Help I'm alive{chaos}

[atlas]

Leaning forward, she curled over the wheel of her car. She was parked under the comfortable shadow of a building. She had her arms wrapped around the wheel, with her chest pressed against it and her chin on twelve o' clock. Fetal and vulnerable in one beautiful medicated moment, she felt repulsive. She wasn't the pretty girl she had been a few months ago. Her body was fighting against her and she felt uncomfortable in her own skin. Her every move was jagged where it had once been fluid. She held back the pain by masking it with a slight limp when ever she traveled, but her eyes bleed with the true agony. In a few weeks, she could take bandages off and stitches out. Her doctor was allowing her to get out of bed for a few hours, not like that really mattered. She did what ever she wanted, regardless of what the doctors said. They couldn't measure the pain she was in, only the progressive of how her flesh was healing. Which wasn't that much.
Focusing her eyes again, she blinked rapidly for a moment to collect her bearings then pulled her eyes out of the engine and tossed them into her purse lightly. Rustling her bangs, she hesitantly opened the door and eased her body onto her slender legs. Her legs couldn't handle heels. Her right knee could barely handle her flat footed weight. She threw a leather sandal onto the pavement and pulled her light frame into a stand. She had loose pair of straight leg dark denim jeans on, and a pastel flowy tank top on. She couldn't hid the arm full of bandages, but it was too hot outside to wear a long sleeved shirt. She wasn't the same girl she had been a couple months ago. She hadn't found anyone that could make her naturally smile, and the spark was dead in her eyes. She was worried that Rhys would notice that and just drop her. She would under stand that, for she didn't even like herself these days. Pulling on the handle of the coffee shop, she eased herself inside. Her soul being warmed by the comforting smell of coffee beans and deserts, her dulling blue eyes glancing around for Rhys.

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well he couldn't very well leave without his wallet. or his keys. or his phone for that matter. so he walked back into his house/his sisters' mansion and paraded to the kitchen to find his belongings in a pile on the island. he sighed. he was going to see alexis...after so long and he was finally going to get to see her. he smiled at the thought. they had been a couple for a few short weeks until the accident happen that sent alexis and her horse, atlas, both away from him. and now that he was going to get to see her after so long, he was completely jittery and forgot anything and everything he was supposed to have. it's funny how these things tend to work, no?

having his personal collection with him now, he took rushed strides out of the kitchen into the lobby to see leelyn gazing at him with brown eyes that glittered and reminded him of a cat amused with her prey. "rhys...where're you goin'?" she tilted her head a little ways, suggesting idle curiousity on her part. rhys arched an eyebrow and then grinned at her, a smile that would've drove any other women besides his sisters crazy. "naw, leelee. imma gon' go see meh girlfriend. alexis is back." leelyn's eyes lit up. she grinned back at him, giving a nod and a wink, dismissing him out the door.

walking out the door, he could hear his oldest blonde sister teasing him playfully, "I'LL BE SURE TO TELL AMANDA THAT!" ugh. the dragon lady. she had come to shady lane and it seemed all he spent his time doing was avoiding his ex-wife. so, as he went in his big red truck, he burned out of the drive way, (what?! he's a man. he's just gotta show off.) coming out onto the highway, he looked at his clock just below the dash. he was late. he cursed himself out angrily. well, at least he looked good. he was snarling at himself even when he drove up to the famous little cafe and trotted towards the door. however, when his hand touched the handle, his facials endured a change.

rhys opened the door, his tall form appearing to floated across the ground, his muscular structure showing explicity ease and physical attractiveness. he wasn't looking for really a familiar face. he was looking for a familiar vibe or sense of feeling from alexis. he found neither. he looked around desperately, his silver eyes glinting under the cafe's lights. and then he saw her. and he smiled in relief. he had found her. but as he approached her and came closer, his face displayed so much worry and concern. alexis had undergone far too much change. she was hurting, no matter how much her surface area seemed healed.

all rhys wanted to do was take her into his arms and love her and make her love him back. if she was would just let him love her. he came to sit at her table, picking up his chair single-handedly and twirling it so that he was sitting beside alexis instead of so far away and in front of her....he didn't want anything between them when she looked like this. this included the table as well. he looked at her and gently took her small, breakable little hands in his. "hey sweetheart....alexis, you don't look okay, so i ain't even gonna ask... but are you even well enough to be out and about?" that steady concern, touching and tender was in his silver optics. he reached forward and gingerly gave her forehead a kiss, his scruff nuzzling against her face. well, if she was itchy on her face before, she wasn't now. he, quite frankly, didn't care what she looked like at the moment. he was just worried about his girlfriend....if she still was his girlfriend. had the accident changed the components of their relationship?

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tagged ¨¨ rhys holis and alexis atlas!
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notes ¨¨ I SORREH!!! i didn't know you had put it up until i noticed that under the cafe, there was one more thread than before. ^^ and i've been really busy....but let's get on wid it!
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[atlas]

Rhys would be later than her, which was surprising. She hadn't exactly rushed here herself. She had gotten ready slowly, driven carefully, and then sat in the car for even longer. She wasn't annoyed with him though, it gave her time to build up her facade. Stepping gingerly into the shop, she let the door close behind her, bells jingling announcing her arrival like she was someone special. And maybe she had once been, her name as a show jumper was pretty well known. Atlas was probably more of a crowd favorite then she was. He jumped to the crowds cheers, and he would throw a massive fit if he knocked down a rail. It was easy to feel connected to him. But Alexis didn't remember that world she had once lived in. She had Abby, and that was all she could remember horse wise. She wasn't exactly searching for answers to her misery either.

Carefully, she walked to the counter and ordered something random off the board. Name? "Alexis" Her voice was barely above a whisper and she had to repeat it twice to achieve a bright smile from the girl taking her order. "Itll be righT ouT to ya" Her voice was bright and cheerful but it barely affected Alexis. All she noticed was how she accented her Ts. Finding a seat, she got as comfortable as she could and in a few seconds a Pumpkin Spice arrived. She pulled the lid off and put two sugar packets in it and waited for it to cool off. She had her back to the door, so when it jiggled again, announcing the presence of someone much more important than herself, she didn't notice. Satisfied he stirred it once and gingerly pulled it up to her lips. Blowing across the surface of the black liquid, she pressed her lips to the cup and sipped at it. It was bitterly sweet, just the way she liked it. As the jingling stopped, a presence came upon to the shop just then. Not overwhelming, but noted. Familiar and warm, good and fun times had been had with the person it belonged too. It was Rhys, who else had had such an impact on her in this town? Aso? No, he was just a friend and she hadn't seen him in awhile... Turning her head around, her hair whipped around her soft features and her eyes swallowed the man in sweet remembrance. He hadn't changed a lot, and she had changed too much. She instantly saw the worry in his eyes and she loathed it. She didn't want to bring him down this way, she didn't want him to worry about her.

He sat down next to her, chair moved, the distance between them closed. It brought comfort and worry. She didn't know how he saw her anymore, and as he took her hand so carefully she wished it had been broken right then. She hated how fragile she was right now. She hated the way he had to touch her, how he had to make sure he didn't break her. Her fingers curled around his impossibly large features desperately, holding back the way her bones wanted to shake. It felt good to be touched by him again, for she had been so lonely. She was still concerned about...them, but her body warmed up to him. She shifted closer to him, gathering in his body heat, skin brushing against skin. If medication hadn't made her so numb, his whiskers would of tickled her forehead, and if she hadn't been so damaged she would of giggled. Instead, she tilted her face into the tenderness. Eyes fluttering closed and a small sigh escaping her lips and sliding down Rhys neck. "Doctors said I could..." She nuzzled her face against his neck and resting it on his collar bone, breathing slowly and carefully. "But probably not..."

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¨tell me it's over i'll still love you the same
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the brown leather jacket he was wearing didn't help him from the coldness of alexis's form. he could tell she didn't want his concern. well, too bad. he wasn't one to pretend he didn't feel a certain way. with her head on his collarbone, he held her tighter than before. he listened to her monotonous speech. she looked dead. she spoke as if she wasn't there. his poor alexis atlas wasn't alive! this was just her mere flesh. she wasn't in there! he replied back softly, "baby, you're really cold..." that was saying something, being as rhys was a hot-natured person. he squeezed her and then let go so that he could take off the worn, soft brown leather jacket.

draping it around her shoulders, he took her back into his embrace, the biceps bulging without any noticable effort. to anyone looking at the close couple, they would see that rhys's stance was almost, it maybe even have been, protective. in the fitted blue shirt he wore, clinged to his sculpted chest and arms, accentuating the muscle there. and then there was the fact that his arms appeared to be holding her so tightly. and his gaze....oh, his gaze was fierce. he was upset alexis had gotten so somber. she used to never be that way! but having a best friend and knowing they're so far away and that they're going to die if people aren't doing everything neccessary...

it, the problem in itself, changed people. alexis was no exception. so, he held her back, his chin resting on the top of her head of dark hair. "alexis, when i called you, i thought you would be sad, but this...this is some type of illness you got. and you know i only wanna help you, honey. lemme help you. you look tired and dead on your feet. do you wanna go back to your house...?" rhys could be quite frank with alexis. he'd always had been. he told her the honest truth and hoped she didn't do a jlanna...or a leelyn...or a roxxy for that matter, and go awol. he just despised seeing her this way. if he could help, any at all, he would.

sometimes the people change and then the circumstances become compromised. rhys had to change for the benefit of others besides himself. but...he hadn't changed a lot. which was good, as everyone really loved the holis-man just as he was. and at the suggestion of going back to alexis's house, the corner of his lips twtiched into a smile, but he suppressed it. now was simply not the time for dirty inside jokes and scandalous thoughts. though...those were fun on occasion.

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tagged ¨¨ alexis and rhys
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notes ¨¨ yabba dabba dooo! didn't see that one comin' did ya? DID YA?
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lyric credit ¨¨ call me-shinedown
code credit ¨¨ . keka s k y e from Caution 2.0

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[atlas]

Farther away...
A black stallion was allowed to stand alone for the first time with out restraints and swings to hold him on his feet. He was heavily drugged still, and his blue and brown eyes were slurred in pain medications, just like his owner had been not to long ago. But he was worse, he was much worse. He had saved her from the worst of it, and he was feeling the affect. Vets were standing at the hessian's stall door, watching with intent and tired eyes. This horse was demanding attention was everyone in the massive vet hospital. Even interns knew about him, he was just too drugged to make his presence known right now. As they watched the Black, he swung his head around towards them, trying to focus his blue eye into a glare through his bandaged face, but failing anyways. Too much sedates, they were over estimating his thin builds tolerance for them. He staggered a step forward, body swaying in a sickly way that made the vets lunge forward from there stance. The Black fell to his knees, eyes rolled back into his skull as he crashed. Too much sedates...
As a small group of tired interns and vets crowded around him, the head vet spun around to spat the Alexis coated Uncle. "You need to put this beast down! How the hell do you think he can survive this? We'll be lucky if he ends up standing and his feet rot! You should of put him down in the fucking arena, put the damn thing out of its misery!" Behind him, the animals heart was fluttering as adrenaline and electric plus was applied. "He doesn't want to live, we're just dragging the life out of him, can't you see?!" Alexis' uncle held a calm composer though, as always. His face was free from wrinkles for he rarely expressed emotion. "I'm paying you large sums to keep that thing alive. If I'm going to let him die, its going to be with my own bullet. Understand?" The vets face contorted angrily, his face flushing a deep crimson, mouth parted as he was about to shout more profanity at the ignorant man before him. A scream from one of the interns would stop him. Behind him, the young vet was throw against a wall as the horse was drawn back toward life. The stallion picking up his mummified head and throwing it against the nearest human next to him. That animal was going to live, and that wasn't debatable.

Closer to home...
Alexis' eyes pleaded to her boyfriends striking grey ones. Her torn blue gaze begging him not to give her his jacket. It made her feel worse, mentally. She couldn't explain it, but she didn't want the pity. She didn't want to feel lowly. At that second she wished she had just stayed in the car, her pride ruined for the greater good. How corrupt she had become. She squeezed her eyes shut as she pressed her face into his warm features. If she had been well, her pale cheeks would of probably flushed a healthy peach color, but alas this was not the case. The concept of blushing made her paler. She put her other hand over his large one, gripping it tightly with all the strength she had in her, which was about equivalent to a twelve year old girls. Rhys probably wouldn't even notice. At this very moment, she wasn't to cry. For everything, just because this one person cared enough to push her pride out of the way for her. To do a thing she couldn't. Take care of herself. She wanted to cry because she didn't know what was wrong, but she knew something was horridly wrong. Had her uncle told him what had happened? She woke up from her surgeries, and all her uncle had told her was she had gotten in a crash. What kind of crash, what was missing from her life? She had forgotten it, and it was important. She knew that, she felt that. But he wouldn't tell her, and she was too scared to ask.

Her body quivered slightly, only enough for him to notice but no one else, not even herself for she wasn't paying attention. She pressed her lips into the pulse on her man's neck and then allowed her face to rest against the honest warmth. He was too kind to her when he had no reason to be. As he spoke, his words vibrated against her cheek, and with her eyes closed she would paint pretty pictures to go with each verb and adjective. "I'm tired of being home, I've barely been out since now...and we just got here..." Her words took on somewhat of a whimper, but still held a monotone throughout. He point was accurate, he had just been inside the shop long enough to have his spirits dropped down. Her dark depressing apartment would be come much less cheerful then this coffee house. "I refuse to go home. We can stay here, go somewhere else, I don't care. Just not home..." Home confused her. Her uncle hired people to clean her apartment before she came back (not like it was that messy). And when she looked around now, nothing made sense. There were places on the walls that should of had a picture hung up but didn't anymore. There was an empty spot in her closet where something had once been hung, and an inter shelf of things empty...

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to have another part of your being is a painful thing. when rhys's horse died, all those years ago, he felt as if his heart had been torn from him, and he was a teenager, a lad who worked hard all his life and rarely ever cried. but that made him bawl like a baby. so he had a exceptional understanding of what alexis was going through. she looked frail and tiny because this was only her body. her soul and spirit was with atlas, wherever he was in the country, in the world. and as he saw her shaking now, he wondered if he had hurt her in anyway. perhaps her body. was he holding her too tightly? no. because she would've told him and plus, she was responding to him, the curves of her face perfectly filling in the dips and curves in his.

was it her mind? yes, she was hurting, but he didn't think he had hurt her. so, no. was it her pride? perhaps. alexis could very well hide things, but in no way was she able to completely hide her feelings from him of all people. he looked down at her and his lips met hers softly. she was giving all she had into her small, weak hands. and he could hardly feel her fleshy presence. the thought made him abstract, away from reality. he had been there. he had been watching her compete when it happened. she had to be taken away from him for emergency reasons and he wasn't allowed to go because of her uncle, who he had taken an instant dislike to. and then...he hadn't seen or heard, or talked of her since. until now.

when she talked back, he thought he heard a tremble. whether or not it had really been there, he took his thumb and wiped it under her eye. he sighed and then smiled sadly at her. he could stay happy, but he didn't want to look blatantly inconsiderate of how she was feeling! if he continued being his happy self, would that make her feel anybetter? he thought not. "alright! i don't mind stayin' here. just thought i'd ask. you know i'm all about cher feelin's." with that remark, he gave her a wry grin. he was teasing and he knew she knew it. perhaps...perhaps all she ever needed was a good laugh. but in the back of his mind, he knew the problem was more in-depth that that.

she had a drink, which, somehow, made him thirsty. he wrinkled his nose at himself. in exasperation, he looked at the cashier to find her looking at him with big brown eyes. she looked as if she was about to cry. it was probably because rhys was being...well, rhys. he was a naturally sweet man at heart. he said in a soft voice, directed to her, "uh...can i have some water?" she nodded and then disappeared behind the counter. turning back towards alexis, he smiled and kissed her gently on the lips again. "how's atlas doing?"

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notes ¨¨ i can't....just give me a few days...i don't have it in me. my life is really bad at the moment.
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code credit ¨¨ . keka s k y e from Caution 2.0

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[atlas]

His touch felt good. Each kiss making her rigid body melt in pained angles. Relaxing was not something her new body was good at. Metal plates didn't relax, screws didn't bend. Most of her torn muscles were healing steadily, but her core aches. Her bones and her soul throbbed constantly, even as she slept. Pain medication just put her in a drunken state. It didn't really help with the pain, just made her careless about it. Made her not move, made her relax which was even worse. She just couldn't deal with the pain sometimes. She overdosed to not care, to accept that she was seriously messed up, and the forget all about it when the burning kicked back in. That was what her pain was like now. Embers that were embedded deep in her core, burning their way out of the bone. Of course, that wasn't including the random sharp pains that made her home.

Alexis didn't remember anything about the accident. She didn't remember anything about Atlas, or show jumping. A major part of her life was just missing from her memory. Years were gone with meaningless happenings filling the gap. That was virtually all her life was now. Her parents dying and nothingness. But Rhys has been at the show when it happened. When Atlas came crashing down onto her. The officials were still investigating what had happened, because it didn't make sense. But all that was her uncles area and she knew nothing about it.

Alexis pressed her lips into Rhys' jugular affectionately again, his skin tasted sweet. The part of her that was reserved just for him longed for more of the flavor. He was sensual and rich, like a wood fire on a cold winter day. She rested her cheek against his warm skin, and the flickers of a smile twitched at her muscles. "I just needed to get out. Home is becoming a crypt" A deep breath slipping out of her as she said so. The assortment of pills she took made her sleepy. She just took them all as she was told, and some of them probably had something to 'ease her nerves' as well. "We can do whatever you want, its your day. You just have to let me come along" She had dragged him around on there first semi-date at the mall so it was only fair.

Readjusting herself once more, she stiffen her posture a little to recollect her throbbing muscles. Reaching out, she retrieved her coffee as Rhys' water came. She slurred the black substance around in her mouth, letting it scold her tongue before cooling off. She swallowed and ran her tongue over the back of her teeth, stinging the burned nerve receptors even more. Pulling the cup back up to her lips, she stopped jarringly midway. Coffee jumped and spilled onto her hands, burning her fingers and making her jump even more. Putting it down on the table, she sucked on her scolded fingers, brows furrowed. how's Atlas doing? Her breathing hitched as the replayed the question again. Licking her lips nervously, she meet Rhys' gaze, her blue eyes rimmed in shook. "Um...Who?"

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he really didn't feel anything at first...because of the shock. but then, anger, white-hot fury at her uncle and everyone who had lied to her, came to a boiling point. the vein in his temple throbbed and his teeth were absent-mindedly bared as his face reddened. his silver eyes sparked angrily. the water bottle in his hands looked like it was fixing to animate and start begging for breath as rhys was squeezing it without mercy. had her uncle stooped so low so as to not tell her what happened? he knew her parents were dead, no siblings...and her uncle was the only relative that bothered about her. and she could very well live without him! but atlas...atlas was her true family and she didn't even know he existed!

rhys tried to calm his temper and looking down at alexis, it worked. he had to be calm and strong for her sake, no matter how deeply it cut him. a lot of things had cut him lately. this was one of the newest additions to the long list. he sighed and relaxed his grip on the now thinned bottle of water. thank goodness he had taken the moment to drink out of it before he had gotten angry. gazing at his girlfriend, his arms went around her small body again, and he hugged her close. "alexis...don't you feel as though some part of you is missing and you just can't figure it out?" he took a moment to gather his next words...she had amnesia and he had hoped with all his heart that she wasn't hurt, but once atlas came down on her like that...there was a minimal chance that she wasn't severely damaged.

it was hard with him, to tell her about something that should've never happened in the first places, especially to her, of all people. "alexis...atlas is your world. he's a big, beautiful, black akhal-teke stallion with one blue eye and one brown. he's loved you since he first saw you and even though he's stubborn, he's willing to put away everything down for just you. he-you two- had an accident. i was there to watch you and him perform on the jumping class. you guys are advanced so he was takin' 'em like a champion. and then, on that one jump, he clipped it and went down. he landed on top of you and then did some cartwheels of his own... i wanted to come to you, but your uncle...he wouldn't let me get in the ambulance with you!

"and that was the last time i ever saw you or heard of you, or from you, until now..." his eyes held more sadness than anger now. and he held her tighter. it would be just words to her, a horrible tale that he told her until she could actually remember it. it wouldn't click. they were just words painting a scene before her eyes and in her mind. where was atlas? obviously he'd been taken away from her because she didn't remember him!!

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Alexis didn't get it. Before her eyes, this man she had been falling in love with flashed red with pure fury. She didn't understand it though. Was it that she didn't know of whom ever he was talking about? Was that it? Atlas sounded familiar, but it didn't ring any definite bells. Just a dulled memory of something or someone. Her brilliant blue eyes blinked rapidly in confusion, her once pale porcelain eyelids bruised and purple from an apparent lack of sleep.
As he masked his fury and pulled her close, she just eyed in curiously. Her dainty and broken form forming closer into his like her fused and rigid bones were meant to melt into his strong and broad ones. Pulling in a soft breath, she pulled her good, unaffected hand, up and brushed his curly hair behind his ear and pressed her lips into his temple.

"I mean... I guess I do, but... Well, I haven't been out much. I haven't talked to really anyone but you, my uncle, and the doctors..." Something missing? She was lonely, that was for sure. But she didn't know about anything else. Being locked up in her apartment for weeks of bed rest could do that to a girl. Resting her hand against his neck, she noticed how cold she still was. Rhys radiated heat, sending warm blood pulsing down her slender wrist and up her arm. Resting her face against her hand and his neck, she sent affection his way in the form of an apology.

Her brows furrowed deeply as he opened his mouth again. Deep creases worrying her young face. What he said didn't make sense. "But I don't do show jumping..." She mumbled and he trailed on. The only horse she owned was Abby, and she was planning to lease her out because Alexis' horse face seemed to have passed without her realizing. She probably would sell the filly to the right person, but no one wanted to be officially attached to such a flaky horse. Pulling away from Rhys slightly, her face twisted, not kn owing what he was talking about. "Honey, I got in a crash, I mean... Not a horse thing... just a" Well, she didn't really know what kind of crash. All her uncle had said when she woke up was that she got in a horrible crash and would have to take it easy for awhile. "Crash. I don't really remember it though..."

Nuzzling her face back into Rhys, she considered for a moment that her nose was probably to cold for his poor warm, comfortable, and if she remembered right, tasty ear. "Are you okay baby? I'm sorry, you probably haven't been sleeping because of me..." She pouted somewhat at the thought of that. He probably just hadn't been sleeping, that was most likely both their problems. Taking his earlobe between her teeth gentle, she nipped him in a teasing (somewhat sexual) way. "You wanna get out of here? Coffee to go?"

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This time hurt him worse than the last time. How could she argue with him? He had been right there! But perhaps a part of her mind was still trying to be reasonable, searching for some valid, simple explanation. Her love for Atlas could be described as unreasonable by anyone who didn't know horses. But to anyone who did, it was totally understandable, Alexis's bond with her stallion. It was like Roxxy's with Black. He sighed as she leaned into him. His reaction was natural to him. His arms wrapped around her protectively, as if to shield her from anyone who ever tried to hurt her. "You'll remember. I swear to make you remember." He vowed sullenly.

When Alexis told him of her hypothesis, he just nodded. He had lost a lot of sleep over her. He was pretty sure he was in the process of falling for her, and then she was taken from him in one breath. That could do things to any person, especially one that was rather soft-hearted when it came to women, especially his Alexis. Seeing her pout, Rhys took his hand and tilted up her chin gently. His silver eyes peered into her deep blue ones. "Yeah...I did lose a lotta sleep over you." He let go over her chin, giving her a soft smile. Then, the internal blabbering started again. What had been happening to her all this time? Was she feeling truly okay? He knew she wasn't, but she sa-

A familiar sensation came to him, stopping his mind's conversing. His ear....was being nipped, held between his girlfriend's teeth. He looked at her from the corner of his eyes, those silver eyes holding amusement, laughter. This was kinky. Alexis had always been a freak. (Which was a rather good thing, according to him.) Deep, warm, sexy laughter filled the air as he smiled, his white teeth showing. "What-ever you like, baby, whatever you like." He gently pulled his ear from her mouth and turned to look at her, his nose touching hers, prodding hers gently, playfully. He gave her a warm kiss, his mouth yielding to hers.

He honestly didn't give her a chance to stand. He slowly broke the kiss and then gave her a totally sexy, bad-boy-caught-in-the-act grin and then stood up and picked her up. He held her like he would a bride, his left arm under the back of her knees, and the other under her shoulders. It was effortlessly on his part. Most likely, even Alexis would be able to feel the hard, bulging muscle of his arms as he carried her. He looked down at her, knowing she wouldn't be particularly happy. She was a fiery, independent creature. Ah, well, he was going to carry her. And he told her so. "Up! Don'tchoo say a word! I wonna carry you, so I'm gonna carry you....but at least, I'm letting you drive to the house....Unless you don't want to." At this, he waggled his eyebrows at her. Oh my, how his eyes were shining silver. He was thoroughly enjoying this.

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Alexis' brows furrowed again at Rhys vow to make her remember. She still didn't know what he was talking about. But she was sure that he didn't know either. As far as she knew, her crash hadn't made her suffer any memory loss. Except for the crash it's self of course. Rhys probably had it just as bad as her, sleeping wise at least. With out sleeping pills, she didn't get a wink. Not sleeping messed with people, maybe that was all he needed. All they needed. Just some good natural sleep curled up to someone they cared a fair deal about. Of course she probably wouldn't mind if something more happened...
As he took her chin in hand, a soft pained smile took over her. She hated that she worried him so, and she couldn't even hide it. Her blue eyes oozing worry out of her tear ducts in the words of apology.

As he kissed her, she remembered exactly how the way she felt when she had first meet him. Even if he read trouble (20 something with a daughter already in tow), she couldn't deny the attraction. As his nose prodded hers, a wicked smirk crossed he pale features. And when his lips came to her own, she didn't even try to hide how hard it was not seeing him for all this time. Her lips hit his with a passionate curiosity at first, and as the minutes passed, curiosity passed and lust kicked in. She didn't feel embarrassed at all as she tugged on his lower lip with her teeth and slide her tongue into his mouth. One hand tangled into his curly locks and the other gripping his upper thigh. Her position made it perfect for him to scoop her up as he did. She yelped against his mouth, her face sweeping into a fierce scowl of disapproval. Her mouth opened, about to express how it wasn't fair that he could just scoop her up when she couldn't even do anything about it. But he cut her off with his own words of how he didn't give a damn.

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He looked down at her furious little pout that she had going on. He could only flash her that bad boy grin again. "You know...you're really sexxy when you're mad at me. I think I'll make you mad more often." By the time he had finished the words, he was at her car. Before she could say anything more, like telling him to put her down, he shot her a pointed look. Gently taking her in one arm, his forearm under her butt. With his right hand, he opened her car door and then proceeded to gingerly lay her down on the seat. With a triumphant grin, he swiftly closed her door and shook his head softly, the smile on his handsome face.

Rhys liked teasing her. Of course he didn't mean anything by it, but still. And Alexis knew it! Once she was on her side, he deliberately took his time getting in the passenger seat. He was at the hood of the car when he felt a vibration and he just had to check it. So, he cocked his hip and pulled it out of his jacket. He was humming a vibrant tune, one eyebrow near his hairline. And then he quit fooling around with a burst of laughter and quickly got in the seat. Then, he turned to her and replied in his deep barotones, "Don't lie, Alexis. I soooo saw you checkin' out my loooovehandles."[/colors] Then, he nodded with conviction.

About to say something else, he opened his mouth and then a movement detected through the windshield caught his attention. His head snapped to the large window and immediately, his face paled. His ex-wife was walking into the cafe, Gwen in her arms. What in the hell was she doing here? His voice was expressionless as he told Alexis, "Start the car. Please start the car and let's go." He looked like he had seen a ghost. And if you thought about it, he did. Why was Amanda here?

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Scowling at his comment, she stuck her tongue out at time and carefully slide into the leather seats of her black mustang. It was black on black, outside and inside. She had put a pretty penny into this car. When she first bought it, it was torn and roughed up. Rusty, chipped, and dented on the outside, torn interior, and the engine needed some major work too. But to say it was a nice car now was a definite understatement. She preferred a car like hers over any new Ferrari or Lotus. She did have a sweet spot for Aston Martins though...
Rolling her eyes at him, she settled into the seat and pulled the seat belt over her shoulder, wincing. Her shoulder was still sore. Muscles clinging to bones held together by screws.
Digging for her keys, she slide them into the ignition and started the car. The car came alive with a roar, almost as if flexing her muscles, and then settled to a seductive purr.

Alexis rolled her fingers over the wheel as she waited for her man to stop fooling around, her eyes off in another place as if his shenanigans wasn't getting to her. It was though, and it just made her want to torment him, in a lip-biting-hip-thrusting-and-not-putting-out-kind-of-way.
"Ooooh baby, you know it!" [/b]
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Reaching up, she checked her rear view mirror and fixed it like she always did. One OCD behavior of hers. Glancing out the window, she noticed a strikingly beautiful blonde holding a baby that had the same smile and Rhys'. At first she couldn't really comprehend it, why was she here? She had never meet the woman, but she had heard enough about her to never be able to like her. Glancing over at Rhys, he looked as pale she Alexis normally was, which wasn't normal for her warmblooded lover. The car was in gear, before he even had to say a word. Turning to avoid having to pass the coffee shop, she speed down the small town lane main street of the town, and decided to take the scenic route home. As soon as she got on the highway, at a comfortable speed of 30 over the speed limit, she kept it constant she wouldn't have to shift the gears. Reaching out, she took Rhys' hand and squeezed it gently. Her hands were cold, but she hoped it brought comfort.
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¨tell me it's over i'll still love you the same
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To say he was shocked, surprised, was a complete understatement. His heart actually stopped for a moment in sudden anxiety and uncertainty. Why was she doing here? She still had two more months to their co-guardianship agreement over their daughter. It wasn't that he was frightened she was going to give Gwen to him...because he loved his daughter and would take complete custody over her in an instant. But he knew that Amanda would never give "her" daughter up. So, why and for what reason was she doing here? A sudden thought came to him. She couldn't honestly want to take our Gwendolynne from me, could she? Oh God...help me.

He felt Alexis's hand on his and he let out a sigh of relief. At least he had her. After mentally kicking himself a few times, he decided that he'd better not make assumptions. He knew Amanda still loved him, though the feeling was not in any way mutual. Giving a slight shake of his head, he looked at Alexis, color flooding his face once again. "Thank you, baby." He leaned over and kissed her on the cheek, then the temple, then her jawline, then her neck, and then leaned back over to his side of the car. He tossed her a wicked grin. "It's funny teasing you while you're drivin'! It's like playin' Russian Roulette." At this, he chuckled, his deep tones rolling through the Mustang.

They were still rolling through the sleepy town when Rhys suddenly realized he didn't know where they were heading. Not the brightest of the Holis's...but he would do. He looked at Alexis and asked with a sly grin, "Um...Alexis...where're we goin'? He hadn't a clue where she was taking them.

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Alexis loved driving on the highway. It open and full of endless possibilities. Not many people made it through such a small town as Shady Lane. You really had to go out of your way to stumble upon it, and you would be in and out before you even realized you had found something. To Alexis, that was part of the attraction to living here. It was still somewhat of a ghost town. A ghost town filled with some of the best riders in the country at that.
As she drove the highway, her foot hovered over the shifter as Rhys crawling along her skin. She hadn't been touched with affection for warmth in so long. Her uncle was not an affectionate or caring man so to say. And nurses were all about IVs, needles, and all things involving hurting.
Her neck naturally swanned as he lips brushed upon it, but her piercing eyes narrowed at his shenanigans. She was too well of a driver to crash her most beloved car, but what was he up to with his teasing? Sliding her hand out of his for a moment, she nudged the shifter into gear, and hit on the gas. The car roared with acceleration like it was its own living breathing thing. The wind whipped by around the car in a fright, and the scenery surrounding the black Ford faded into hues. Hitting a constant again, the hand that had been previously holding Rhys' slide down hip and into his extreme inner thigh. Her fingers danced along his worn in jeans and massaged the tender muscle next to his pelvic bone slowly and sensually.
"Thats a good simile for it, but baby...this is a game I'll win" [/b]I twisted smile took over her face and a small musical laughter broke out of her, but that was tainted as well. Flying down the road, it wasn't long at all until she had to reclaim her hands and turn off. She lived in an apartment complex just outside of town. They were small and out of the way, and perfect for Alexis. She had a significantly nicer car then anyone else that lived there, but other residents didn't comment on it and she wasn't about to be offering up pieces of her life either.
By now, she had forgotten her reasoning behind going back home. That was surely the affect of some medication or another. She just remembered not feeling entirely up to meeting Rhys lengthy family today. She just wanted some alone time with the man she hadn't seen in some months. Home was a small, decent, but overly plain place. Alexis didn't live extravagantly, even if she did have the money to do so. Her little apartment was overly clean now too. It was mostly because she had just really started moving again, but also because while she had a live in nurse, everything was kept close to sterile.
Why, my place of course! [/b]
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it never really mattered what she looked like. she was still sexy to him, the sensuous woman he felt himself falling in love with. sure, it was physical attraction that reeled him in, but now that he knew her, he loved her personality. she had that spark that amanda never had. the selfless ability to care. amanda had only cared for herself and cared for things that made her feel better, thus rhys. amanda's own personality was her downfall in their relationship. rhys felt certain alexis wasn't like that. well, he hoped with all his heart she wasn't. it was in his nature to believe in the general good in everyone anyways, no matter how cliche that sounded.

and as the acceleration was heard, he looked at the road and to the sides of the car. the scenery blending into the perfect autumn mixture of golds, reds, greens, and purples. kentucky in the fall was a beautiful place. and he loved the small town. it was about as big as the place he was raised, which had a population of about 10,000 people. caught in his own thoughts, he started a little as he felt the tiny, cool hand trailing down the well muscled legs towards his groin, rubbing the tender flesh there. crap. he almost lost the game. he wasn't expecting that. it took all his willpower, but once he curbed his storming lust, he looked over at his girlfriend.

"alexis...i've had a lot of practice with you. i'm determined to win this time." as she pulled her hand away from him, he just smiled to himself. she had to turn. and once parked, rhys looked at her and gave a grin that would've made the devil sell his soul. he took her face in his hands and said softly, like a lover would to his beloved, "why don't you show me why we're here?" his lips pressed softly to hers, his glinting silver eyes closing in pleasure, his tongue playing at the edges of her lips and teeth. his mouth moved softly against hers, then they trailed from her mouth to her jaw to her chin and down her throat towards her chest.

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Practice of patience? [/b]
She asked, an eye fluttering in a questionable wink but it would be hard for anyone else to see. To Rhys, it could of just been an innocent flutter of her thick ebony eye lashes. She wasn't sure he had the patience to keep the game up. And in all honestly, she wasn't sure that she would really care either way. This was all more then just a game to her. She had missed him, and whether he gave in first or she did, she didn't care. The need for him was deeper than teasing him in a car where he couldn't hold her. She wanted the kind of comfort that couldn't come from a phone call or over coffee.

When she had first met him, when she had first gone away on the competition she couldn't remember about now, she somewhat regretted not furthering their relationship then. She had known that one competition would start a whole string of them, which would take her farther and farther away from her Rhys. But something had happened (the fall) and know she was back with him and she didn't regret it anymore. Being with him like she was now felt right. It was scary, and nerve racking, but that was okay. Being with him shouldn't feel safe. She didn't feel like she could drop him at any moment and be okay with that, and that was how it was supposed to be right?

As the devils lure crept over Rhys lips, a healthy flush of color swept over Alexis' pale features and her ocean eyes swept down. Pulling the keys from the ignition and sliding them into her pocket, she found her not-yet-lover hard to resist. And he was ever so smug about it too! As he leaned into her, she fluidly undid her seat belt and met him with equal determination. She rotated her hips over the meek center console, and wrapped her arms around Rhys head tenderly, fingers woven into his Spanish locks. Her weight fell forward, and she slide carefully into his 6'giant lap. Pulling a hand from his face, she clicked his seat belt undone and caressed his hips by wrapping her thighs around them as much as her small interiored car allowed. Pressing herself up against him, her lips met his fiercely, her tongue sliding against his lavishing her senses with the taste of him. She tilted her head back as his lips trailed down and elsewhere. Her curly locks cascading down her nape, across her breasts, and down her back. Her lips parting, and a mixture of fluttered breath and a moan escaped her, cascading Rhys in her lust for him.
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hearing her breathless moan, something twitched inside of him. he wanted to give this woman all of himself. he'd missed her. so much. he didnt' know how that was possible, being as he'd only known her a few months, but he missed alexis, the girl who was holding him so tightly. she'd had a hard life. she had no one, and the person she did have either didn't love her the way he did, or was being worked on by the country's best vets. he wanted to give her whatever she wanted. and if she wanted him...well, who was he to delay that? his lips hungrily sought out her lips again, and as he swiftly opened the door, he effortlessly picked up her petite, delicate frame, and propelled both themselves out of the mustang. closing the door, he held her still, his lust and passion mixing to create some havoc-wreaking whirlwind.

eyes opened to meet blue with silver and his voice went deeper and huskier than before. "i'll carry you anywhere you wanna go." a smile came to his lips as he kissed her again, his large hands holding and squeezing her butt as he made his way to her room. the idea was never to hurt her. so, he was rather gentle when he stopped caressing certain parts of her body to hold her body in one arm and open the door with the other. turning on the lights, he closed the door behind them and made for the bedroom, holding her tightly. he was getting hotter by the moment. maybe it was just the room? eh. he would find out later.

as tender hands made certain he didn't cause her any more damage than she had went through, he laid her down on her bed, his lips connecting with hers in an entourage of fierce kisses. the long, muscled body hovered over her tiny one, his fingers intertwining themselves in those dark brunette locks. his legs spread slightly so as all the limbs were out and beside her. he bent down to sensually caress the fair skin at her neck with his lips and trailed them up to her ear, a breathy whisper resounding to her and her alone, "show me, alexis...show me."

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As Rhys pulled her from the car, she wrapped her legs around his waist even tighter. Her thighs were still strong from all her years of riding, but the strength was questionable.
Her body had deteriorated some from the multiple surgeries and lasp time, but right then she had never felt so safe in his strong muscular arms.
Sliding her arms around her man's neck, she nuzzled her face into his collar bone breathing in his scent and sending kisses against what ever skin she could find. Her finger tips prodded away against his clothing, pushing it aside where ever she could in the need to feel closer to him. She arched her back into him, her chest pushed into his and her lips trailing up his neck to suck on his ear lobe gently.

By the time she had even realized that they were inside, she was already laid down on her bed, Rhys on top of her, lips meeting each others like electricity and fire. She couldn't get enough of this man!
Her greedy hands tearing at his clothes. There was no hesitation. She did not think about the lines of bruises under neath her blouse, or the scars from surgery under her jeans. Without thought, she shrugged her petite shoulders out of Rhys' leather jacket and arched her body into him, pulling his heat closer to her.
Her finger tips were greedy, pulling his shirt over his shoulders and off of Rhys to be discarded somewhere on Alexis' apartment floor. Her hands trailing over each crevice in this mans abs, and over every muscle rippling in his back where her finger nails clenched. Beneath him, she kicked her shoes off and pulled herself deeper onto her bed with Rhys.

Well...umm... Theres a walk in closet you see...plush...car-pet[/b]
Her words were mumbled and slurred against his feverish kisses, her hands moved again to claw at his belt buckle and pull his jeans down to his knees where she'd let him do the rest. I need you[/b] She breathed,no longer even trying to put up a fight, no longer trying to resist the burning inside of her. Her heart beat rising to match Rhys', her pale skin flushing as she absorbed her mans heat.
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rhys experienced a kind of fire that consumed his body, like a fever burning out of control. and his dark skin radiated heat like some kind of broken heater. his breathing was heavy. his pupils were dilated. his breath was hot on her body as she met his kisses too. his long, nimble fingers helped her take off the jacket, and the blouse, and then her pants. and his heart broke. broke into a million pieces. she had dark bruises, ranging from small to large all over herself and her scars were laid bare in front of him. she trusted him that much? he wasn't putting any of his weight on her because he felt like he would crush her. but her trust in him touched him. he looked down at her bare body and looked at all the bruises and scars, speechless.

a solitary tear fell from his eye. and slowly, tenderly, he bent down and kissed each one of the blemishes. it wasn't sexual. it was something sweet, like he was sorry he couldn't have been there, like it was all his fault that he didn't try to find her all those months. like he was in love with her. and as they were both naked, and no material boundaries were between them, rhys held her close, wrapping themselves in his heat. he smiled at her words and stopped his kisses. he looked at her with that devilishly handsome grin of his, "the bed is juuuuust fine." and then, the grin glowed even more as his large hand caressed her cheek and lips. "alexis, i've needed you for a long time."

then he kicked off his pants and made love to her.

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Alexis awoke to a ray of sunshine glowing through the blinds the next morning. Her dark lashes fluttered open without hesitation and her pupils narrowed with the sudden input of light. A deep breath exhaled its way out of her lungs and slide across the arm that was wrapped around her. Blinking a few times to collect her bearings, a small smile tweaked the corner of her lips. Rhys was still sleeping soundly next to her, a strong, protective arm wrapped around her torso and his long limbs woven into hers. She felt...warm. And not just in the general way. It wasn't a hidden fact that Rhys radiated heat, but her insides were tickley. There was a sickly sweetness to how she felt. Everything wasn't just perfect or ideal, it was more. And what startled Alexis the most was that while everything felt so right, she wasn't scarred. It didn't scare her away, didn't make her want to run before she messed something up. She felt oddly secure for the first time in her life. She hoped that it'd last.

Carefully, she wove her way out of Rhys willowy limbs and padded into the kitchen, naked. The wood floors where cold, bringing goosebumps to her skin as she tip toed along her trek. Putting a pot of coffee on, she pulled the sugar out of a cupboard and stood on her toes in front of the kitchen sink, eyes glazed over in idle thought. She thought about the day before as her coffee filtered. She had met Rhys in the morning and had ended up spending all day with him. He had tired her out to say the least. Her bones had already been sore, and their sporting only made it more apparent. But this morning it was more of a pleasant ache, and her prescribed pain killers would certainly make it go away which was almost a pity. Maybe she wouldn't take them today...she toyed with the thought as she poured herself a cup of coffee and spooned in sugar. She found herself to be cold without Rhys around her. Her palms seeking out the warmth of the mug as she drank slowly. Discarding the pathetic attempt of a replacement, she rubbed her eyes and crawled back into Rhys' arms. Waiting until later to wake him.






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the tall god was still asleep when alexis left his embrace. heck, he didn't even notice. he was out. but then, all good things come to an end. while alexis was out of the room and getting coffee, rhys suddenly became aware of the soft bed underneath his long, bare body. he smiled triumphantly to himself. he was happy! he had a girl, a scarily gorgeous one at that, and he was damn sure he was in love. good day. the smile became a full out grin when something snapped to his attention. the space beside him where alexis had been sleeping was still warm. that meant she hadn't been up very long. and if she hadn't been up very long, then there was a chance she was still naked. nice.

well what could he say? he was a guy. he was very much in tune to the woman's body. stretching again, like a cat, the hard muscles flexxed and rippled wonderfully under the tan skin. he was about to go get up and find her, but you know....rhys is very lazy. well, sometimes, anyways. rhys had closed his eyes and made his arms available for her to crawl into when she came back. and when she did, he lay there silent for a few moments, then suddenly, he gripped her to his chest tightly. but...not too tightly. she had plenty of breathing room. "gotcha. cain't run from meh now." with this, he said with a grin and planted a sweet kiss on her forhead. their relationship had always been easy.

rhys held her for a second longer and then let her go to examine her body with critical silver eyes. he let out a heavy sigh and then his eyes became worried, concerned. "did i hurt you? are you in pain? i could never trust myself with you if i did..." he didn't like the thought that he probably hurt her. he looked away guiltily. he rubbed his arms and then ran his fingers through his hair, making it even more bedhead. "what do you want to do today?" he tried to lighten his mood by giving her one of those dashing grins he had long mastered. before he could answer, he pushed back the covers on his half of the bed and got up, revealing the exceptionally fit body, some of the light filtering through the blinds of alexis's window.

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She said in an exasperated sigh, nodding. With a soft morning laugh, she smiled and pressed her forehead into Rhys' lips. She had always loved it felt when he touched her. If it wasn't warm and affectionate, it was fun and playful. She felt like he could do not harm, and she honestly hoped her opinion of him would stay that way. Yawning lazily, she rolled over onto him, caressing him in between her naked thighs as his face clouded over. Ruffling her wild mane, she ignored what he was saying and let an overall nonchalant sense of being cast over her. Pulling her hand away from her dark locks, she let her hair fall over her shoulder and dance against her lovers bare chest. Taking one of Rhys' hands, she pressed her paled lips into his palm reassuringly. Her kisses trailing all over her lovers large calloused hand until she sucked on his index's finger tip. The last thing you did last night was hurt me, baby[/b]
The corner of her lips tweaking and she pulled his finger from her lips, her eyes bright and mischievous.

Kissing his worried temple sweetly, she rolled off of him. Pressing her body into her mattress, she arched her back and stretched, a lazy groan complaining in her chest. As Rhys leaped from bed, Alexis' blue eyes trailed after his naked body, and lavished in every bit of it. She had just made love to a god, and was still enjoying every bit of it. Every. Last. Drop.
On her night stand her cell phone vibrated loudly. Sighing, she rolled over and snatched at it. Not too many people talked to her these days. Or not people that she cared about. Doctors and nurses didn't count. Who had texted her would be a surprise though.


Mathias!

We moved into town! So in Annie's words..."Get your bitch ass over here!"
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A broad smile painted her features. God her friends were crazy, and they weren't even high or wasted yet. Discarding her phone, she sprung out of bed and danced over to Rhys. Tossing her arms around her neck. Standing on her toes, she still wasn't even near Rhys' height. Stretching out her calves, she winced and pouted.
Though I am a little sore...[/b]
Dropping onto her heels, his waist damn near was pressing against her belly button. Argh!
You're far too tall, ya know ?[/b]
Huffing, she kissed his collarbone and smiled at the prospect of seeing her old friends today. He wondered just how they would take to Rhys, and what Rhys would think of them. If they didn't like him that would be troubling, but she just wasn't going to think about that just yet.
She had woken up, naked, next to the most handsome man in the world, and her best, crazy ass, friends were in town. Today was bound to be a good day.
Feel up to meeting some old friends of mine, lover?[/b]


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the way she did things...well she certainly made life interesting for him. he took a look out of the blinds and then looked back to her to see his girlfriend's roaming eyes upon his body. he gave her an amused grin. "don'tcha wish your girlfriend was hot like me?" he said in his barotones. he actually had a nice singing voice when he used it the right way. but...now, he wasn't. he shook his waist around a little bit and then laughed at the feeling the breeze made on his personal quarters. he shook his head and then the phone vibrated. his head instantly picked up. his silver eyes were curious.

"i wonder who that is..." it was more to himself than anyone. gazing at alexis's reaction, it was something good. he loved it when she smiled. it made him feel light and happy. and that was saying alot, because rhys wasn't the kind to delve into deep, personal emotions. then, she threw her phone back down and danced to him. he grinned and her expression bubbled up laughter deep from within his chest. "well, of course you're gonna be sore. that was your first time with me... and i'm kinda rough." he threw his hands in the air as if he couldn't help it and then that sheepish smile appeared.

hearing her comment about his height. his thought pattern was snarky. well, if i was short then you wouldn't like it! the thought made him chuckle and then he voiced it such. "hey now! if i was short, then we couldn't do half the things we did earlier." he raised his eyebrows and then nodded. the eyebrows returned to their previous position and he burst into laughter. then....then, came the question of which gave him a most apprehensive feelings. "friends....? sure!" he was all for meeting her friends. it's just that. to put it simply, rhys was not a vain or arrogant creature. his frame of mind was that he was never quite good enough so he was always worried about the next guy alexis saw. that's how amanda treated him anyways. manipulative little bitch.

he threw her a special smile, created just for her and then swooped her up and planted a tender, passionate kiss on the side of her neck. putting her back down, he looked for his clothes and put them on with a playful, comical flourish. then, he went to the bathroom.....three seconds later, you heard a, "ALEXIS!!! COME DO SOMETHING WITH MEH HAIR!!"

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