the planet. She was wearing only the gray trench-coat and under it...well, he'd find out soon enough. His hips were pinioned against the top of hers, well to be realistic, her belly button. She was just plain short compared to him without her heels. So, for once, she was glad she was wearing them as they did miracles for her legs and their hips were actually meeting at the right places. Hearing his moan as he backed his lips away, her top white teeth bit into her plush bottom lip which was now a flushed red color. Her eyes sparkled and a scarlet hue covered her high cheekbones.
He nibbled on her earlobe and she about went into a Roxxy-colored puddle at his feet. She let out breathless giggles, placing her hands on his chest and then sliding them up to place them around his neck. Her voice was softer and picked up a sultry note that one would normally expect to come out of her mouth all the time, but didn't. "Well, I like it that way. By why stand when you could lay on me?" His body was gladly responding to just her presence. She could feel him. If he responded to her anymore, he'd put a hole in her coat, and then what would she cover up with?! She reached up on her tiptoes, which was actually quite hard to do as she basically was on her tiptoes, to kiss him when Dimonte shouted for them to get a room. Roxxy nearly hurled herself away from Sawyer, but his arms were tightly wrapped around her. She wasn't going anywhere.
Which was fine. She suddenly felt bold and fierce. Like a tigress. Giving a dark chuckle, she pushed her area against his and then twirled, pinning him to the wall, her hands against the wall, her legs outside of his. "Ever been in this position before?" She brought her mouth to his chest and nipped at it before drawing away. Stretching her body, she did the same thing to his collarbone. Leelyn was in Alex's arms before she had time to do anything. He was kissing. She was kissing. They were kissing. Her kisses were deep and hungry as if he were an elixir and she was dying. His arms stayed around her waist and she found herself on the bed, once again, on bottom. Damnit. The thought made her start grinning and laughing through their kisses. And then, his hips twitched, as if he wanted to do something, but hen stopped himself. A wicked gleam came to her eyes as she pulled away and asked in a slightly breathless voice, "Feelin' a bit jumpy there, Froggeh?"
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Post by Desert on Feb 23, 2010 19:42:47 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This was just too sexy. Roxxy was a natural he grinned down at her, shifting himself around so he could feel more of her. His hands started to explore. He touched her here, he touched her there. Tried to find a way past that trench coat. His lips moved over her neck and face, giving her kisses everywhere he could reach. Grinning at her. "Yes I have, actually." before he met Roxxy, Sawyer had a few affairs, but never as serious as this. This was love, damnit!
He was already in a heap of trouble with his parents. He;d be screwed if he did it right in front of them. Oh well. Getting on Mum and Dad's nerves was his specialty. He pressed himself against her, teasing her. Already wide eyed. Clearly he was enjoying this. Why would he not.
But of course Sawyer forgot one very important thing. There were other men in this house. And one of then happened to be Andre. His brother was the perverted type and who happened to like Roxxy.
"So, do I get a turn." Now that one belonged to his brother who was standing there with an idiotic smile. Sawyer was very moody and snarled angrily at Andre. Jealous hormones raged through Sawyer's body as he stared down his brother. Andre could see Roxxy! Sawyer couldn't, and if he couldn't see Roxxy during one of their...games. Then no one else could. With a grunt and an angry bellow, Roxxy was in Sawyer's arms and like lightning, Sawyer charged upstairs with Roxxy in tow.
No one could see his Roxxy! Someone had already made that mistake, and Sawyer had gone easy on him! He rushed into his room, closing the door tight behind him. Still grumbling. Oh yes. His testosterone level was indeed high. Sawyer was lucky to get away before he tore Andre's head from his shoulders. Now, he was the one with Roxxy pinned.
He picked at her coat, finding a way in. Then he just couldn't help himself. Leaning down, his head was on her chest, while sneaky hands slid up the trench coat, tracing thin, sexy legs. His hands held her in places they usually wouldn't. He was standing up right now. His lips against hers, playing with his tongue. Wiggling into her mouth before popping back out.
He listened to her and realized what his body wanted. So, thinking that he was in trouble, Alex rolled over onto his side, laying beside her. Staring at her, love in his eyes. He took her chin, tilting her head his way so he could kiss her again. He smiled at her, he let his lips softly touch hers. Leaving her lips, he kissed her jaw, cheek, nose, neck, collar. Scooting closer to her, wrapping his arms around her. He'd never felt this way before. Ever.
His heart swelled, feeling as if it were about to burst. He loved her so much. What would he do without her? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' S'okay.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Feb 28, 2010 22:35:04 GMT -5
Roxanna laughed, a sexy edge coming to her tones. "Well, I promise, I'll show you something different then." She kissed him back and then she suddenly felt someone behind her. She turned around and saw Andre looking at her with a foolish grin on his face and immediately, Roxxy pressed her smaller body close to her boyfriend, as if that would help her disappear. And indirectly it did because with a very Sawyer closing to that conversation, she was in his arms and was being run upstairs newlywed-style. And then he closed the door and locked it, leaving her alone in the room with him. When the anger left his eyes, her deep blue ones lit up and she grinned naughtily.
"Whatcher self boy. No need to rip the merchandise!" She giggled and then laid her head back and moaned, her eyes closing as her hair slid down her back like a cascade of dark brown water. He was touching her in places she hadn't been touched in what seemed like forever. Stimulated, she chuckled while saying his name, her voice taking on a deeper, richer, more sultry tone, "Sawyer...Sawyer..." Her top white teeth went into her bottom lip, the typical Holis behavior the girls had. Feeling his hands go up her muscled, smooth legs, she trembled, barely containing the feeling of pleasure. Slowly, almost antagonizing in slowness, she unbuttoned the charcoal grey trench coat and let it drop, the soft fabric pooling around her high-heeled feet.
And suddenly, she lunged at him, her body pushing him down on the bed with surprising force, her tan legs spreading so that they were on either side of him. Her hair curtained around her face and thus, his. "I'm the top dawg." She grinned and then bent down to kiss him gently at first and with each kiss, she grew fiercer. Still on top of him, she took his hand and put in her cleavage where the clasp to her bra was. Guiding his fingers, she let him do it, the black lace sliding down her back and then off her arm as it fell to the floor. She shook out her hair and then leaned down on him fully, her chest on his. "How ya like me now?"
Leelyn looked at him softly when he stopped and got off of her, just laying beside her. She closed chocolate brown eyes and did the Holis-girl thing by putting her teeth into her bottom lip, her long blonde hair making a halo around her head. He took her into his arms and she put her head on his chest, her own arms wrapped around him. She said with a wink, "Did I scare you? You weren't doing anything wrong, only what comes natural to you and me." Then, she reached up to give him a long kiss, ending it to rub silky smooth lips across his own.
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Post by Desert on Mar 1, 2010 0:06:48 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Everyone knew that Sawyer was a very smart man, able to figure things out in his head quite quickly, and of course, knew how to survive. But when it came to his hormones and sexual play Sawyer Contaro ran on boy logic. Boy logic was simple. It was when a male thought with the little brain in their...Well, you know where I'm talking about.
Sawyer's was going nuts! Thinking something like....Roxxy wearing clothes...Sawyer wearing clothes...Clothes must come off...NOW! Sawyer was still completely dressed and he wanted that to change! He wanted his freedom, too! When Roxxy's coat fell to the floor, his hands starting to explore freely. God! He had the most sexy girlfriend on the face of the planet! He wanted Roxxy to be his forever. The thought of Roxxy loving another man scared Sawyer to no end.
Didn't matter though, their love was true. They were born for eachother, made for eachother and that's how it was. Sawyer was utterly fantastically, beatifully, terrifyingly in love with Roxxy. And that wasn't abot to change. Ever.
Suddenly he was on his back, Roxxy sitting on top, seemingly proud of herself. If she was happy with being on top. then he'd let her, for now. Now to get these annoying clothes off. His hands were busy as he quickly took Roxxy's bra off. He felt her lay on top of him, making the young man moan. Oh! He then pretty much tore his shirt off. Now, the top halves of their bodies were bare. His jeans were sceaming to come off.
"Love you, Roxxy. But I want to feel all of you." he then headed to her hips, his lips locking with hers as sure hands moved the fabric away slowly.
Leelyn wasn't mad! That was good, letting Alex let out a silent breath of relief. He smiled at her, holding her close. His body was toasty warm, his fever having gone up. His body ached, tingled to the touch. Damn he felt like crap! Still, his Leelyn was here. His love. Alex stared into those amazing brown eyes and grinned. Here, he didn't have to be shy, didn't want to be. He ould only speak to Leelyn.
"I love you" he whispered, his words were slurred sightly, having trouble speaking. As if he forgot. Well, he hadn't said a word for the last month. "Leelyn." he stared into her eye, trying to see what was on her mind. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' S'okay.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Mar 14, 2010 17:58:55 GMT -5
"Hah! Sometimes I think you say that juuuuust to get in my pants." She chuckled, her eyes sparkling mischievously. "Because sometimes I say the same thing." With wicked laughter, the glint in her eyes went brighter and she met his lips as he began to pull down the onyx fabric that spanned across her hips. Once again her top teeth went into her body lip and suddenly she let out a cry of wild laughter and pleasure. "DAMMIT SAWYER!! Quit teasing me!" It was the first time she had ever broke in one of their foreplay-games. Ever. No, she just wanted his bare skin against her and she wanted him inside of her, and maybe, maybe her life would get back together.
She hugged him close, her hands tearing at his pants and anything under them. "Mine now!" She breathed on him, her breath smelling faintly minty...nothing too strong. With her lips glued to his, she closed her eyes and then held on to him with her legs and her arms. Leelyn closed her eyes and then reopened them to the whispers he spoke. Wait-he spoke?? Looking at him, her jaw dropped, but then it slowly bloomed into a full grin. "Well, baby... I love you too. I've never loved any man the way I've loved you. The way I love you. You'll always be it for me... Alex..." She echoed his tone as he did when he said her name. Hearing her name come from his lips was a thing of magic. It made her tingle and warm from head to toe and she didn't mind...not at all.
She reached up a hand and touched his face. "You spoke for me..." She kissed him again. And then again. And then again until Alex was in a hurricane of kisses spreading all over his face. Leelyn had tears trickling from her long black eyelashes.
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Post by Desert on Mar 14, 2010 19:49:36 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ With a grin, he looked her in the eye "Of course I do!" he said laying his left hand on her breasts. His right hand happily not cooperating and deciding not to move. He then laughed with her. "I can't quit teasing you! It's so much fun!" he chuckled struggling to lift his injured arm but it worked and his hands found themselves on her lower back and butt.
God he loved her. More than anything. He felt her tear at his pants and underwear, getting them off. He grinned. When they were gone and forgotton, Sawyer let his hormones take control. He gripped Roxxy close and flipped them over, he was top dog now! Lips touched every bit of her face. Some kisses were gentle, some hard and sexual, some sweet, others playful. His lips were against hers when he crawled inside. Pleasure creeping up his entire body making his muscles tense, his arms wrapping around her, lips now at her neck.
He let his nose and lips trail up her neck, he stopped at her ear. Holding her tight as he worked "Are you happy?" he whispered to his love.
The young man smiled at her. He didn't remember much, but he was ok with that. His arms tightened around Leelyn as she spoke to him. Her words were music. He was it. He was the one for her, and she was the one for him. So it seemed. He let his fingers weave through her hair. His eyes looking into hers.
Then she began to kiss him, over and over. Her tears touched his face, too. His cheeks were red and his eyes closed. "Only for you." he whispered, his mind slowly drifting off as he let the virus take over, making him tired. For the first time since he woke up. Alexander began to cough, it was a rough and hard cough making his body jerk and his skin tingle.
He opened his eyes again, looking at her again before resting his head against the pillow and falling asleep. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Leelyn, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' S'okay.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Mar 27, 2010 12:31:37 GMT -5
His warm arms enfolding her small body, her frame arched, pressing closer into his, every part of her silhouette finding some partner with his own anatomy. Shallow breathing. Heavy breathing. Loud breathing. They were all the same. They came from her mouth and ended in some erotic moan which sounded quite similar to her lover's name. Sawyer.... Sawyer... He asked the silliest questions. Didn't he know that as long as he was safe and happy, she was the happiest person on the planet? If he was anywhere remotely near him, thoughts of him made her burn. And here, underneath him, she was a woman on fire. Her deep blue eyes held such love and affection for this blind man. She returned his kisses eagerly, her full lips becoming swollen with the dancing blood in her veins.
Her nails dug into his back, her breath coming faster, her legs clenching together around him, her smooth skin pressed against his. She breathed, her tones near hysteria because of her extreme amount of pleasure. She literally cried out. "Love, don't you know I'm always happy when I'm with you?!" She crushed her lips against his, her brow furrowing as she tried to hold on to him tighter. Once, out of desperation and play, she actually bit him. "Oops! I'm sorry!" She began to release low giggles, throwing her head back and laughing. She felt better. She felt cleaner. She didn't feel so dirty. The last time she had been with a man, it had been a case of rape. She had felt dirty afterwards, horribly, confusingly dirty.
But when she was with Sawyer, she felt clean. Perhaps her renewed purity would allow her to have a baby? Perhaps God saw fit to allow her to keep her sanity. The deepest recesses of her mind felt humbled and prayed that He would. Only for her would he speak... Obviously he wanted it to be a secret. So, it remained that way. Leelyn watched his heavy eyelids fall and something inside her sparked warm and fragrant. Smiling softly as he went to sleep, she sat there and gazed at him until his breathing became deep and regular, a sign of growing health. There were tears in her eyes as she watched him; he could not truly remember her. And she had a small voice in her head that told her he never really would. That all those previous times... they were lost. It broke her heart.
Broke her heart to no end, but together, they could make something new. New memories. Her own eyes began to shut after watching him for a long time. And soon enough, her body was nestled into his, her body miniscule against his own, and she too was sleeping.
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Post by Desert on Mar 27, 2010 20:33:48 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ His heart beat and his forehead was covered in a thin layer of sweat. He clung to his love. Holding her tight. God! he was his whole world his entire being. What would he do without her?
His sensitive ears picked up her breathing, matching his own. Her moans were music to him. This is what he was here for. To make her happy. To make her feel good. That's why he asked that question.
He stared into those eyes he wished, every day, he could see. Full lips pulled back into a smile at her response, bt before he could dare speak. Her lips were pressed hard against hers. His fingers knotted in her hair,pulling her closer. Tilting his head to get closer.
When she bit him, he didn't move. He chuckled lightly, smiling at her. "Don't apologize, love." he laughed with her heir laughter making their bodies vibrate. They way they touched eachother made Sawyer stop laughing and get back to business. He clung to her tight and pulled them both onto their sides. Into the classic spooning position.
He moaned in sheer pleasure. Everything about this woman was perfect. And he was lucky enough to call her his. He kissed her neck, strands of her hair getting caught on his lips. His breathing was rough and long as he struggled to get his sore body working. Still, it was all for Roxxy. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer
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Muse ~' Baaaad
Music ~' nothing
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Apr 20, 2010 19:55:43 GMT -5
 It was a release of tension in her body just before he clasp around her tiny waist and laid them both on their side. Sawyer mini-me's were inside of her...now that made her giggle wildly. But after a second, she died down in her vocals as he kissed her. She could feel the lips on her skin and wherever they touched, the flesh burned and tingled. She gave a slight shiver, and her conscious seemed to pick up the ragged breathing of her boyfriend. Suddenly, she felt guilty. Sinful pleasures had no right in their lives when Sawyer was trying to get better physically, his body not yet caught up in the healing process. She swallowed the lump that rose in her throat, and then worked to repress her conflicting feelings.
Roxanna turned her head to the side, her blue eyes looking at the ceiling. "Honey...are you okay?" What a silly question, Roxxy; try again. Her speech held much more remorse than last time, "Sawyer...you're hurting, aren't you?" Do first, think later... damn her desires! Damn them! Have sex, worry about a sore Sawyer later. Was this how their relationship was always going to be? She had to be more considerate, like she was raised to be. Deciding to take this down another road, being as she knew her love very well and knew he would never admit that he was sore or hurt, even if he truly was, Roxxy rolled in his arms so that they were front-to-front again. Clearing her throat, she used her best teacher voice, "Now...lay flat on your belly. I shall give you a massage. Now!" Becoming hyper at the prospect of doing something for him for a change, she took on a more happier tone of voice, laughter lacing her playful command.
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Post by Desert on Apr 22, 2010 18:03:00 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Soft lips touched the back of her neck as he pulled away with a pained, but silent, groan. Sawyer Contaro felt satisfied now. He had done what his body was built to do. So, time to nap. Of course his whole body hurt like Hell! Not that he cared. Being Sawyer, he HATED to admit to himself or anyone that he was hurt. His body was just a little sore from all this...Rough housing. He had made love to Roxxy, that's what he wanted to do; love her. It was his job as the man in the relationship. Love his woman until the end of time. Make he happy, keep her safe. Not even giving a damn about your own sanity. It was all about being a man. Simple as that.
Yet, he did have thirteen healing bones in his broken body. All near his right shoulder. Ribs were mending. His collar bone sore, lung that seemed to not want to do its job. He smiled at her question, blind eyes closed. He opened his mouth to answer her rather silly question with a stupid remark of his own. But she beat him to it. Being Sawyer, he opened his mouth and said, "Baby, I'm not hurt. I'm okay." All lies. In fact, he felt like howling in pain, but he managed to keep a straight face and still body. Then she rolled around in his arms to face him.
Sawyer knew that she was looking into his eyes now. He could feel it. Those gorgeous blue pools. She would see, on his right shoulder, just below his collar bone, was a redish white mark. The size of a bullet. In fact, it was from the bullet. The spot where it entered his body.
A massage? He'd never gotton one of those from Roxxy. Oh! It sounded so nice. With a smile, he slowly rolled over onto his stomach. Presenting to her his bare back. It was easy to see why he was in such pain. On his right shoulder blade was the same make that was on the front of his body. This was where the bullet had left his body. The muscles on and around that area were in knots. Painful knots. The bullet had ripped the muscles to shreads and it took three surgeries to sew them back together. Luckily he had mibility of that arm. signs of past surgeried were still there. The scars were thin and white. Still, one would be able to see his still healing, and still shattered shoulder blade sticking up slightly.
"A massage sounds nice, love." he said, turning his head to face her. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Pretty good.
Music ~' nothing
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Apr 24, 2010 22:37:00 GMT -5
It burned through her every time she looked at his scars; the way his tan skin was marred with silver or pink slivers of tissue. It scorched her to the bone. She alone had put them there. Not directly but through her actions, this had happened to him. Sometimes, she wondered if Sawyer Contaro was really happy. How could he be when she'd done all that shit to him? She'd left him without telling him; she'd had to publicly humiliate him by accepting another man, even though she wasn't really "Roxanna Holis"; then she'd come back to him, only to be followed and have horrid things happen to him and his twin brother and Alex, his best friend. After all that...and he still loved her openly.
How on earth, she didn't know, but she thanked God everyday that she still had his love and his heart. With him laying on his belly, back presented, she laid cooling hands on his hot skin. Soft and light as a feather at first, Roxxy's tan, nimble fingers worked across his back, feeling the taut muscles there. But finding the points of tight sinew, Roxxy applied more pressure, her hands quite gentle but firm. Kneading her hands in his back, she said softly, "I'm glad you wanted it. And...maybe you should sleep some?" Despite her subtle suggestion, Roxanna was extremely worried about her boyfriend. He had just urged him into sexual intercourse and he had many broken bones in his body...well, at least she now knew that one part of his anatomy was just fine. The thought made Roxanna's whole body heat up.
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Post by Desert on Apr 25, 2010 13:23:39 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Stupid computer deleted my post..... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer,Missey, Contaro parents
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Pretty good.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Apr 27, 2010 18:56:47 GMT -5
Roxanna grinned, but tried to resist him. "No, love! Please go to sleep. I'll fall asleep afterwards." But heedless to her words, he pulled her down and she was in his protective embrace. She gave a soft sigh and then murmured softly in reply as he seemed to instantly fall asleep when he relaxed, "Yes, but perhaps we had wanted it too much." Her brow was furrowed, the elegantly shaped eyebrows coming together as a small frown came to her lips. "You worry me, sweetheart..." The sentence was barely above a whisper; her hands reached up to cup his peaceful face, her thumbs stroking his cheekbones. The man she held in her hands looked so vulnerable and defenseless when he was asleep. And despite the fact he was all man, something fierce rose up in her breast, her body heating up in slight aggression and she took his head and cradled it, his head laying on her chest, a growl rising up her throat as if she were some lioness protecting her cub. She would not allow the love of her life to be hurt on the cause of her again.
Roxanna awoke, naked, in a disarray of tangled sheets, her hair a full blown mess, and her deep blue eyes bleary. Her body was sore from their cavorting the previous night and her most private of places hurt and throbbed. She picked herself up into a sitting position, clutching the sheets to her chest to try to regain any modesty she had even though there was no one in the room. The spot beside her was cold, so he'd been up for a while. Swinging her legs to the side of the bed, she stood up and gasped at the pain that rode up her inner thighs and her core. But a stupid grin was plastered to her face; she rather liked it when their love making was rough. She stumbled, but she did eventually make it to the bathroom. She looked for a spare toothbrush, but only Sawyer's was there. With a shrug to no one in particular, she used it to brush her teeth. And for once, after giving up on the tangle of wild black-brown curls, she did not take a shower. She liked Sawyer's smell, and even though she doubted anyone would want to smell what that part of Sawyer smelled like, she wanted his claim of her on her skin. And after Andre's reaction to their teasing play last night, she kept her resolve. So, she went into Sawyer's closet and picked out items that would've made anyone laugh.
A scant minute later, Roxanna came down in a pair of grey, too-long sweatpants, Sawyer's, and a white, button-down shirt, also Sawyer's. It made for an interesting combination, but for someone who could actually care less what she was wearing...Roxanna actually managed to pull it off. Her lithe frame was catlike in grace as she descended the stairs, and when she hit the bottom step, the soreness from her wakening moment had dulled to a tolerate throb. She gave a smile to everyone and zipped straight for Maysa, who she had come to regard as her own mother. "Hey, Mom." Roxxy stifled a sleepy yawn as she bent over to give Maysa a tight hug. She released her and did the same for Dimonte, "Mornin', Dad." Rubbing her sleepy eyes, she headed towards Sawyer, whom she noticed now stood stock-still. Immediately, the assassin came out, her blue eyes becoming piercing as blades, her graceful ease becoming lethal as she approached the door soundlessly. Seemingly appearing out of thin air to be at Sawyer's side, Roxanna gave a sly smile, "Yes, hello Missey."
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Post by Desert on Apr 27, 2010 22:29:24 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This was not expected. Having your ex girlfriend show up on your doorstep was not what most me would want. Especially the ones they run away from. (Hence why Sayer moved to Kentucky in the first place). Of course he wasn't about to send her away rudely. He was a very kind person (though he didn't show that nine out of ten times). Also, he did have to admit that their break up wasn't..clear. For some reason he knew that she thought that they were still together. No reason to be rude. It was still a major shock to have her here.
His arms were tight around his wife. His lips at her neck, placing gentle kisses there, making her giggle like a schoolgirl. Oh how he loved this.Every muscle in his body was relaxed, except one. Maysa felt this, so she reached back and placed her hand on the inside of his thighs with a laugh. "Don't get too excited, hon." she chuckled darkly. Which meant "Please, Dimonte..Please, be very excited." Which meant that the doctor was in for a nice surprise later. What fun. He kept kissing and nipping at her neck when Roxxy came downstairs. Maysa pushed his head away for a moment. Grinning from ear to ear at what Roxanna called her. Dimonte's keen eyes watched the hug between them. Mays was clearly pleased with herself Then she turned to him and gave him a hug. And what really made him smile was the fact that Roxxy called him "Dad". The couple loved the young woman dearly. She truely was like a daughter. That wasn't about to change. He gave her a quick hug and a smile. "Good morning, sweetheart." then she left to find Sawyer who had oddly not even moved since opening the door.
She stared at the man before her. A smile on her fair face. She hadn't seen Sawyer since he left. Which was about a year ago. God! He's changed so much. He was the skinny boy that left Nevada. He had much more muscle than he did. It was clear that he was not done growing. But! Where did all that brawn come from? And all those scars. His chest was littered with them.
His facial expression was thoughtful though his eyes, as always, showed no emotion as he gazed blindly down at her. His features were gentle, but his muscles were tense. Something was not right. Why wasn't he holding her? Kissing her? He loved her. He'd told her that so many times. Late nights awake, laughing. Now, he didn't even flinch. Then...Then another girl came into the picture. She was mid height. Dark hair, skin, but blue eyes. She was honestly a pretty girl. But, vemon was suddely spitting out of Missey's eyes. Why was she wearing Sawyer's clothes, which were way too big on her. Why did she smell like Sawyer? Sawyer's musky scent covered her. Three or four times, Missey herself had smelled like that. But now, it was on this other girl!
She watched in horror as Sawyer's arm slid around her waist and looked down at her with a smile. And, unlike he'd done with her, with this other girl, his eyes showed love. Soon, Missey's deadly gaze turned to HER boyfriend. She began to rant.
"Y-you cheater! How could you...? I should ju--" suddenly his long tan index finger was on her lips. The touch was gentle and smooth. As it always was. When he spoke, his voice was deep, low, and calm. "Why don't you come inside, Missey? I see that I have some explaining to do."
Heh..No duh..The cheating bastard But, she still loved him.
Moving into the large living room, I saw Maysa and Dimonte, goofing around. When she walked in, Dimonte's hand was already up his wife's shirt, and she was in a fit of laughter. Missey stayed silent for a moment. Taking in the memories. "Well, it looks like you two haven't changed much. Hey, doc! Is that a grey hair?"
The doctor jumped out of his skin, rolling off the loveseat and hitting the carpet.
What a bad move. Oh well. He stepped to the side and let Missey pass. Once she was well into the living room, greeting his parents, he was now alone with Roxxy. She didn't know about Missey in most ways. Sawyer really never spoke of his ex girlfriends. And NEVER their names. But, his love was smart, she must have figured that out already.
He looked down at Roxanna. "Roxxy, be as kind as you can. I'm even surprised she's here. Oh, that's my crazy ex girlfriend. She thinks we're still together." he took her hand and squeezed it. "I love you, Roxxy." he then lowered his lips to hers and kissed her. A long, passionate kiss. Letting her know that she was the one Sawyer was in love with.
He could've stood here and kissed her forever but an irritated call stopped him. "SAWYER! GET YOUR ASS IN HERE OR I'LL COME DRAG YOU IN! YOU DON'T WANT THAT! I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS INTO THE NEXT CENTURY IF YOU DON'T GET IN HERE! NOOOOOOWWWW!" Ohhhh. She was pissed.
He gave Roxxy a lop sided grin. "I think I'm in trouble." he squeezed her hand once more before jogging into the living room to meet his doom. A good way to start his day. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer,Missey, Contaro parents
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Pretty good.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Apr 28, 2010 20:18:45 GMT -5
Roxanna's spit fire at this nuisance that had suddenly shown up on the Contaro/ O'Heir doorstep. She had been in Sawyer's life for several months already, and with all that had happened, it seemed like a lifetime, and now this girl comes to her. She was smart enough to figure it out. The jealousy rose in the other's eyes and it was not hard to know what had happened. This girl had come to claim her mate, her Sawyer. Wow... I feel like an animal. She thought as a growl came up her throat. Lord, what was wrong with her? Perhaps it was the primitive instinct most basic to her. Protect herself. Which meant having Sawyer nearby. Always. The taller girl stalked past her and Roxanna deep blue eyes glimmered with a not-so-veiled threat. This woman was already down in Roxanna's book as evil and foolish. The sudden dislike of this stranger was so intense and so passionate, Roxanna thought for a moment she had been possessed. But the thought vanished, never to appear again in the abyss of her mind.
Roxanna was face to face with Sawyer and immediately, her interrogation began. "Why in the Hell didn't you just close the door on her, then? Do you not understand woman at all? We read too much into things! The moment you let her through that door, Sawyer... You let her in." Her voice had went to a scathing whisper and she knew that even though Sawyer couldn't see her that he could feel the penetrating blue gaze trained right on his face, burning a hole in it. Her tigress had come out and it was roaring for vengeance. Did Sawyer not care how this made her feel? He'd let the woman in his life again with a simple "letting her in the door". Didn't he understand how completely wrong that was in the "I'm trying to get rid of my ex-girlfriend" code of conduct?
But then he kissed her, and any resistance or anger at her beloved disappeared, leaving her melting in a Roxxy colored puddle in his arms. "You know I love you more than I can say..." Her voice was a raspy whisper and that ache began in her breasts and core again. She turned away for a moment to call back the anger she had had before. She could only manage a little though her tones were sharp and piercing. "So, get her out of here." She prayed that he did as she told and gave Missey the boot. Having his ex-girlfriend here made her have something she'd never had before: jealousy. Sighing, Roxanna followed Sawyer into the living room and came to stand at his side, her glare most defiant as she faced dear Missey. She was definitely beautiful with her brown eyes and brunette locks, but she just... Roxanna just couldn't find it in herself to like her. And the gentle way Sawyer had touched Missey's lips had nearly dove her insane.
And now, it was Roxanna's turn to be ice queen. Her eyes were incredibly baleful, cold, freezing, showing only icy emotion. Her face, though gorgeous, looked as if it belonged to a statue.
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Post by Desert on Apr 28, 2010 22:25:52 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Her words were hard and upset. Was she mad at him for letting Missey through the door? "Look, love. I know this woman from the inside out. Trust me on this." Missey had been his longest relationship A little more than two years. He knew her quite well. But, the woman he had let in knew him well too. She ould play Sawyer like a violin if he didn't use his words right. This was turning into a game. A good game at that.
He smiled down at his true love. "Don't worry, babe. This won't take long."
Being a blind man, he had no clue what his ex's expression was like. But he could guess that she wasn't happy with him. Or the fact that he was with Roxxy now. He didn't see her hateful gaze move to Roxanna. "So, Missey. You came all this way to Kentucky just so I can dumb you again? What a waste of money." he snorted. And he wasn't playing around. He was going to act like a total jerk.
"Again? Sawyer, you must get your head out of the clouds!" she sneered at him. The young man raised a brow. "Maybe I should put this in a language you understand. Do you speak whale?"
"Very funny, Sawyer. You've always been able to make me laugh." her voice was very calm and somehow collected. "Oh, so you don't speak whale? Ok. Maybe if I move slow." he stood took a step toward her. Looking her in the eyes "Yooooou....Arrrre....Noooot...Myyyy....Giiiirrrlllfffrrrriiiieeenddd! Get it?"
"Stop playing games, baby! Of course I am." she then stepped toward him. Placing her cool hands on his chest. Then sliding them down his his body to his stomach. Sending shivers up his spine. Her hands went around his waist and up his back. Bringing her body closer to his. Then her arms were around his neck and her lips were on his. Moving against his. He stood frozen during that kiss until he pushed her away. Hard. His eyes were suddenly very hard and very angry.
"Get out of my house, get out of this town. Get out of this state. Get out of this country. Get off this planet. Dammit Missey, just GET OUT!" those last two words were spoke with such fury that he scared himself. She just passed his limits. And she knew this. So, she turned and left. Looking back and directing her words at Roxxy. "He's mine." then she left.
Sawyer snorted and turned to look at Roxxy. "I'm sorry." he whispered to her before turning away all together. Becoming a statue. Why? Why did she have to ruin this?Sawyer had wanted to spend him day with his love, Roxxy. Now he was humiliated right in front of her. His back was to Roxxy and his body was shaking. His parents were already beside him. Holding him. "Oh, Sawyer." Mum whispered softly. Her lips touched his forehead softly. Then Evean was there "I told you she was no good, but you dated her anyway. Now look what happened." she said to him. Sawyer sighed and at down on the couch. Not looking at Roxxy.
To be honest. He was afraid. Scared to death now. Roxanna was mad at him. She had to be furious. All he wanted was for her to forgive him. He had done something very wrong, yet so right. He couldn't explain it. He just felt that what happened was supposed to...Perhaps. Still. Sawyer Contaro's heart burned with guilt.
Then he looked up to meet his love's eyes. Well, actually, they met her eyebrows, but close enough. He wasn't perfect. "Roxanna. You must be furious. Why don't you let out your anger. Show me all the anger ou have building up." his eyes were hard. Guilt filling their foggy depths.
He wanted this day to be special for hs love. Today was supposed to be good. Happy. Where he could spend all day with her. Now she must be angry with him. "I should've listened to you. I should've known. She caught me off gaurd. Really she did! She's changed, too. Roxxy, please forgive my mistake." Sawyer was begging now.
"Calm down, Sawyer." Mum said soothingly. Sawyerlet his own fury out. Maybe he was bipolar. "CALM!? How in bloody hell ca I be calm when I ex-girlfriend shows up on my doorstep and KISSES ME! She's smarter than I thought." he sighed and fell onto his side. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer,Missey, Contaro parents
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Pretty good.
Music ~' nothing
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Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Apr 29, 2010 17:59:04 GMT -5
It won't take long.... That was the last thing from him she heard. Already, Roxanna's mind was becoming trained on one target: Missey. There was going to be bloodshed when all this was over. Blue eyes kept to her brown, but then she was looking at him and talking to him, clear triumph in her voice. What did this bitch have in her arsenal? Roxanna had to consciously restrain herself from lunging at Missey's throat; Missey may could fight, but Roxanna was a trained professional, and the young woman would not last long. But Roxanna knew that Sawyer had this. He had to of, and by his beginning tone of voice, Roxanna was smiling softly. Yes, that was her Sawyer. She had to stifle laughter as he commented on her ability to comprehend what he was saying. But then, the impossible happened. Sawyer didn't stop her when she came up to him. Sawyer didn't stop her as she touched him. Sawyer didn't stop the shivers that shot through his body. And most of all, Sawyer didn't stop the kiss. He never stopped it.
Roxanna was unaware of the tears that slid down her face until some went into her opened mouth. But still, she didn't pay any attention. She didn't pay any attention when he told Missey to leave or when he had his own humiliating break down. No, her heart was being broken into tiny pieces and her soul felt as if it was being torn from her body. The silent tears fell down her face, her deep blue eyes revealing hatred, anger, betrayal, and sorrow so deep it pitted within the soul. And then the raw emotion disappeared, wiped away as if she wasn't a person capable of thoughts. Her voice was emotionless as she replied to his begging. Her voice was flat. "I'll be leaving now. Thank you for your time." And suddenly, she was gone. She went upstairs, changed clothes, folding them neatly and putting them on his bed. She changed back into her heels and strapless black dress and then came back down the stairs silently, her back poker straight, and her face void of all feeling or clue. And out she walked, leaving Sawyer and everyone in the house in her past. However, no matter how skillfully she hid how rapidly she was falling apart, on the inside she was shattered and all she could think was one numbing thought: He doesn't love me.
Roxanna was in her car, driving fast. Tears falling fast down her face and even though her vision was blurry, her driving was flawless, the dark cherry hued viper going well over the speed limit. Roxxy passed many people and people waved, knowing who was in the vehicle. However, Roxanna did not wave back. She tore up her driveway and stopped. Luckily no one was home. Leelyn was still at the O-Heir/Contaro Mansion, Jilanna was out somewhere, and so were her brothers. Going inside, she grabbed Scarlett, her faithful and not to mention, pregnant, Irish Setter, and then Russia, her cougar cub. She was a billionaire in her own right; she had loads of money from all her missions. Having her two companions in her car, she headed off to the stable and called Rhys, telling him to take care of Battlecry.
She wanted to take the newborn colt with her, but she knew it was out of the question; he was too young and Venus wasn't ready to leave the stables on any traveling. So, without another word, Roxanna left Shady Lane and Kentucky, disappearing for two solid weeks.
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Post by Desert on Apr 29, 2010 21:55:41 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ With her emotionless words, Sawyer knew that she was not coming back anytime soon. In his heartbreak, he let her go. Knowing that she wouldn't want him to chase after her he simply lay there. Mum and Dad were there, devistated at the scene that had just unfolded. Neither of them didn't say a single word as he stood up and went back upstairs to his room. Closing the door behind him. The air around him still smelled of her, their scents mixing. He sighed softly and sat down on the bed. His hand reaching under his pillow, pulling out of soft satain box. Inside was (you guessed it) a diamond ring.
Roxxy leaving sure did ruin his plans for the day. This was the day he was going to propose to her. Inside, he could feel bits and pieces of his heart break off. He gently took ou the ring and held it in his palm. Perhaps it wasn't meant to be. This ring on her finger. With another sigh, he placed the ring back and walked to the bak of his closet where his safe was hidden.
Placing his ear on the cool object, he punched in the combination and the door popped open. Placing the ring inside he stared at noting for a moment before closing it tight. Going back into the main bedroom, he flopped down on the window cill. Trying to stop the trembling. Curling up into a ball. He cried anyway.
It was late when he woke up. Maybe around noon. Oh well. What woke him was the uncomfortable stirring in his gut. Something wasn't right. His body was tied in knots with Leelyn's. Still, he didn't care. He burst out of bed and charged toward the door. Tripping on the way out. For some reason, he knew where the nearest bathroom was. Right next door in Sawyer's room. Bursting in, he barely noticed Sawyer laying on the window cill looking like he was his by a train. He just flew into the bathroom and stumbled over the toilet when he let evenrything in his stomach out. He was having a harsh caughing fit at the same time.
Pain raked at his insides, tearing up the inside of his throat and stomach. His muscles and joints groaned in agony, and that groan came out of Alex's mouth. He managed to flush the toilet, but he slid onto his side on the tiled floor. Clutching his stomach. Eyes squeezed shut.
Two weeks had passed since Roxanna left. Sawyer hadn't changed. But his appitite sure did. He didn't eat much at all. With himself growing thin and Alex constantly throwing up. His father was pretty stressed out. Alex had fallen very ill. His weak body was not strong enough to handle the virus that raged through him.
Mum had done her best to cheer Sawyer up, never having any success. Ever. He was never smilng. All he did was stare into space, out the window. Waiting for his love to return. If she ever did.
He barely moved when Alex ran to the bathroom for the sixth time in less than three hours. Dimonte close behind him. "Is she coming home soon?" he asked, to no one really. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Alex
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Pretty good.
Music ~' nothing
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on Apr 30, 2010 21:00:44 GMT -5
She was in Tahiti living a life of luxury. Scarlett was getting bigger from all the pups and Russia was just getting massive because she was in another growth spurt. And right now, Roxanna Holis, the ex super-agent for the government was on the patio of her small apartment which hovered over the turquoise waters, her Irish Setter at her side. She didn't dare bring her cub despite Russia's desire to go outside; Russia, when freed, tended to disappear for several days on end and when she came back, there were always reports of missing animals. And no way was Roxanna getting her baby hunted. Roxxy had left without a single word to her friends or family, but she knew they knew she would be back. She had a job and a colt to take care of... The thought of Battlecry made her heart leap. He had her heart already and she was already twisted around his little hoof. If he so much as looked at her with a wish for something, she would find out what it was; oh yes... Battle was going to be spoiled.
She had lived in complete ease for the past week and a half. However, something horrendous had come up the last few days. She was pregnant. For the third time she was pregnant. And what scared her was the most was that she was already showing. A week and a half, and her usually tight belly had already grown the slight tell-tale baby bump. It was definitely noticeable, though not obnoxiously large. In fact, she could hold the whole area in her hand. It started with the harsh bouts of morning sickness, Scarlett going nearly frantic, as did Russia, when Roxanna ran to the bathroom vomiting out her stomach. But now in complete surrender to her condition, Roxxy seemed more peaceful with the terms. Still, she would never talk to Sawyer again. He'd hurt her; she'd raise the baby by herself.
Finally, the Sunday of the third week, Roxanna packed up and took her private jet back to Birmingham, Alabama and drove the rest of the way back to Kentucky, taking her sweet time along the way, getting bigger all the while. She finally came into Shady Lane Tuesday night, going straight to the stables. Leaving her dog and cat in the Viper, she headed to Venus's stall. And even though the black mare was asleep, it was Battle who was looking at her. He had the biggest brown eyes that seemed to glow even in the dim light, their depths spinning with a marvelous fire. "Your father was very special to me." Her voice was low, not even a whisper. "I just want you to love me, like he did, and like I love you." The colt kept his fiery gaze on the human mare.
Somehow, he knew to trust her. Her presence was soothing, calming. He took a step closer towards her, his perfectly structured face alert and bright, his tiny audits pricked high, his nostrils flaring. A slender leg moved forward. And again. And again. His small muzzle came towards her limp fingers that hung over the half door. Roxanna was stock-still; she didn't move whatsoever. Battle took a whiff of her scent, whickered, and then touched her and then snaked his head back. He gave a snort and then trotted quietly back to his dam, his head bending low to suckle again. So...the cycle started again. Ah, well, she would earn his trust. With blue eyes shining and glimmering with a suspicious wetness, Roxanna laid a gentle hand over her swollen belly and then walked out of the stable and to her car.
The next morning, Roxanna Holis was bad at work as Manager of Cafe De Leche. "Hey, I need a large moche late, extra whip cream and only caramel, no chocolate syrup. And I need a Reese's cookie." Roxanna was moving here, moving there, sometimes taking orders, sometimes just supervising. She was glad that they didn't have a dress code though, the Cafe was a laid-back restaurant. This said, Roxanna was one reason they had so many customers. She wore different colors and her long hair was straightened for once, but her bare shoulders and the slim, sensitive curve of her neck was visible. It was when she was back to taking orders that she got a stark surprise.
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Post by Desert on May 1, 2010 1:38:16 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ By Monday, Sawyer was near insanity. He ate more, thankfully, but he bacame extrememly violent. Taking his boiling anger out on anyone, anywhere. Unlike last time when he had Alex and Nathen with him, Sawyer was a lone wolf.
No one dared move toward him. Except the brave maid, Yuiki. The ablino was like Sawyer in many ways. She heard things. To keep her angry friend thinking, she taught him how to feel vibrations in the earth around him. Making him even more dangerous. Being able to see with his feet! Useful. Like Yuiki, when he went out in public he was almost always barefoot. Of course people found this weird.
Everyday he practiced his new tricks. Sadly, they were not easy. He had always depended on his ears. Just today, Yuiki had his ears...blinded. He was blind both ears. Causing himself to fall of balance, constantly. He tore the plugs out of his ears and turned on his teacher in his rage. Yuiki, using this practice in feeling for more than ten years, easily dodged every single one of Sawyer's attacks. Though her eyes were closed.
"Calm yourself Sawyer-sama. Calm your mind and soul." she said soothingly. But Sawyer's anger was too strong. His heartbreak worse. Still, he stopped his tantrum, but stayed in a defensive pose. "There is no reason to be angry here. Be at peace and you will succede." she told him in her sligthly accented voice. Sawyer's foggy eyes met her violet ones. "I can never be at peace!" he snarled "She's gone! She's left me! I have nothing left to live for. My life..My sense of peace is over!" he wailed only to have a tiny ivory hand lay itself on his bare chest.
"Your heart beats rapidly, does it not? Pumping blood through your veins. If you had nothing left to live for, your life would already be over." her skin was cool on his hot body. He was already covered in sweat. Looking down, he felt as if he could see those striking purple eyes of the albino.
"What I am teaching you will help you. Not only in combat, but in others. Feel nature, feel the vibrations of the wind. Of the people walking around you. Relax and you will master this." she had both her hands on his heated chest now. Sawyer Contaro's heart began to slow.
"You're very wise. What do you see?" he asked her, collecting his voice.
"I see you."
The windows were rolled down as he sped into town that Monday night. The sleek black cr seemed to slice through the air when he hit the gas. He could hear a small cry in the back seat. The man at the wheel looked back through the rear view mirror and smiled at th big brown eyes looking back at him. "We're almost home." he spoke softly.
When he pulled up into the long drive he saw that the lights were still on in the living room. The family must be awake. He stepped out of his car and went to the back door and clipped on a leash to a very unusual canine. "C'mon." he said softly, though he had to pick up the medium sized animal before gently setting him on the ground.
The animal's name was Kodiack. Kodi for short. He was very thin and abused. It was clear by the showing ribs. With a gentle tug on the leash, Kodi limped after his new caretaker. Nathen insantly felt a rush of emotions in his head. Emotions full of sorrow, hate, regret, and heartbreak. The younger twin knew exactly what had happened then.
He burst into the door and was instantly caught of gaurd. Sawyer was sitting on the couch, looking ot even close to fine, but he had another woman on his arm. And it so happened to be the albino maid, Yuiki. Her gorgeous eyes closed. Her white hands placed on Sawyer's left arm. Suddely the whole family were on their feet, staring down at his new companion. Kodi was sitting at Nathen's side but the whole family didn't seem happy with him.
Then Dad spoke up, and he was tense. "Is that a coyote?" it wasn't really a question. The Contaros' already knew what Kodi was. "He's actually a coyote mix." he corrected them softly, reaching down to pat the animal's head. "He's really a good dog, Dad"
"Sure."
That night Nathen spoke of what he had done in Montana and how he got Kodiack from the animal shelter where he had worked for the last month. Kodi's front leg was wapped because it was caught in a bear trap. He also spoke about his...parents.
Then the family spoke of the last few weeks. About what happened between Sawyer and Roxxy. When Sawyer spoke, he was instantly ticked of. Though was calmed slowly by the maid sitting beside him. Weird.
Two days passed and nothing really changed. Sawyer was a statue by the window, staring out. Yuiki at his side, her fingers lightly tracing the muscle on his back. Yet, the other twin didn't seem to notice the albino's soothing touch.
Kodi was accepted into the pack of dogs already in the Contaro family. Sparks accepted the coyote soon after the first day. The two were instant friends. Maybe because the wolf cross was glad to have a cousin at his side. The rest of the dogs were happy with the newest member of their pack. Still, like in a real wolf pack, Kodi had to wait for everything. He was always eating last. Being chased away from his bowl if he even tried. The smaller cross breed didn't mind this.Even though his ribs still showed uder his coat. But, he was gaining weight by the day. Still keeping off his injured paw though.
Nathen hadn't seen much of Alex. The young man was as ivory skinned as Yuiki Kai. Though his held a green, sickly tint. Dimonte was almost always at his side. Which was upstairs in his bedroom. Mum had flown across the country on Tuesday. Andre, Evean, and Syra were always out. The family didn't really spend time with each other. But, this family wasn't whole. Roxanna was gone. Nathen's heat began to feel pain aswell. He still loved Roxxy.
When his dog got his turn to eat and was finished. Nathen clipped on the leash and smiled at the thin and injured, but happy, animal. Kodi's somewhat bushy tail wagged happily up at his master's smile. His eyes bright, eager for a walk. Nathen was heading off to the barn. He had to see Blood. But first he would stop for food at the Cafe.
He drove to the far end of town and stopped. Looking over at his dog, knowing that this crazy pet would get some stares. Coyotes weren't the favourite animals around here. Always messing things up. Kodiack was ready to go. Excited at this new place. Scents touched his nose that he'd never smelt before. Food! Animals! People! Even though he moved on only three legs, he was quite strong and pulled Nathen along. And, as expected, people stared. Mumbling about how stupid it was to keep "verman" as pets. Screw these people.
Luckily dogs were allowed in the Cafe. Kodi went around his business, sniffing the ground, picking up any scraps he happened to find. A child came up to pet him, but her father quickly herded her away. Kodi was sad at that. He liked it when people petted him! It felt good on his fur. Nate found a decent table and sat, directing his canine companion to stay close. Kodi wasn't going anywhere.
Looking up he saw a very familiar face taking orders. A familiar face indeed, but much healthier and happier. He stood up, went over behind her. Tapped her shoulder. "Hey, stranger. Remember me?" ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Yuiki, Nathen
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Pretty good.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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Post by .x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N| on May 1, 2010 14:02:09 GMT -5
Roxxy just happened to be turned around, presenting the diner with her back as she told one of her employees that the time to goof off was not at the current time. With hands on her hips, Roxanna said in a gently scolding voice, "Look hon! I know, usually, we don't have as many customers, but today, for some reason, everyone decided to flock here. We can't goof off like we usually do. So...please? Work." With a grumble, the young man turned away but did as he was told with a casual air. At least his manager was freaking hot as Hell, and she was actually pretty nice. Roxanna was just about to turn around, her hands still on her hips, when she heard a very, very, very familiar voice sound behind her. She hadn't turned around to face him, but her back suddenly went impeccably straight, her shoulders going tense. Her blue eyes flashed and then she whipped around, her hair slicing the air as she did so. She was staring straight at Sawyer's twin, Nathen. And despite her best efforts to calm her heart, it thumped in her chest, each beat stronger than the last.
Her deep blue eyes sparkled with vengeance. She hissed at him, her stony expression becoming heated with anger. "You left me. You left me with your brother who never loved me enough to push away his ex-girlfriend." She looked incredibly...sexy with her angry face. And with one hand, she snaked an assault through the air, her open palm catching his cheek, hard. "That was for me...and Blood. You know, he got loose after you left. He went insane, Nate. Insane." The anger diffused enough to let the hurt and pain show in her azure optics, their surfaces glimmering now with unveiled tears that were on the way to brimming over.
And suddenly she was attached to him, her arms around his waist, fingers digging in his back as if she needed some support. She would not cry. She refused to cry in front of everyone. Even Nathen. Especially Nathen. So, she just gave him a tight hug and kept in all her tears, just like a good girl. When she pulled away, her hand immediately went to her belly, as if to protect it. It was a habit now, her hand absent-mindedly going down to the swell there. She looked down with a frown upon her face, but then looked back up. "Go sit down. My shift's over in about 15 minutes anyways. The new manager comes in then." Without another word, almost cold, Roxanna shoved him way, her eyes unyielding of any emotion, her jaws clenched tight. She said not another word to him and instead did what she had to do.
The next quarter of an hour came fast. Roxxy was moving here, moving there. She was like a pingpong ball barking commands as she did so. And eventually, the new manager came in, and Roxanna's shift was over. She pulled off her apron and came out from behind the bar, going to sit down across from Nathen. She never missed the coyote hybrid either. Her grim expression dissolved for that one moment in time as she held out her hand for him to sniff. Her voice went to a soothing whisper, "Hi, there, handsome. It's nice to see a new face 'round these parts." Slowly, she moved her hands to play with his ears and her fingers rummaged deep within his fur, her touch tender and soft. She didn't look at him when she asked, but she was indeed talking to Nathen. "What were you thinking when you left?"
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Post by Desert on May 1, 2010 21:30:54 GMT -5
Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ His head snapped to the side when she hit him. Hard. His cheek turning red and stinging slightly. He ignored the hug, and her words. Turning, he went and sat down at his table, rubbing his cheek. Fury suddenly in his dark eyes. Ohhh! Unlike Sawyer, Nathen was angry with Roxxy. And he stayed that way. Waiting, his fury only grew. Sawyer didn't love Roxxy enough? What a fucking joke! Missey was a bitch. Everyone knew that. And now Roxxy had given up on Sawyer.
When she came and sat cross from him, she didn't even meet his eye. Still, he glared daggers at her. Kodi didn't seem to care. He picked her hand and sat close, gtting his pointed ears rubbed. The only thing one would be able to see about this dog that wasn't coyote was the brown eyes. Not the amber ones.
"I was thinking that you and Sawyer were going to be happy and together. Then I come home and find my brother half starved and heart completely broken into a million pieces! Because of YOU! You think that he doesn't love you enough, well you are DEAD WRONG! All he thinks about is you! About how he wants you back! How sorry he is for hurting you! You don't seem to care about his pain! It's like you never have!" he was on his feet now. Standing up for his brother like he always would.
"Now here you are! Acting like he was never in your life. Forgetting all that he's done for you. Sawyer has been endlessly loyal to you! Loving to you. He was always by your side to protect you! Give you a shoulder to cry on. And if it wasn't for him. You, Roxanna, would be DEAD. And what have you done to repay him? You went off and broe his heart! AGAIN! Just for something stupid." deciding to give an example he tilted her head up so he was looking into those eyes. "Remember back at the hospital a few months ago. You were kissing me, rubbing on me. Sawyer was right there! Did he just get up and leave without a single goodbye? NO! He forgave you for the mistake, he still loved you!"
"You're throwing his love away! All that he gave you! I'm surprised that he can put up with you. If you did all that crap to me. It would be OVER! I would want you gone! But he still loves you. You hurt him! He loves you. You hurt him again! He STILL LOVES YOU! He hurts you unintentioally and you vanish! What kind of sick person would do that?"
He then motioned to her swollen belly. "Think about your child! Wouldn't you want her to have a father love her? I know I would! Dammit Roxxy. Put your head on your shoulders and open your eyes." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight Tags ~' Roxxy, Nathen
Word Count ~' Word Count
Muse ~' Pretty good.
Music ~' nothing
Notes ~' This was fun ^^
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence |
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