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[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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He couldn't help it. He burst into cheerful laughter. He was happy. This was the first time he really laughed in a whole week. And Sawyer not laughing was very very rare. The colour in his whole body finally returned. He was tan again. Not a ghost. He grinned "Well, now that you put it that way..." his voice was cocky, but playful. He fell quiet for a minute "Even when you can walk again. I'm not letting go." he was really cocky now.

He listened with intense ears. Drawing the basic layout of her room on a blueprint in his mind. He took a small step back. His hand found her dresser. He turned and counted three drawers down and than let his hand trail over the fabric inside. Basic cotton clothing. He grabbed what felt right. Which happened to be a regular tank top and jeans.

Stepping back over, he held his weight and hers. He leaned the balls of his feet, keeping his arms a distance. Only helping when needed. The smile on his ever never faded. A flash of white against tan skin.

He was patient and gentle as ever. His hand moving swiftly to help. He's do anything for her. If she asked him to do something. He'd do it. No problem! Even if it was stupid. Well, he was blind. What more stupid stuff could he do for her. just to show her how much she cared for her. How much he loved her? Anything. Jump off a cliff? No problem!

He beamed at Black's name. Sawyer was actually working with Black, now. Wanting to gain the stallion's trust. The horse had true potential. All it took was a little Patience. "Black's doing just fine. Great, actually. I've been working with him a little bit." his smiled grew wider "Even though he was really pissed off the first day I went to the barn." he sighed shaking his head. Sawyer had smelled like Roxxy and blood. Black took it the wrong way. "He darn near took my head off." he shook his head again. "He'll actually let me go within five, ten feet of him now. Without getting too tense." his voice became incredulous at the though of his success. He wasn't going to push the stallion to far when it came to getting closer.

He smiled "Of course I'll take you to see him!" He had to give Khan back to Evean anyway. Maybe even take the draft to the stable. He wasn't sure how he would react to Black. Probably not well. They were two wild stallions. Khan was almost as bad tempered, but the dark bay stallion would crush Black in a fight no doubt. It would be an even match, but Khan was a war horse. He was a jouster, fast and mean. His thoughts were cut off by Roxxy's stomach. Sawyer fought back laughter. No success. He burst into laughter and smiled "I think your stomach's mad at you." he chuckled "I could guess that you're hungry." he grinned.

Even the lightest touch made him respond. Like a million new nerve endings erupted. Making his skin crawl. A chill went up his spine. Followed by a warm feeling in his chest. He suddenly felt numb. He liked it. He came up and wrapped his arms around her waist and picked her up. Wrapping her legs around his waist. She could look directly into his eyes now. She didn't have to look up, and he didn't have to look down.

"I now promote myself as your pack mule." he chuckled kissing her smack on the lips. He chuckled lightly. His arms around her waist. His hands lay on her back. His ears seemed to twitch at Leelyn's call. He smiled and actually carried Roxxy downstairs and into the kitchen. Sparks knew the word dinner, so he got up from his nap and followed the couple.

He took a moment to think. To look around. Leelyn wasn't there. He heard her footsteps from a good distance away. Sparks sat down and began to scratch. His tags jingling as his claws grazed his neck.

Sawyer put Roxxy back on her feet. He supported both of them again. He held both her hands and smiled.

When Leelyn came in. The final notes seemed to trail away. He had finally got somewhere and didn't screw up. He looked over his shoulder at Leelyn and grinned at her comment. "Guys only think about three things..." he paused to stand up and walk over to her. "Women, sex,...and Food." he grabbed her hand and gave it gentle squeeze. His voice playfully. He then proceeded back to the kitchen where he saw Sawyer and Roxxy just standing there. He came up behind Sawyer and placed his hand on his shoulder. Giving him acheerful greeting "Hey lovebirds." he snickered giving Sawyer a light punch on the shoulder.

He grabbed his phone and checked his recent texts. None from Evean. No calls from Evean, either. He grinned and looked over at Sawyer "Ok, what did you do to Evean. Duct tape, or a lead rope?" he chuckled. Sawyer broke his gaze with Roxxy and stared at Alex "I didn't do anything to her." he said calmly. Alex grinned. "Well she must be leaving me alone. No recent calls." Sawyer snorted, "It's Evean. Watch, in a about five seconds she's going to call one of us." there was silence as they waited for either phone to ring.

Alex's phone rang and Sawyer laughed. "Better answer it or she'll start stalking you." he winked at Alex and laughed harder. Alex bit his lip "I'm not answering it! You answer it!" he said. Sawyer frowned, "No way. She'll have my head. I stole her horse. She's most likely mad at me." he said locking eyes with Roxxy again.

Alex didn't have a choice. "Fine I'm putting it on speaker though." Sawyer simply grunted. Alex held his breath when he answered "Evean?" he asked slowly. The woman on the other line sounded half mad, half glad.

"Hey baby! Where's Sawyer?" she asked
Alex looked at Sawyer. His friend ran his finger across his neck. Alex nodded "He's....in the next state. Can I take a message?" he asked. There was silence than a shrill yell followed by harsh words
"SAWYER! I KNOW YOU'RE THERE! YOU HAVE AN HOUR TO GET MY HORSE HERE OR YOU ARE DEAD! YOU HEAR ME? DEAD" she yelled. Oh mad Evean. Not a good thing. The two boys exchanged glances. Sawyer gulped and pressed himself closer to Roxxy. He spoke up "Fine, Eves. Whatever you say. The horse will be in his stall tomorrow morning." he said. Evean mumbled in clear French. Sawyer shuddered. Alex didn't want to know what she had said. By the look on Sawyer's face...It was bad. She hung up and there was silence.

Sawyer frowned "I'm scared now." he said. Alex nodded "Yeah, me too. We might go home and find your Mercedes up in flames. Or...." Alex paused at Sawyer who called out "or.....The Plan." he chocked out the words. Alex bit his lip "Which plan?" he asked his voice at a whisper. "THE Plan, Alex! THE Plan." Sawyer mumbled. They both squeaked. The Plan was Evean's way of pay back. The boys' wold be sterile by the end of the week.

Alex crept away and sat down at the table "We're doomed." he shook his head. Sawyer was dead silent. They both were. Their faces white.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Leelyn, Sawyer, Alex
Word Count ~' 1,252
Muse ~' better
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' Uh-oh. I'm scared now
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

[.x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N|]

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as soon as she felt his body against hers, she felt relaxed. then, hearing his words, she burst into laughter and said in a playful, completely teasing fashion, "ah, well, i wouldn't say that...i'll ride you all the time then." she grinned as she received his kiss. she returned it with one of her passionate own. as they went down the spiralling stairs, she could see sparks trailing behind them. she smiled at him, and waved her hand about, touching his silky smoothness whenever she could feel him. she felt like a child, sort of, as she was held tightly to sawyer, her blue eyes inspecting all. she loved her house. and to think, she had almost lost it, and everyone in it.

with eager ears, she listened to everything. roxxy didn't see her blond sister anywhere though, that meant alex was in her studio...and if he was in her studio, that meant something. as it were, roxanna wasn't even allowed in her own sister's studio. had they-eh. i really don't wanna know. roxxy suddenly burst into laughter, her smiling blue gaze locking with sawyer's. she was fantastically in love. it was rather funny when she thought about it. she was sure she hated tall, dark, and handsome when she had fled from mississippi, from dimitri, but now she found it quite ironic that she ran into a nevadan who was seemingly the epitome of tall, dark, and handsome.

that's when leelyn and alex came in. standing on her two feet, but leaning into sawyer, she chuckled at alex and shook her head at the lovebirds comment. grappling with a chair, she used her arms to get her into the chair, but by the end of it, she was panting. her legs were no good to her whatsoever. and it aggravated her to know end. maybe when she got some food in her...without warning, the stomach roared again. she looked up at her half-sister. her eyes were extremely angry looking. "geez! leelyn, did you let me starve or what?!" anger seemed to have lent her the ability for her arms to work better, so she grapped a scalopini steak and put it on her plate, then put several handfuls of potatoes and broccoli on it as well. her plate held a mountain of food and it appeared as if three men were going to eat off of her plate instead of just her. leelyn was expecting a happy roxxy. she had been happy early, had she not? but instead, she saw roxxy's clothes were changed. at this, she couldn't help but fall out of her chair in laughter. "i'm not going to ask what happened." but then, roxanna became very grouchy, angry with her. for no apparent reason. leelyn's temper rose. "what the hell? i fed you every day!" the two sisters glared at one another and if they'd have been cats, their backs would have been stiff and arched, their pelts risen in anger, and hissing.

roxxy didn't say anything more to her sister, but her own demeanor changed. it was like she had gone cold. she stabbed her potatoes angrily, putting them in her mouth, blue eyes burning ferociously. she did so through alex's and sawyer's conversation. she didn't really hear them and by the mirroring actions of leelyn, neither was she. but then, they both heard the end of that conversation. and by the end of it, leelyn was still eating, but roxxy had eaten all of her food...not a single particular of food on her plate. it was like she had licked it clean. (and scarlett now had a contented look on her face, and was lounging on sparks.)

she looked at the irish setter for a moment...as that was what she did when she wasn't looking at sawyer, or food. she opened her mouth to speak, her anger completely gone like it had never risen in the first place. "leelee...that golden retriever...and this irish setter...where'd they come from?" her clear ringing vocals were loud. leelyn didn't regret her own madness at roxxy's sudden temper. so she was doing what all the holis women did when they were mad and eating. they viciously stabbed their food until it died or was eaten. and just across the table, above sawyer's head, was a very, very annoying fly. with a fluid, practiced movement, she reached for her knife and threw it. the knife zoomed straight to the fly and pinned it against the wall some 20 feet away.

with a satisfied, very cat-like smug smile, she returned to eating, only to see roxxy's plate empty. her anger subsided, she was about to comment on it, but then she saw where her sister's gaze was. she immediately brightened when she heard roxxy's soft vocals. "the golden retriever's mine...her is mystique. but that irish setter, the little temptress, is scarlett." she burst into laughter, seeing the irish setter playfully nip at the giant german shepherd mix, striving for his attention, and then, licking his face, only to turn away when the attention was given. yes, scarlett was very much a temptress. both sisters were watching the interaction. "she acts just like her owner. acts juuuust like you."

roxxy's eyes went bright and she looked at leelyn. "you got me a DOG?!" seeing her sister's smiling brown eyes, she squealed in delight, not exactly helping the problem that she was totally unbalanced. she fell straight out of the chair with a howl of pain. the irish setter moved like greased lightning, coming to her aid. scarlett nudged her fallen master, telling her that she was there. roxxy looked up and said to her dog, "scarlett...i'm sorry, but i can't always use you for support." but she did put her arms around the setter's neck and haul herself up, scarlett being absolutely solid and still. in a sitting position, roxxy looked up at sawyer and sighed.

"get me outta this house." she looked like she was about to cry, but she hid it well as she looked down and used only her arms to crawl across to the nearest wall so she could lean against it. it was then, that sawyer's and alex's conversation came to her. "we can take evean's horse back to her...who is evean? your sister? oh, can i meet her?!" just one question right after another. but her mind was still bright, still trying to figure things out. she had always been good at deductive and inductive reasoning though. leelyn was about to rush to her sister's aid but thought better of it. scarlett was extremely fast and plus she was sitting next to sawyer.

listening to her sister talk, she had this thoughtful gaze. "going to see black? be careful...i hate that horse. the trailer's in the back." closing her mouth, she opened it back again. "and yes, khan will fit!" she chuckled and then began to finish her food. "alex...why don't you go see syra and evean? you've been here a while. i know you miss em!" she smiled and got up from the table, picking up the empty dishes. mystique followed her all the wrong.

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TAGS!?!

[/b] roxxy, sawyer, alex, and leelyn
WORDS!?![/b] word count
MUSE!?![/b] niiiiiice!
MUSIC!?![/b] ciara-love, sex, and magic....how appropriate! *burst into laughter*
OUTFIT!?![/b] i wouldn't know...sawyer dressed her! leelyn is ...i'll find her something later.
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b] no need! we have already discussed this depressing matter that is coming.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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He smiled and gave her a playful wink. He chuckled and looked over at Alex. Alex sat there. Glaring at Sparks who was giving him the puppy dog face "Get your own." he muttered. Giving up, Sparks squeezed under the table and weaved his way over to Sawyer. His master was willing. He gave the dog a single piece of his steak. "That's all you get." Sawyer pat the dog's head and listened to the rest if the conversation. Mostly on Roxxy's mood. Tilting his head at the sound of forks grazing against plates. Alex tapped his left hand twice.

Sawyer nodded shifting his weight around to the left where he could hear better. Sparks padded his way back to Scarlett. A charming look on the male dog's face he allowed her to lean on him. Hell, he'd let her lay on him. He was big enough, right? But there was Sam, the alphess of the pack at home. The other wolf dog. The one that looked more wolf, but was smaller than Sparks. Then there was Alex's dog, Bean. The underdog of the pack who got beat up often. Then the purebred German Shepherds, Dasher and Dancer. Sparks's ears twitched at Scarlett who was nipping at him. He nuzzled her shoulder and yipped.

Sawyer heard her hit the floor. Her cry of pain hurt his ears. He was on his feet and knelt beside her. His arms around her as if to protect her. "Yeah, we'll go right now." he smiled warmly. Caressing her cheek he helped her to her feet and motioned to Alex "Hey Alex. You want to have a Clydesdale chase you?" he asked. Alex stood "Never in a million years!" he snorted Sawyer groaned "Yeah, Evean's my sister. Well one of my sisters" he half smiled thinking about his huge family. "I sure hope Mum's doing ok." he mused than smiled at Roxxy "Sure you can meet her....After she's done killing me." he shuddered his arms around her torso now.

Alex and Sawyer looked at eachother when Leelyn said something about putting Khan in a trailer. "Naw, we don't need a trailer. Roxxy and I will ride the stallion while Alex gets him going by driving very fast." Sawyer laughed while Alex grunted.

"Oh great. He likes to chase CARS now?" Alex frowned. Sawyer grinned wildly "Yep, and it's as funny as Hell." he laughed. Khan would chase anything that moved. All part of his war horse attitude. He smiled at Leelyn "And don't worry. We'll be careful." he said. He knew Black would be thrilled to see Roxxy.

He led them both to the door just to have Khan right in his face. The stallion looked right at Roxxy and snorted. Sawyer snorted back "Lay off, Khan." his voice was firm and low. The eighteen hand stallion stomped a hoof anf turned his back

Alex crept over to his car and hid in the drivers seat while Sawyer calmed the stallion. He sat Roxxy down a few feet away so she wouldn't be stepped on. Unlike Sawyer who was being thrown around like a ragdoll. Tall touch Sawyer was actually being lifted off his feet when Khan reared and bucked. The leadrope felt like it was cutting through his skin. "Damnit, Khan!" that horse hated men! Sawyer was the only male who could ride him without being killed.

Khan stopped his temper tantrum and glared that the silver Volvo. It's engine roared and so did the horse. Khan threw his head and screamed. He was going to crush that silver car. Sawyer's forehead was beaded with sweat. He dragged the draft horse back over to Roxxy and offered her his hand "Let's go." he laughed weakly, panting. Khan was fine. He bobbed his head, only to lift Sawyer again. His arm feeling like it was going to be torn out of its socket.

"He's almost as bad tempered as Black, but sadly. Khan can pound Black into dirt. I hope they don't see eachother." Sawyer sighed. He didn't know how the two wild stallions would react to eachother. Sawyer could barely handle Khan, and he knew Roxxy was strong enough to keep Black under control if he were to explode.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Leelyn, Sawyer, Alex
Word Count ~' 706
Muse ~' awful
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' I just hope it'll give me a major Muse boost.
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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being picked up and cradled again, she smiled and laughed at her own dismay. she had to be carried around everywhere and it felt like she was a burden. she was an independent woman, and depending on someone else was something she was not used to. but at least her destination was someone new and seeing the black stallion. roxxy had her legs wrapped around his waist and her arms were around his neck, her head on his shoulder. and her blue optics caught the sight of her tall, beautiful red irish setter, the brown eyes asking. with a soft whistle, roxxy beckoned scarlett to follow, who did as instructed in her beautiful show-dog gait.

as they crossed the threshold, roxxy turned her attention to outside and the first thing she saw was khan staring her down. the dark brown eyes held a fire so much like black's own it scared her. she loved the clydesdale as much then. but he snorted at her and she heard sawyer become ever much the protector and tell him to back off. roxxy could only smile. she looked at sawyer and gave him a light kiss on the lips before he dropped her down to get to khan. so, she was riding him? her thoughtful gaze was on him as he struggled with the stallion. she found herself admiring the way they moved, sawyer especially. his muscles were easily visible under the sweat-ridden shirt. by the time he offered her his hand, she was blushing horribly.

taking the propositioning hand, she used all the muscle and training she head to use only her arms to pull useless legs up and spread them so she could straddle khan. shifing to make her seat more comfortable, she realized with a startling shock that this was the first time she had ever rode with sawyer so with a flashy white smile, completely playful, she wrapped her arms around his tight waist and kissed his neck. she said softly, "if you manage to stay this hot...i'll cool you down later, sexy." with her mood swing, she gave him another sensual kiss on the neck and just rested her lips on his back, her long dark locks shrouding her face.

as khan got more angry, and seemed to want to chase after alex in the volvo, she marveled at the power of the draft stallion as he went into a faster gait. she enjoyed the working of the sinew beneath her legs. she wondered quietly to herself if this is what black felt like when she finally got to ride on him. as they came towards the stable, a light breeze crossed her body, bringing right towards the ranch. and that's all it took. a scream of a wild stallion, savage and thunderous, shattered the air, overpowering ever other noise in the world it seemed.

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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He watcvhed as Sawyer helped Roxxy onto Khan who was staring at Alex with a fiery look of pure hatred. His nostrils flared and he stomped a hoof when Alex revved the engine. He looked out the window now. He watched the dark bay closely. The jousting horse would stop at nothing to crush this car. OH! Roxxy was in for the ride of her life.

He saw that Sawyer was riding in front. Alex couldn't help but bite his lip. "Sawyer! He's going to rear. Can to hold onto Roxxy tight enough without falling?" he called. Sawyer looked up and gave a thumbs up. Sadly, they were riding bareback. A war horse + bareback + WILD STALLION THAT HATED ALEX AND HIS CAR! = Much much much pain if the couple fell off. He took a deep breath than floored it. Hearing a shrill scream. They were off.

Sawyer threw his heels into Khan's shoulders with a loud tap, than kicked him in the flanks. The stallion rose to ten feet. Sawyer's fingers knotted tightly with his mane he reached back with a free, shaky hand and held Roxxy in place. The stallion whistled and screamed and fell back to Earth only to take off at a full gallop,

Sawyer, surprisingly, had the stallion under control. He kept the horse straight with many different commands and movements. He knew how to joust. He could kick Evean's butt at jousting. That was the only reason this beast let him ride. "I'll keep that in mind, babe!" he laughed "Stay hot! Check." he said as if marking off a mentle check list.

His hooves were the beat of thunder as he moved. His great muscles keeping time with his master's commands. He had a mare on his back. Sawyer's mare. If he hurt her even more than she already was. He'd end up getting put down. Knowing how strict the family was with their stallions. If a member of the family got hurt by the hooves of their mount. The horse would go down, with Sawyer's famous punch to the withers. The one where he brought both fists down on the withers. The poor horse would drop like a rock. He whinnied in pleasure at the feeling of running. Even with adding an extra three hundred pounds on his back. That didn't matter. He could pull a tank if he wanted to. If he put his mind to it. There. Was. NO. Horse. Stronger. Than. HIM.

He felt everything. He had a map in his head. A map that showed speed and everything. He had both hands in the stallion's mane now. Feeling Roxxy's grip around his waist. He could hear Alex's Volvo about three long strides ahead of them and Khan, thinking it was a race, didn't even slow. His barrel heaved with long quick breaths as he tired. But the horse's determination didn't let him stop. Sawyer gave the horse his needed freedom as they charged toward the stable. Alex had turned left toward the parking lot while Khan went right for a fence. Could he jump, yes. "Hold on!" he called to Roxxy. Than, they took flight. With a cheerful whinny, they soared over the tiny tiny fence that was no match for Khan's brute strength.

The draft could jump, but nothing like a light horse, but he made it over the three an a half foot fence with ease. He threw himself into the air again in a cheerful buck, only to stop dead in his tracks at a loud call from Black. The stallion almost equal to himself. A whole hand shorter, but all green. He snorted and squealed back in return. "Ease up!" Sawyer barked. Khan had to obey. He couldn't hurt his master's mare. Bad. He stomped a hoof and stood in place.

Sawyer slid off and helped Roxxy down only to hear a cheerful voice "Hey, Sawyer! Showing off again?" He smiled and pinpointed her location. There, on the side of the barn stood Evean. Her smile as playful and beautiful as ever. He couldn't resist "Well, Evean. You're the only one I've been able to show off to these last few days." he chuckled leading Roxxy and Khan toward his siter who took the horse. and tied him tightly at the rail.

He stood there, his arm around Roxxy's waist as he listened to Evean's every move. Her movements quick and graceful. He could barely hear her footfalls. "What? You think you're the only one who can show off." Evean murmured. Sawyer nodded happily. His sister's cheerful mood always brightening his day. Alex came up and put him arm around Roxxy's waist, too. In a friendly manner, and to keep her up when Sawyer left her and took a few steps to stand nose to nose with Evean. Alex laughed "Alright Sawyer! You gonna show Roxxy some of your fancy footwork?" he grinned now. "This is gonna be good." he tsked, shaking his head.

They stood nose to nose. She only had to look up three inches, for she was a wonderful six feet tall. The tallest woman in the family. Sawyer's foggy brown eyes bored into her. Eyes that held a secret only a select few people had the right to know. He only glanced at Roxxy once. Alex was there. Letting her use him for support. He had a massive smile on his face. This would only take a second.

They both crouched than Evean sprang to the left. Sawyer shot to the right His muscles rippled under his tan skin. His movements were fast and strong. His eyes calm. He turned on a dime and charged at her. Evean mirrored his movements and they came at eachother full speed. Most people would think they were to collide, no. They actually grazed past eachother. There was a stabbing pain right on her cheek. Damn, he got her. With only a second to spare she whipped her hand out and her nail struck him somewhere in the face. Hopefully on her target. His eye. Alex roared with laughter when they slid to a stop, about four feet away from the other. Sawyer crouched right beside Roxxy. His lips pulled over white teeth. His eyes gleamed with victory. Blood ran freely down from the cut on his jaw. SHIT! She got his jaw. Not her mark. He struck her cheek, his chosen target. "DAMNIT! Sawyer you cheated!" she called standing up straight now.

He stood tall "I never cheat." he called back. Evean snorted as they trotted back to eachother. Evean met Sawyer who only moved forward about two steps. A smile was clear on his now bloodied face. He wiped the cut on his jaw. The blood disappeared only to reappear again. "Award of strength and speed goes to moi! Award of Loosing little sister goes to...OH, that must be you miss Evean." Sawyer gloated now. Evean glared hard at her brother "Award to annoying big brother...That must be you mister." she grumbled.

"HEY! I try to be a good brother. I give you what your evil little heart desires and I get called annoying?" sarcasm rang in his voice. "OH HOW BETTER CAN MY LIFE BE!?" he laughed only to have Alex join in. She got right into Alex's face "Stay out of this shorty. It's uh, brother and sister business." she hissed. Alex stared back "Who said I was short? You're just tall." he said "Besides...You loooove me. You said so yourself when we were twelve." Alex laughed. Evean pouted "I still love you, Alex. You're the only person I can flirt with and get away with it. Sawyer will murder anyone I try to flirt with..." She flipped her hair over her shoulder and gave Sawyer a sideways glance. Her brother came up and smiled proudly "I won't murder them. I'll just show them what this bastard of a blind man is made of." All three of them laughed now. Sawyer could kick ass! It was true. He was constantly kicking Evean in the butt. For real. That why she called him the Pain in the Butt Brother. Still he was her...OMG SHE STILL HAD TO MEET ROXXY! She smiled at the pretty dark haired girl "You must be Roxxy. I'm Evean, Sawyer's favourite sibling." she chuckled. Sawyer smiled "Who said you were my favourite?" he asked only to receive a swift punch in the gut. He staggered backwards and spat curse words at Evean who was smiling proudly "I did. So, deal with it!" her voice started soft but turned into a voice that stung like bees. "Yes, ma'am." came Sawyer's weak squeak but his eyes were deadly. She stared into them only to see his exact thoughts I'm gonna get you. I don't know how yet, but I'm gonna get you. She burst out laughing "Let me see you try, Sawyer." she chuckled. Sawyer took his place beside Roxxy and smiled "See what I have to live with." he shot Evean a death glare. "What you have to live with? Look at me! Living with one man, Syra and..." she pointed at Sawyer "You." her voice was clearly play. He rolled his eyes and led Roxxy away. "Sisters are a pain. Especially when they're not related to you. That's when it gets weird." she heard him mutter to Roxxy. She rolled her eyes and dragged Alex along.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Evean, Sawyer, Alex
Word Count ~' 1,571
Muse ~' Now that Evean showed up...better
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' This post was fun.
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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roxxy smiled as she heard sawyer's reply. and that smile multiplied into hearty laughter as they rode on, the bliss of being back on a horse....as it were, she hadn't ridden any type of equine in a long time. and now she was revelling in both the feel of sawyer's abdominals against her arms and hands and the lean barrel of the horse between her legs. it was a wonder she was still on with the speed they were going. but still, when khan suddenly decided he wanted to go faster, she took it all in stride, trying to make her legs work and help her keep her own, her arms tightening around her boyfriend's waist.

then, as the volvo slowed, khan was driven over a fence, the jump actually quite smooth for such a large horse. roxanna smiled. and then, she saw evean. she was beautiful!! she gave a wide smile, her blue eyes extremely bright in the summer sun. but then, she felt extremely conscious of herself. she knew how she must look in the daylight...gruesome...like something out of a horror story. she still had scars and yellow bruises everywhere, especially across the left side of her face, around the temple and eye. when they came to a stop on the giant clydesdale, roxxy quickly curtained her face with her black-brown hair as sawyer pulled her off of khan.

having put on the ground and leaning against sawyer for support, she listened with sharp, alert ears. why wasn't black screaming, kicking, whistling? something was wrong...roxxy waited patiently, hearing their entire converstation in the shade of her long locks. she couldn't help the smile that spread across her face as sawyer left her, feeling alex's friendly support around her now, to see evean. she was tall. and being as she was even taller than alex, she felt like she was a midget and she was pretty tall for a 18 year old! she chuckled. and then, she heard alex's comment about showing off for her and she couldn't help but erupt in beautiful, light, tinkling laughter. she then watched with a cheerful intensity as the show of light feet and grace was displayed.

she would never tell sawyer, but she was rooting for evean. she already know sawyer could move. another blush blossomed on her faced. but then sawyer was bleeding and so was evean. she grinned a wide, white, very roxxy, grin. then, the attention was turned back to her and she answered brightly. "hey! it's nice to meetcha! heard lots about you." she kept her grin and then watched as sawyer took his place beside her, alex slipping away. as they turned an walked away, another breeze crossed and caressed the tan skin of her body. another screeching was heard, and this one sounded closer. but the pasture, black's pasture, was far away! near the other side of the ranch! then, there was a human screams, then a whole chorus of screams from humans.

still in sawyer's arms, roxxy went absolutely tense and stiff to the point of her being mistaken as a statue. then, there was a ear-drum busting scream and whistle, combination. it sounded furious to a level that couldn't seemed to be matched by any other. roxxy's face went as white as a ghost, if not whiter. then another bellow from a stallion, even closer. more screams from humans, possibly male or female, and then, a rocketing crash that sounded like an avalanche. then, one could hear the tremelous hoof beats of a very large equine. roxxy put a hand up to her mouth as suddenly a massive black stallion suddenly turned the corner of a building. if black had ever been angry, frustrated, or just hellacious, it was now. his movements were born of grace and fire. he was moving at an almost impossible pace.

roxxy was in sawyer's arms but now that black had sited her, she had to get away from everybody. in the adrenaline, she actually picked up her leg, but putting it on the ground in an effort to run, she fell forward. she cried out in pain. black only seemed to run faster, the muscled black body moving at unbelievable speeds. his mistress had been gone from him for far too long. she was his now. no one could have her. and now she was in pain? had the human male that he had tolerated hurt her? he moved his legs forward faster. roxxy didn't stop at the searing pain in her legs and sore body. she forced herself to crawl. black had come plum-fucking unglued. she screamed at her oncoming stallion, "BLACK!! BLACK!!! STOP, BLACK, PLEASE!!"

the stallion was within 100 yards, a distance of almost two miles eaten up in a time span of just over a minute, when roxxy was crawling towards him, screaming hectically. he was to kill! he had already injured the people that had been in his way. (bothersome little ants they were!) and he was set on getting to his mistress. but hearing her scream his name in some type of desperation...it hurt him. his legs slowed dramatically as he entered the 10 yard zone. and when one thought that it was nigh impossible to stop after such a blazing pace, black was standing in front of roxxy's sprawled figure. he had her! he wanted to touch her, to smell her, to make sure she was alright...but already. something was wrong.

roxxy looked up at the looming black horse, breathing heavily from the rapid exercise. sawyer, evean, and alex were more than 20 feet behind her. black had not bent to look at her. but the fire in his eyes was terrible with rage. she was afraid of the stallion she loved so much. she was cowered before the muscle-loaded frame. she knew that look. black wasn't in his right mind when he had that feral expression. but there was something new. there was deep confusion.

the stallion smelled roxxy with his head still in that proudly, raised position. she smelled all wrong. she smelled different. she was his mistress...but she smelled like a broodmare. no, she wasn't supposed to smell like that. he gave a piercing whinny of impatience. then, his gaze wandered to the both human stallions, and the human mare. it was like fire was boiling and visible in his large brown eyes. his ears were pinned back to his skull and his teeth her bared. no one was to approach roxxy. absolutely none. but then his attention was caught on the draft. he sized up his opponent justly. it would be a hell of a fight to see. the 17 hand black-tempered hellion picked up his hooves to stand over roxxy. and in a situation where one simple misstep could kill her already healing body, it was hard to know exactly what to do.

black was in a fixated, shrewd, rage. he was thinking like a predator. a possessive predator. but black wasn't paying attention to his mistress, who was in pain, because he was surrounded by enemies. these were enemies who could harm roxxy. any one who dared to approach was to be put into a world of trouble. he half-reared and screamed a clarion call, a challenge. when he slammed back down, roxxy flinched and moved herself to where she could crawl away. she moved carefully, and tried to calm her stallion, doing everything that was never supposed to be done. she stretched her upper torso t0 touched the satin-smooth legs. pain made her words shake. "black....black...please calm down....my black...my beautiful black...please....calm..." but black's eyes were locked on everyone all at once. he couldn't afford to let his guard down and pay attention to her when there were threats about.

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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She knew quite well that Roxxy was hurt and that she was healing. So the bruises on her face didn't even phase this young woman. Sure, she felt for her. Understanding how that must've felt. She remembered back to that day they ran into Dimitri himself. How he held her, his gorgeous voice and body. Everything about him was deadly. How much evil packed into one beautiful man. She shuddered at the thought. Somehow, she wanted to see him again. At night she couldn't get his face out of her mind. His haunting eyes seemed to over power Sawyer's pure rage toward the man.

She also remembered Sawyer's aggression toward his new brother, Andre. The newest member of her family was so bruised up. It was painful to look at. The spots of black and blue on his pale chest. Sawyer was getting violent, and she now knew why. His aggression toward men was to protect Roxxy. He trusted no one. His unnatural animal instinct told him to attack, told him to kill his new brother. Luckily Evean was there to stop Sawyer. Andre would be in pieces.

Sawyer's quick movements let him cut those around him. Like a lion. Evean had always compared Sawyer to the lion. With its strength, but also speed. Enough to tear up his opponent piece by piece. She glanced at Alex. Alex, she compared him to a viper.Using the tips of his fingers, striking as fast as a snake on all the pressure points. Hard enough to bring his attacker to their knees. Alex seemed to have more self control than Sawyer. While her brother was a ticking time bomb. One that seemed to hate everything male. Except Alex of course.

She touched her fingers to her cheek where Sawyer had cut her. She looked at her tan fingers. Her nails were red with her blood mixed with Sawyer's from where she got him on the jaw.She was equal in speed and strength, but her aim needed work. She didn't know how her blind brother had n aim so well. Rarely did he miss when the fought, playfully or not. She chuckled at herself. Andre was right. Her family was like a pack of wolves. Sawyer and Evan acting like pups learning the ways of life through play fighting. No, Sawyer was alpha. He was the leader of the pack. Sought to protect those in his pack. Willing to kill, willing to die. Maybe those freaks gave him wolf DNA, the third gene in his body belonged to that of the great canine? Or, maybe he was just mutating on his own. Adapting to his surroundings. Her brother was in constant pain.Maye that's why he never felt pain in a fight? He was very wise. A good fighter with lots of practice. His temper was so unpredictable, though. Sometimes the men he tortured meant no harm. Anything could make his anger boil. Like when the huge stallion came around the bend....

Her dark brown eyes snapped open. Everything started to move in slow motion. She heard Black's hooves thunder against the ground. She watched as he charged right for the pack. Her eyes grew wide with fear. Her body nt into escape mode. She crouched, ready to run. Her ADHD let her see everything. Alex ha bolted toward Khan who rared at the rail. Screaming at Black. She saw Roxxy leave Sawyer's arms and call Black's name. She saw Sawyer twitch in rage. Wait! "NO!" She cried over her brother's enraged snarl that didn't sound natural. "Don't move, Sawyer You hear me!? Move and your dead!" she yowled. Sawyer's keen ears didn't seem to understand. She ran to his side and grabbed his arm. Looking into his clouded eyes she frowned. He really was mad. They twitched and went cross eyed. No, he was in shock. His eyes were RED! Everything about them but the irises were red! She whispered his name in a pleading manner. He ignored her, growled than lunged toward Black. She was pushed out of the way. Her quick thinking pushed her after him. She went at him from the side and collided with him. They fell to the side only five feet from the massive stallion. He thrashed in her arms. She could barely hold him. Evean gasped when his elbow went right into her breasts. She yelped in pain after than and wrapped her arm around his neck and struggled to hold him down. She tightened her grip. His thrashing became less wild as he began to struggle for breath. Finally his body went limp. His breathing hard. She stare into the stallion's fiery eyes for a moment. She watched the animal's expression. He didn't want anyone near Roxxy. She than looked into Sawyer's now foggy red eyes. He whimpered in pain. Wiping his arm over them "It hurts, Evean. Make the pain go away. It hurts. A fire. IT BURNS EVEAN!" he cried weakly tears streaming from his eyes now "Put the fire out, Evean. Please stop the pain." he whined picking up his head.

Evean could barely hear her brother's painful cries. Her eyes went on Roxxy. Something burned in her stomach. There was something else that was bothering Black. Something about Roxxy. A burst of bravado came into her heart. A comfortable fire raged in her chest as she looked at Roxxy. "It hurts Evean, my eyes hurt!" Sawyer sounded like he was ten again. Wanting help from her. She looked between Sawyer and Roxxy than to Black. "Sawer. I'm sorry. I can't help. Not now." she whispered to him. She stood up her full six feet and stared into Black's eyes. She spoke softly "Black. I can help Roxxy. You just have to trust me. I'm not the enemy." she whispered to him before taking a step forward. Her gaze on Black and Roxxy. She took another small step. Somehow she knew something was there with Roxxy. Something small. She felt the same way when her mother got pregnant.....PREGNANT? Was Roxxy pregnant? But how? Who? Sawyer! But when was the problem. If Roxxy was pregnant...How long ago did the pair have sex? So many questions filled her mind all at once. She stared right at Black. Hopefully he would understand her expression. All over her face was written "I know what's wrong, let me help."

So many things happened all at once. He couldn't keep track of it. He heard Black fist. Than Roxxy was suddenly gone from his arms. He was confused. Hearing her cry in pain made him mad. Very mad. She couldn't be hurt! Not with him around. He froze in horror at Black. Anger exploded out of him like a volcano. A loud enraged snarl erupted out of his chest. It was Black! He hurt Roxxy! He was going to slaughter that horse. Even if it meant pain for him. The thing about pain. He didn't feel it, only because he expected it. Pain just meant you were still alive.

He heard Evean call his name. He ignored her pleads. His eyes became to sting and twitch. He knew they must be red. It hurt! He ignored the searing pain with another growl he charged at the horse. He had to et Black way from Roxxy! He wouldn't let Black hurt her more. He was about five feet away then another weight crashed into his side. Evean. She wasn't allowed to be here. She couldn't interfere. He was pulled to the round. He thrashed like a fish out of water. He wanted to kill Black. His mind was clouded and his eyes turned to fire. Evean's arm was around his neck. He couldn't breathe! She rolled over and ended up nailing his sister in her "Personal property! Do not touch" Her wail of pain stopped him. He couldn't hurt his beloved sister. He stopped struggling for breath only to have his body crash in on itself.

The anger faded, but his eyes burned. It was like fire. He began to plead for her help. He let his arm travel over his blood red eyes. The fire continued o sead. it hurt so bad! He whimpered feeling hot tears streak down his face. They stung his eyes. He cried even more now. The pain was getting the better of him. He begged for his sier gain. He needed her. He wanted her comfort. Her soft words to calm him. No, he listened to her words. He didn't understand. Why wouldn't she stop the pain. She knew how. He whimpered again. Unaware at what Evean was doing. He didn't know she was risking her life for his girlfriend. He couldn't help. He was in too much pain. It was so sudden and unexpected. He finally fell silent. Listening to his surroundings. He heard Roxxy's voice. She was in pain. She was scared. He had to be there. To comfort her. To keep her safe. "Roxxy." his voice shook as he struggled to his feet. There he stood, like an animal. His posture was tense as he faced the horse. His side hurt, right where Evean had hit him. His eyes hurt so much. He could barely move let alone think.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Sawyer, Alex, Evean, Roxxy
Word Count ~' 1538
Muse ~' High!
Music ~' Low- Flo Rida
Notes ~' My keyboard is dying. So I'm sorry for the million of typos.
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

[.x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N|]

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roxxy's body was finally coming completely out of it's comatose state. the functions that had been missed out on for the whole week were now coming back to her. the dark-haired woman was just about two months pregnant. her body had been to the utmost fitness level and maintained, her immunities strong. the morning sickness had never been a major thing. but upon the beating delivered by a man whom she had known such a small part of her dramatized life, she was broken and on the path of healing. but as healing goes, the immunities were down and the body was not as fit. morning sickness was a must now, anyways, because of the time.

as she tried to calm black with her feeble attempts at stroking his legs, she kept an eye on sawyer. she watched as her boyfriend, the man she loved so much, tried to save her from her own horse. with a choked scream, she watched as sawyer broke away from his sister and alex and charged at black, who gave a full-blasted scream at his blatant approach. sawyer's eyes were red! they were positively savage and alarming! they were just like black's deep black eyes, burning with an untamable, unmanagable fire. for that split second before evean knocked sawyer down and held him, roxxy thought with shock, black and sawyer are so much alike...black should've been sawyer's horse.

purple dots began dancing before her eyes, and she reached out for evean and sawyer, a plea for help. "please.." she heard evean's soft, smooth, confident words, and read black's emotions. he was getting tenser and the fire burned readily. no one, no one was allowed to touch his roxxy, his mistress. even if she didn't smell right. as black drew back his body, coiling the muscle, to strike, the nausea swept through her body. she couldn't help the vomit that spurted from her mouth in such an grotesque fashion. it hurt. it felt like someone was ripping her stomach out. black's reaction was instantaneous. with an angry bellow, he shot forwards towards evean, and whirled, his legs shooting out backwards. he didn't aim. he had other business at hand.

his mistress was sick. and in foal. what to do? get her away from the enemies. get. her. AWAY! black's giant body was gleaming a brilliant blue in the daylight, but his movements were all wrong. the muscles were extremely tense and prepared for battle, not the usual effortless grace. roxxy was still up-chucking her brains out, her body moving in this abnormal wracking motion. black paid it no mind and did the only thing he thought to do, to get her to move. in his rage, he was trying to be "gentle". in actuality, he was roughly and brutally rolling her pathetically frail frame around. he squealed in agitation as she only flew a few feet into the air and came down hard on her stomach some 6 feet away.

she couldn't breathe. she made this awkward gasping sound, and a much too shrill scream of breathlessness came out. had he hurt her? black mentally corrected himself. he couldn't hurt her. his enraged mind was so foul as to think he, himself, couldn't hurt her. she hadn't even gained her breath before black tried to move her away again. his great head was put under her body and he flicked his neck up with little effort, and roxanna holis flew horizontally around ten feet. the fierce arabian cross was still wasn't satisfied with her distance away from the group and the other stallion and approached her again. roxxy was once again without breath and when she landed a second time, it was on her back, and on a bed of gravel.

impossible or not, she let out a scream of pain. the scream rocketed towards black who didn't respond well. while the scream lasted, the wild stallion reared and screamed with her. his pain was her pain, and vice versa. whether he caused it or not, it as if he understood her pain, though in his present state of mind he thought that he could never cause it. coming back down to the ground, he whirled with amazing agility and charged at evean and sawyer. sawyer was his main focus. he had tried to attack roxxy earlier! the stallion's battlecry was heard as he came upon the tall black haired human stallion, all intents to kill.

roxxy hadn't got her breath back and the pain would've made her immobile if she hadn't had anyone else to protect besides herself. adrenaline was a wonderful thing. it coursed through her veins. and she reached over her head to grab a fist sized stone. getting as quickly as she could to her knees, she reared her right arm back and threw with all she had. the black stallion was just barely within reach. as it were, hell was right on sawyer. the large rock found its mark landing right on the croup of the obsidian brute. hell was on sawyer, but as the rock hit him, he squealed in pain, fury, and irritation. he let out a whistle and whirled around, only to see roxxy staring at him with desperate, pleading eyes. bloody scrapes across her body.

"no, black! NO!" she was looking at him, on her hands and knees, at the massive stallion's complete disposal. she was in pain, crying, and looking up at black. and sawyer. she was so worried about both of them. she couldn't live without either, she was pretty sure of. her voice was so soft, light as a feather, and shaking. "god, hell....please... i don't wanna put you down...oh, god, please! just listen to me!!! please!!!" she was sobbing. black's chest was heaving from the exhilaration. his hard muscles shuddering at his mistress's words. she was angry at him. a desperate type of anger.

roxxy's mood swings had gotten the best of her as she fought to keep the nausea from sweeping her away. black's burning brown eyes were lit intensely as he stared down roxxy. roxanna was staring her stallion down as well, her blue eyes leaking tears profusely. her breath had finally gotten back, but her mood was taking her breath away in her sobbing screams. she had sharp rocks in her hands, which she was gripping so hard they were gouging her palms and the blood ran down freely. she screamed at the savage stud. "I SAVE YOU!!! I SAVE YOU ALL THE FUCKING TIME!!! YET, THIS IS HOW YOU TREAT ME?! BLACK, DON'T YOU LOVE ME?! DON'T YOU CARE ABOUT ME THE WAY I CARE ABOUT YOU!!! YOU DON'T!!! YOU JUST DON'T!!! WHY, BLACK?! WHY?" venting her anger, she threw down the rocks in her right hand down. she was standing on her knees and she was seriously imbalanced. she looked so angry and so vulnerable all at once. it was noticable in her vocals. she never left black's glare. "WHAT DO I EVER DO TO DESERVE ALL THIS?! IT'S NOT FAIR THAT YOU DON'T LOVE ME WHEN ALL I FUCKING DO IS LOVE YOU!!" she seemed to melt into the ground as her control of her knees gave out and she collapsed onto the gravel. sobbing. something she seemed to do a lot of now.

black's heart was hurting because roxanna was the only person who was holding it. she had been taken from him, so suddenly, without warning. sawyer had come to him, to take care of him, with roxxy's scent and her blood on him. he had all intentions of killing him. but that was his mistress's...mate. he had regarded the human stallion because maybe he could give her back to him. he would've known if she was dead or not. and then she comes back to him, in foal, in pain. and all he ever wanted to do was show her how much he loved her. how much she meant to him, by protecting her from all danger. the blind rage left his eyes, though not his body. he pranced towards his mistress, his body working as though he was going to strike her.

but he would've surprised everyone but god himself. as he came to stand in front of her, his body became beautiful and fluid again, not unearthly and deadly. as he stood stock still in front of her, roxxy stopped her sobbing to look up. she couldn't see his eyes, as the shadow of the sun blocked out his features. so, i'm going to die at the hooves of the horse i love the most. but that's not what happened. black's muzzled dipped down and gently, tenderly, touched the scar on her shoulder that had a ravaged circle of teeth-marks made by him. closed eyes opened to reveal eyes so bright a blue, it seemed they were lit from within. "black..."

those big, bright intelligent brown eyes were so tender. he whickered at her softly. he had practically beat her today, but roxxy always forgave him. it was the way of their relationship. but this time, a true miracle happened. roxxy's arms moved around the muscular neck. black's body reacted readily. he raised his head, pulling the lightly muscled woman off the ground. roxxy groaned in pain, but she raised her right leg to swing and put it on the other side of black's body. with what she had left, she corrected herself. she was on the 17 hand stallion, for the first time in their 3 year, almost 4 year relationship. silent, happy tears cascaded down her cheeks. she leaned forward and as tight as she could, she hugged the giant stag's neck, whispering softly, "thank you." in perfect coordination, horse and rider turned around and rode the little distance between where they were and sawyer, alex, and evean.

roxxy was totally astounded by the horse beneath her. unleashed power, terrifying, wonderful, and electrifying was just waiting to be used. pure, unadulterated power. and the thing was, the stallion never made a single noise as she came up to evean and sawyer. those big browns were still burning with that fierce passion, but there was something dutiful there now. as roxxy tugged lightly on the long mane, black came to a stop in front of sawyer, evean, and alex. "sawyer...i want you to feel something."

[/b] bending down, she touched sawyer's tan cheeks, wanting to help the pain that was rendering her body and his. she wanted him to ride black with her.

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TAGS!?![/b] alex, sawyer, evean, and roxxy!
WORDS!?![/b] i am ashamed.
MUSE!?![/b] it's like woo hoo!
MUSIC!?![/b] hardcore techno version of just dance-unknown/lady gaga
OUTFIT!?![/b] ---
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b] did muh action-packed post boost ya muse? well, even if it didn't...i love drama. and here comes some mo![/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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There was so much agony in her eyes as she watched helplessly as Roxxy couldn't help but vomit right there and then. Horror struck. Roxxy's body was moving in the most unatural ways. She called her name. She had to bethere. To be at Roxxy's side. To help her with the morning sickness. She knew how to calm it. To stop it. She glanced over at Sawyer. Peircing red eyes seemed to watch her every move. Though they couldn't see anything. Sawyer's expression was evil. It wasn't human.

She gulped and out of the corner of her eye she saw Black. Coming right at her in a fury. She jumped to the side. His aim was off but his hoof did graze against her calf. She yelped in pain and crashed to the ground. Sawyer yowled in anger at Evan's pained reaction. He raced to her side and cradled her in his arms. She looked at her bleeding calf. She frowned "Sawyer, I'm ok." she touched his face. His skin burned beneith her fingertips "Alex?" she cried.

Alex was a good distance away. He wanted no part in this. It was apperent. Evean watched the man's expression. His intelegent eyes showed no sign of emotion. If Alex went near Sawyer he'd surely die. She looked over at Roxxy. She was flying trough the air. Landed on her stomach. She screamed and so did Evean. Sawyer's grip tightened. "She's hurt."he muttered lips peeling back over his teeth. Evean's hands went around his neck "Please, Sawyer. Don't move." she whispered. Her voice shook. What was left of his self control obeyed.

Than Roxxy was thrown again. This time on gravle. Evean wormed her way out of Sawyer's arms and limped away. Going a far distce around to get to Roxxy. Than, Black charged. "Sawyer!" she called. Dark red eyes snapped open. Sawyer side-stepped fast enough. He tured on his heel and jumped at the horse aiming for the muscled shoulder. Than Black turned before Sawyer got his chance to strike. A breath of air rushed out of Evean. Thank god! Sawyer could've hurt himself and Black.

He froze in the spot where Black was. Than he was gone. Sawyer cursed aloud. Black hurt his girlfriend, and he hurt his sister. A blind fury swept over Sawyer. He wanted revenge. He wanted to kill that horse. That worthless beast that hurt the women he loved. He growled. His posture tensed when Roxxy yelled at Black. Her voice was pain. Pain, anger. She was crying. He wasn't there to confort her. He crouched willing to kill anyone who got in his way.Then they were there. Roxxy was ridig Black. His eyes were closed. He couldn't hurt the horse now. Not without hurting Roxxy.

Anger swept through Sawyer's veins He could feel Roxxy's hand on his cheek. He touched her hand. So gentle. He opened his eyes and looked up at her. Red eyes so haunting it could stalk someone in their nightmares. His expression so deadly. Ready to kill. His venomous gaze left Roxxy and stared right at Black. He was so close. The demon was so close. He licked his lips hungrily. Evean came up and stepped infront of Sawyer. Blocking him. "Sawyer, you take one step toward this horse I will personaly turn you ino chopped liver." she growled. Sawyer narrowed his eyes "You can't stop me." Sawyer's voice was dark, beautiful, deadly.

Evean pushed him into the wall of the barn and held him there. "I can't stop you! All I can do is tell you..." she held her breath than snarled "I DON'T KNOW YOU ANYMORE!" Sawyer glared at her. "What do you mean!" he hissed.

"You're not you! I don't know what you are either! No one does. It's lke you're turning into some kind of animal bred to kill." her voice shook wildly. Tears coming down her eyes "Sawyer. I know you! I know what you're thinking. If you hurt Black. What are you going to do with yourself?" she cried laying her hands o his chest. Sawyer's heart beat ripidly.

Evean reached into her pocket an took out eyedrops "Tilt your head back." her voice was ligh again. There was no emotion in her voice. Doing as told, Sawyer tlted his head back while Evean put eyedrops in his eyes. "I don't understand your eyes Sawyer. Do the hurt only when their red or..." she frowned. She thought of his eyes as an alergic reaction. They got swollen when he was angry. "It's like when you light a match. Put it in my eyes. A fire. A raging fire. It hurts so bad." he whispered blinking the drops into the corners of his dry, red eyes. The swellin slowly went down.

He looked up at Roxxy. His expression apologetic "Roxxy, sometimes I have problems with my temper. I just want to kill. And...if I ride Black. One of us would surely die." he half smiled than looked at Evean "Bring me Mourn. I'll still ride with her." he said. He heard Evean limp away. Sawyer felt so guilty. He stared at Roxxy. His red eyes starting to go brown again. The fire putting itself out. He took a few steps forward and stood beside Black. He rached up and touched her cheek. "I'm so sorry Roxxy. I know you want me to ride Black, but I just can't." his voice sad.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Sawyer, Alex, Evean, Roxxy
Word Count ~' 904
Muse ~' Crappeh!
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' CRAPPY POST!.
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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roxxy watched as the red eyes went to the warm brown she adored so much. it pained her and scared her that he could be so violent and so deadly...he actually made her cringe away when he reached up and touched her for an apology. his expression, his words, had reminded her of dimitri lozano. she rapidly shrank away from his touch, but after a moment of recognization, she tentatively came forwards to recieve his apologetic, tender touch. she dwelled in the few seconds, and then replied softly. "i understand, sawyer. just remember, black's a lot like you....maybe-maybe it'll help you understand him better." she smiled at him, her eyes much more tired than they had been at the beginning of her journey here.

roxxy looked at evean and alex. she didn't wanna leave them alone, especially evean. she didn't know the young woman but she immediately loved the tall lady. she had this playful, yet calm presence. she smiled at her and wiped the smattering of blood from her forehead. "why don't we all take a ride?"

[/b] she offered with a sincere smile, the light dim in her eyes. she was exhausted already. oh, well, a little ride couldn't hurt. the irish setter, who had been watching in horror, anxiety, and helplessness while this all took place came up to sawyer's legs. he comforted her at times when roxxy couldn't. this was one of those times. scarlett watched roxxy turn black away from the group and explore her new powers over the high-strung stallion...who was acting like a total gentleman...

roxxy was breathing deeply. her belly hurt. for some strange reason her belly hurt and she threw up and she was nauseous. what was wrong with her?! she put a hand protectively over her belly. she didn't notice anything unusual. at all. no, she was absolutely clueless to her massive mood swings and sickness. she sighed in minor frustration. she didn't understand herself anymore. she was changing, for the worst. and she didn't know how to correct it. then again, she did. her life wouldn't be straight until dimitri was dead and burned and his father was locked away or suffered the same fate. she furrowed her brow, but then paid attention to black, who was following her every command.

but to anyone who was looking, black moved with incorrectable grace and agility and his head and tail were up, his ears pricked, and his eyes blazing, a true cacophony to his obeying roxanna's every single whim. as she trotted him in a perfect figure eight, her hands on either side of the swan neck, giving a slight push into the satin flesh to give him which direction to move in. she waited for evean and alex, if they were going to go, and then, suddenly, black stopped. roxxy prepared herself for him to rear. but she heard black give a warm whinny towards a long legged dark bay colt. hell's broken crown had grown a lot and he was definitely black's son. he was fine and refined, though he didn't have the beautifully dished head of his father. but the build, the comformation of his father was noticable.

roxxy looked at the stud colt with wonderful eyes. "black may be horrible, but his offspring are somethin' else." her vocals were filled with admiration. her onyx steed was looking at his son proudly, eyes bright and ears pricked. he gave another warm whinny to broken crown and then turned his head to look at roxxy with one large brown eye. "let's go hun...before i fall off. i'm tired and i wanna ride you while i can. while you'll let me." she acted on impulse and reached back to give a gentle slap on the horse's hindquarters. it was such an unprofessional thing to do, but she couldn't squeeze. she could only hold on. without delay, black's strides became long and it would take at least ten strides for another horse to take his one stride. he left the others behind, and as he did, he raised his head and whinnied in ecstasy. he loved to run for the love of running.

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TAGS!?![/b] evean, alex, sawyer, and roxxy
WORDS!?![/b] you can figure it out for yourself.
MUSE!?![/b] tired and nonexistant.
MUSIC!?![/b] 3oh!3-don't trust me
OUTFIT!?![/b] without the wedges, and the sweater of course, and the pants are jeans instead of capris...but yah.
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b] this is crappy. that large post is coming. i'm gathering all i have for it.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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He frowned at her reaction. Had he hurt her? He averted his eyes and looked at Alex who ad slowly made his way back over. He stood a few feet away. Sawyer could feel his eyes and sighed "Don't worry, Alex. I'm not going to kill you yet." he looked back up at Roxxy. He could care less on what Alex did or said. His mind was only on Roxxy. To keep her safe. "I know, sweetheart. But, I just don't trust myself right now. I will ride Black with you. One day I will." he turned to hear a limping Evean and a set of three horses.

"Ok you have Pain, Breeze and...." he struggled to remember the third set of hoof beats. He was cut short anyway. Evean's cheerful expression didn't seem to show she was hurt. Or that she even cared on what just happened "Oh, Sawyer. I never got to tell you! When was the last time you rode Liberty?" she hopped over to her brother and handed him the lead rope to the most beautiful Palomino stallion on Earth.

Sawyer's eyes lit up "LIBS!" he smiled and lay his hand on the seventeen hand stallion's shoulder. Libs turned his head and lipped at the back of Sawyer's neck. This was the only man he trusted. Sawyer was so caught up with his thoroughbred stallion he didn't pay attention to what trouble Alex and Evean were going through....Pain.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NOOOOOOOOOOO! She squealed loudly in protest. No she wasn't going to move. She didn't want to move at all. She threw her head and screamed. Alex and Evean jerked on her lead rope. Evean took everything well "OH PAIN! I missed your antics! The way you give shorty here a hard time!" she laughed giving the mare some slack.Alex grunted in warning "I bet you know what's going through her head." he hissed tugging on the lead.

Pain reared and struck. Coming back down she backed up. Than she saw Black. Taking immediate interest she bolted around her master, only to drag him around, and trotted over to Black. He was a hot horse! She could get to know him. Maybe, if he was lucky, he could touch her silky muscular body. She whickered to him on to stop and look down at Alex who tripped and was on his stomach. He lifted his head and groaned "Roxxy, I'd like you to meet, Pain. You can see why she's named that." he got to his feet and brushed off his chest.

Pain sniffed the stallion beside her. Wanting to touch her velvety nose to his shoulder. She heard a protest whinny from Breeze. Evean pulled the other black stallion next to Liberty who watched Black with sharp eyes. Sawyer pulled himself onto the back of the palomino. Hmmm, Well, Liberty was a handsome horse, too. Even to Black besides colour. Still, she stayed by the black stallion.

Alex sighed and frowned. He mounted his stubborn mare, the mare didn't want to have someone on her back. She lurched away from Black only to run a few feet in front of him. She nickered than tossed her large muscular body into the air and threw her master. Alex flew back a good foot away and landed on his back. "Damnit, Pain!" he moaned.

Evean came up beside Black and Roxxy. Breeze refused to get too close. Black was still Black. Evean was howling with laughter "Alex, baby! YOU GOT BEAT UP BY A GIRL!!!!" she was laughing so hard she almost fell off Breeze. Sawyer squeezed in between the two stallions. The tall Palomino was the same height as Black. Muscle wise, Black took a slight lead. Liberty had the more lean race horse look to him. Sawyer shuddered "That's not just any mare. She kicks me....somewhere almost every time she sees me." he whimpered. Evean burst into even more laughter "Sawyer! You get kicked in the groin almost every five minutes! I'm surprised you're not sterile!" she choked to not blurt out that she knew that Roxxy was pregnant.

Sawyer gave her a sideways glance "That's been your goal since we hit puberty...What you don't know, Evean. Is that I have balls of steel so.....HAHA!" he held his head high triumphantly. Evean covered her mouth. "I know that. Remember when we went into junior high..." all three of them laughed now! Alex had finally got back on Pain who was trying to crowd Black which Liberty didn't like. He pinned his ears at the mare. Pain snorted at him. Liberty took a step to the left and crowded into Breeze. The short black stallion didn't like it. He reached across and bit Liberty's flank. Liberty screamed in pain and shot forward to run after Black. The fast stallion caught Black within ten strides. Pain didn't like being away from Black so she pulled herself into a canter and loped after the pair of stallions. Her body moving with ease.

Breeze just didn't like being left behind. He bolted but had no chance of catching the three faster horses. He wasn't bred for speed. He returned Black's whinny with one of his own. One that said, "Wait for me!"

Sawyer was still laughing when he came up beside Roxxy. He had the most gorgeous horse beneath him. A horse who thought it was a race. He charged forward passing the black stallion. Sawyer pulled back on his satin flaxen mane. Liberty, not being one to obey when it came to running, kept going. The Palomino didn't like other stallions, but he saw the way Sawyer reacted to the human mare on the stallion's back. Besides, she was in foal, it would be best to be an ally with this crossbred stallion.

Sawyer looked back at Roxxy, the tension gone. He tilted his head, hearing her voice. "Your tired, maybe we should slow a little bit. That is, if Liberty will let me...HOW YOU DOING BACK THERE EVEAN!?" he called to his sister whom sounded far away. He heard muffled laughter from his sister as she called back "Loosing the race! I can walk faster than Breeze!" they both laughed. Liberty finally got the message that Sawyer wanted him to slow down. He let his pace fade. He came up beside Black, matching his stride. Sawyer grinned "Aww, be nice to him! It's not his fault he's slow." laughing Sawyer looked at Roxxy. He couldn't hear her heartbeat at the moment, he knew it must be quick. His now, brown foggy orbs watched her with interest. He smiled. His expression became loving, content, simply Sawyer. All means of violence and venom gone.

Breeze finally caught up. His chest heaved, but he moved steadily. Evean looked up at Roxxy. "Hey Roxxy, once we stop and rest I need to talk to you about something." her voice was suddenly serious, but went right back to Eveanness. "We can talk about Sawyer behind his back!" she laughed. Her brother toward over all of them. He winked at Evean "I'll hear you!" he chuckled "NUH-UH!" Evean squealed, narrowing her eyes even though Sawyer wouldn't be able to see it. He pouted "YAH-HUH" he sounded like a child again. Evean laughed "Ok, I'll fill you in on the minor details later" Sawyer smiled proudly "Thank you, sis."

Evean patted Breeze's neck than looked to Sawyer again "No problem, Pest." she kicked Breeze into a faster gait. Sawyer started to laugh than stopped "HEY!" he cried "No fair! I was being nice to you! Why do you call me a pest?" he pouted looking at Evean with big brown puppy dog eyes. Evean loved his puppy dog face. It was adorable. She smiled "Awwwww...Well that's what you are Sawyer. All six of you are pests. Well, Chen's ok. I guess. So, all five of you are pests." she mused.

Sawyer snorted "I'm not as bad as the triplets." Evean nodded "True." she perked up "Alex, you've been weirdly quiet. Whats on your mind?" she glanced over at Pain who jogged beside her. He laughed "Oh, just listening to you and Sawyer argue about nothing. It's great!" he looked at the sky and sighed. Evean pulled Breeze up next to Pain and leaned over and gave Alex a big wet kiss on the cheek. "I never got to say hi when I came."

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Alex, Evean
Word Count ~' 1,402
Muse ~' Yay
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' RAWR
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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hearing him speak, she replied softer still, "okay, babe. i understand." she would've given him a kiss, but uh...puke-breath? she couldn't help but burst into vivacious, bubbly laughter. as it were, she didn't want to talk. roxxy, always the considerate one. so, she settled for looking on and smiling, and sometimes laughing when the situation called for it. seeing evean bring out three horses, she was instantly amazed at the beauty of them. of course she had seen breeze before, thus it was the paint and the palomino took her breath. the black and white tobiano was a mare, obviously. she was shorter than black, but she was sturdily built, muscled and stout. and oh so stunning!

and then those blue eyes found the palomino that could be described as the perfect colors. a hide so deep a golden honey hue and then a flaxen mane the color of cream, as white a blonde as starchaser's body. and he was a big boy, as tall as black himself. the obsidian stallion didn't like the look of this palomino stud. it was very obvious. black maybe have been carrying precious cargo but he was still the dangerous, most tempermental fucker on the ranch. roxxy wanted to reach out and touch the stallion, but black would have none of it. with a squeal of anger, he flew away from liberty, only to have pain pull up right beside him. he regarded her curiously. he gave her a curious sniff, inhaling her scent. he gave an inviting whicker, but then turned his attention elsewhere.

he stared down liberty as sawyer got on him, he snorted in contempt. the palomino had nothing on him, as far as he was concerned. ebony banner of silk was raised in that graceful fashion. roxxy barely had time to get, "really?! she's gorgeous though!" to alex before black took off again. he broke free from the group, running with a restrained head. sawyer pulled up with liberty and black took it as a race. but roxxy asked him, as she never commanded him, to keep the fiery pace he already had. the desire to run, to have freedom, to beat this tall golden stud beside him was overwhelming. but in the end...love always wins. he kept his fast pace, and when roxanna asked for more, he relented even that rapid of a pace and just went into a slow gallop. liberty had shot ahead, but now he was evening out with the savage crossbreed.

the brown eyes met with the palomino's eyes. another day they would race and see which one was stronger, which one was faster. the alert black stallion, hell, caught the light words of sawyer and then his roxxy's reply. "no! i'm fine! really! it's just that i keep on fighting this nausea-" she was cut off by his yelling at his sister. roxanna grinned back at evean, alex and pain coming up to her and black. it was obvious pain had an attraction to her stallion, whether it be temporal or not. an idea came to her mind, making her smile, but she shook it away. no more hell-foals...unless alex really wanted one....but then again, he would have to be the one to ask, because roxanna was not one to ask. she put ads all over the ranch and in the city and newspapers for the stud fee. five hundred dollars. that was cheap considering his lines, and giving the fact that he was a proven sire, but on the flip side...none of his foals were old enough to compete.

roxanna slipped out of her daydream to hear evean talking to her. hearing her words, she looked at her and smiled and nodded. "alrighteh...i think there's a creek up there! you can talk to me there. we can take the horses into the woods and after a little bit we can come back..." she blushed a deep red. "i'm afraid that's all my body can handle at the moment." she gave evean and alex and sawyer an apologetic smile, the blush remaining intact within her high cheekbones. thinking of the coolness on her heated body, she wondered if- then suddenly, black was off. he nearly unseated her, but as he galloped away at full speed, she had to throw her muscled arms around his neck, her face buried in his mane.

the black stallion was headed towards the sound of water. he hadn't been around water in a very long time. due to his breeding, he had lots of speed and endurance and could go without water for hours upon hours, but he had never played in the water before. and that's what he wanted to do now. his gentlemanliness gone. he had his mind set on something. nothing could be averted. roxanna could only hold on as tightly as she possibly could as hell ran away with her. they soared across the little streams and ditches in their way, the team eating up distance between them and the treeline. roxxy squeezed her eyes shut but then looked up to see a tree rapidly approaching them. she let out a scream, but it was cut off. she thought better of it.

black wouldn't hurt his dearest mistress. she should trust him! he showed off his superb agility, moving his body in a delicate fashion through the tall trees. the sound of rushing water was coming closer and closer. the stallion never slowed. and as he approached the bank of the deep creek, he whinnied a warning which mixed with clear joy. he was such a good horse. he found the creek before everyone else! on the back, he bunched his leg muscles up and plummeted into the cold waters of the flowing creek. it was deep and roxxy was not ready for the splash of coldness that kept her from the hot summer sun. it hit her sides and the temperature took her breath away. she was shivering now, past the initial surprise. meanwhile, black was wither-deep in the water, prancing into the current like it was no problem at all. which, in his case, it wasn't a big deal. but he frolicked around, his eyes bright and curious. he had never ran in water before. so turning around, he began to pick up his pace. roxxy was holding on for dear life because black was contorting his muscles, actually putting his effort behind his movements.

as soon as they went into the shallow end, black shot down the creek, sending great splashes of cool water to anyone nearby. and even though she was cold, roxxy was enjoying it. she hooped and hollered, "woohoo! go, black, go!" a shrill whinny of elation was sent through the vocals, coming out as a loud blast of agreement. and for the time being, horse and rider were one again. roxxy kept an eye out for sawyer, evean, and alex, who couldn't be that far behind...except for evean. poor breeze. she smiled at the thought.

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TAGS!?!

[/b] evean, sawyer, alex, and roxxy.
WORDS!?![/b] i don't care.
MUSE!?![/b] horrible.
MUSIC!?![/b] nothing.
OUTFIT!?![/b] you have done seen it.
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b] what do i have to say? nothing. nuzzing. atoll.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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Sawyer looked over at Roxxy when she said something about being nauseous. Maybe she ate too much at dinner and it wasn't settling well because of the motion of the horses. He felt guilty about interupting her. Still the horses ran on. He could hear Breeze starting to fall behind again. The gelderlander whinnied loudly. Libs lifted his head and responded. His flaxen mane and tail whipping out like a white fire.

Sawyer tapped his heels to Liberty's barrel "Ho," he muttered. Speedy Liberty slowed himself into a slow gallop coming up beside Black again. The golden stallion looked into Black's eyes. He wanted to race this black stallion. Liberty was built for racing. He was pure bred race horse material. No crossbreeding what so ever. For now, this stud's eyes told Black that he wsn't a threat....At the moment.

Sawyer had his eyes clsed bu he heard what Evean told Roxxy in return. "Don't be sorry, Roxxy. We won't push you over your limit....Well Sawyer might." she laughed. Roxxy would have to know that Sawyer only wanted Roxxy to be happy and that he'd never push her too far. Unless she wanted him to. Pain whinnied to the stallins, Roxxy and Evean. Sawyer could hear her whinny was happy. Breeze wan't even tired. He had stanima, not speed, stanima. Just having to follow all these faster stallions annoyed him.

Black bolted. Liberty tossed his mane and went ofter them. He was right on Black's tail. Pain behind him. The Palomino and Paint ran side by side and jumped over obsticals in unison. Breeze was lagging. Of course. When the creek came up, Pain had fallen. Libs jumped, "Sawyer! Tree branch!"Alex called. Sawyer was too late. A tree branch hung over the water and Sawyer's head met it at full force. He slid out from Libs. His tongue lolled out of his mouth and he fell into the cold, rushing water. He was being swept up by the current.

His mind a blur he stayed under. Liberty was there. Moving with the quick current but no signs of Sawyer. He was tumbling around underwater. Head over heels. Hitting his head on rocks at the bottom. It hurt. His breath was running low. Not much longer. Finally getting his barings Sawyer knew he went under He shot toward the surface and popped up beside Black and Roxxy after a minute and a hlf staying under. His eyes were crossed "Damn that hurt." he muttered rbbing his forehead. Alex was laughing "Good job, Sawyer!"

Evean trotted up with Breeze who took his place beside his mare. She was laughing, too. "Damn Sawyer! I could hear that from way back there! I hope you didn't hurt the tree." she laughed. Sawyer groaned and looked at Roxxy and Black. He kicked his powerful legs ad began to slowly swim his way over to the pair. He stayed in Black's visin ragenot wanted to sneak up on him.

He thought for a moment than reached out and placed his hand on Black's crest. He was only coming for the ride. "I saw a white light."he moaned but smiled at her anyway. Keeping a light light touch on Black's crest. It would b like the horse just ad a simply fly resting there.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Alex, Evean
Word Count ~' 547
Muse ~' ...
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' ---
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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roxxy hadn't expected sawyer to follow her after that. when liberty came charging through the trees after black, sawyer hadn't been told ahead of time that there was a buttload of tree branches hanging down. and when she heard his head connect with the tree branch, she flinched and gave a feeble yell. "SAWYER!!" of course, she couldn't get to him from black because one: she couldn't walk and two:black wasn't going anywhere near sawyer because he was busy having fun playing like a little colt in the water. but then, he fell down into the water. roxanna urged her giant stallion to turn around, but he paid her futile attempts no heed.

sawyer was drowning! roxxy was leg deep in water again and then, sawyer popped up beside. she breathed a sigh of relief. black had abruptly stopped his romp through the clear liquid and looked down at sawyer, his eyes burning. he snorted indifferently. he had stopped his play with his mistress! he squealed angrily and was about to strike him, teeth bared, but then roxxy pulled back on his mane as hard as she possibly could. her voice was cold and demanding. "no." black bellowed a warning and roxxy responded angrily. she looked at sawyer, twisted her body so that her hands were on his shoulders and she held on as she slid off black's back. the black stallion whistled angrily.

holding on to sawyer, she kept her mouth closed and hugged him hard. "i'm tired. imma talk to evean and then i'll call leelyn to come get me. can you get me to evean?" her voice was soft but slightly muffled as she kept her face downcast. her words rang true though. she was getting more and more heavy with fatigue. and she still was constantly fighting the nausea that sought to come and consume her. what is wrong with me?!" her expression was concern for herself. still holding on to sawyer, she put her head on his chest, being soaked up to just above her breasts in cold water. she shivered, but she was gradually being warmed by the consistant presence of the sun-heated water.

she opened her eyes to see alex on pain to arrive first, then to see evean on breeze. the smaller black stallion looked rather...annoyed. she chuckled to herself. he was probably tired of trying to play catch-up with the other faster horses. and it was scarlett who arrived a second later, always the covert shadow of roxxy, waiting until she was needed. at the sight of more horses, black stopped his playful mood and went back to the tempermental horse was known to be. he was at the far end of the creek, but the distance was nothing as she sloshed back through the water at high speeds. and soon enough, he was right behind roxxy, glaring at sawyer. he couldn't kill him...yet. he was holding his mistress. he could hurt her in his attempt. roxxy looked at evean and asked curiously, "whatcha need to talk to me about?"

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TAGS!?!

[/b] evean, alex, sawyer, and roxxy
WORDS!?![/b] *sings* i don't care!!
MUSE!?![/b] it's better! *sing song voice*
MUSIC!?![/b] um....nuzzing!
OUTFIT!?![/b] no clickeh to click on!
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b]it's coming! [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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Pain watched Black frolic like a colt in the water. It was amusing to watch. She nickered, wanting to join the stallion. She put one hoof in the cold water and jumped back. Alex flipped off her back and onto the ground. He moaned in pain "I'm not moving....ever." he muttered. Evean slid off Breeze and walked over to Pain and patted the mare's neck "Good girl!" she smiled than made her way back to the black irritated gelderlander. Breeze bobbed his head and whinnied, followed by a whinny from Pain. Liberty was still swimming around moving his powerful legs against the current.

The large gold horse walked out onto the bank and shook out his mane, splashing every horse and rider near him. He trotted over to Evean and lay his head on her chest. He loved his mistress more than her brother whom was drowning in the creek. He nickered to Evean and put his weight on her. Knocking her onto her rear. Evean just went with the flow. She laughed and stroked his mane. Alex looked at his mare who was looking down at him with curious brown eyes "Why can't you ever be that nice to me?" he asked. The mare began to lip at his russet brown hair. Her pink lips smacking together. Alex groaned and let her do as she wished.

Sawyer looked at the stallion with calm eyes. Luckily Sawyer was a very forgiving person or he would've drowned that horse. He just waited for Roxxy. Her touch on his shoulders felt good. He smiled and held her close "Alright." he focused what was left of his energy on getting them to shore. He bounced them toward the bank. Making sure his movements were graceful and even. He kept an ear on Black who was right behind them.

Sawyer guessed he wasn't forgivin yet. Well, he'd gain the stallion's trust somehow. He got to shore and walked them over to Evean and Liberty. Evean sat peacefuly on a patch of grass. Liberty stood protectivly over her. He whinnied invitingly to Sawyer and Roxxy who stopped a few inches from them.

Evean stood up and looked at Sawyer. She poked his collar bone "You! Go away!" she said. Sawyer was stubborn. He stayed for a moment while Evean took hold of Roxxy's wrists to hold her up. He grunted than jogged away. Looking back only once. His dark brown eyes seemed to bore into her. She shuddered. "His eyes really creep me out sometimes."she muttered, mostly to herself. She slid them both into a sitting position. She leaned against Liberty's legs. Libs watched Roxxy for a moment that started to graze on the grass they were sitting on. Payingno mind to Roxxy now.

She thought for a moment than leaned forward to look into her new friend's eyes "Roxxy, I think I know...Wait strike that...I know why you feel nausious, sick." she began. "Why you threw up just then." she hesitated waiting for Roxxy's reaction....No, she couldn't wait. "I'm just going to come out and say it. Roxxy. I think your pregnant."

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Alex, Sawyer, Evean, Roxxy
Word Count ~' Scary
Muse ~' Dying slowly
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' Dun Dun DUN!
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

[.x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N|]

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roxxy was exchanged from sawyer to evean. anything that was to be said could be said in front of him. or so she thought. she watched as evean told him quite bluntly to leave, obviously because he didn't need to hear what was to be said. now, roxxy was scared. what was evean going to tell her? having evean support her, she noticed she could feel an inkling of her legs. being in situations that constantly required her to either stand on her legs or use them as balance-keepers was helping her regain the use of her leg mucles. but still, it was an inkling. and when evean, put her into a sitting position, roxxy looked at her and then at liberty with clear blue eyes. for the few seconds she had of his quizzical attention, she reached out to touch him.

as soon as her fingers left his body, he turned his focus to the greenery around him. the same thing black was doing. how odd. but black was nearby, his head only a foot away from her back. she now faced evean, who seemed to be thinking. she was about to ask when evean leaned in close to her. roxxy regarded her curiously, but also with apprehension. what could be so bad, or so private that evean couldn't tell her in front of sawyer...unless it involved sawyer directly. her mind tried to figure out things, but the thought process was interrupted. evean's speech was rapid in her mind's ear, perfectly in sync to the beat of her heart.

but then she mentioned throwing up. evean contaro almost got another display of roxxy's previously consumed food. the nausea seemed to be to the point of overwhelming when she mentioned vomiting. but the nausea suddenly disappeared as she heard evean's pause and then her next words. the world seemed to stop and the words of the last sentence slowed down. the weight of the universe seemed to be on her shoulders. they replayed in her mind over and over again. "i think you're pregnant... i think you're pregnant... i think you're pregnant."

roxxy didn't even noticed the tears the washed her cheeks for what must've been the billionth time that day. she manually drew her knees up to her chest and hugged them, rocking back and forth. she was sobbing quietly. she asked in a choked voice, "does sawyer already know? i can't tell him... he might leave me. oh god, oh god, help me." she would've never known. even before dimitri attacked her. her monthly blood wasn't monthly. irregular, coming sometimes at two months or three, sometimes even four and then going back to what it was supposed to be. so, she hadn't even given a thought to that she could've been pregnant. but now, she felt naive, stupid.

the signs had been there all along. this whole time. her rabid mood swings, her nausea, her tiredness. yes, the symptoms of carrying a child had been there all along. but what scared her is that it only took one night. that night was two months ago. she couldn't hide it from sawyer for long. knowing her body type, it wouldn't show for another month. one could expect the perfect roundness of a baby-filled belly when the third month mark came around. she was scared. what would he think? giving up someone's virginity was not an easy thing, and it was no exception for roxanna. she was in love with sawyer. he was...special to her. and now she carried his baby in her womb. what would he think? what did evean think? what would alex think? hell, what would leelyn think?

her sobbing grew more bitter and louder. her face buried deep in between her knees. "no, no, no, no, no!" black had long quit his grazing. he was hypersensitive to roxxy's aura. and her mood was desolate with sadness, miserable, terrified. black went into alert mode. something was up. he whinnied angrily and stood over roxxy in a defensive manner, his head arched and bowed so that his velveteen kissers were just in front of her knees. it was like he could shield her from all the world.

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TAGS!?!

[/b] evean, sawyer, alex, and roxxy
WORDS!?![/b] thou shalt not tell....(until it's decent)
MUSE!?![/b] flunctuating!
MUSIC!?![/b] don't trust me-3oh!3
OUTFIT!?![/b] ---
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b]it's like in the next two posts....i think. *narrows eyes in thought*...or not. depends on you![/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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Evean watched her expression change. Yes, she had to be pregnant. There was no other way. Evean frowned. She wanted to reach out to wipe the tears away. She took note of Black nearby. The stallions' seemed content with eachother. At the moment. Not seeming to take notice to the other. Liberty lifted his head once when Roxxy began to cry. He looked at her curiously than lowered his head and continued grazing.

She looked over at Sawyer. The boy lifting his head from Breeze and gazed at them. He began to walk over to them. Evean glanced at Roxxy than growled at Sawyer "Restez loin." she hissed. He froze and tilted his head toward Roxxy than looked at Evean "Pourquoi ?" he asked kindly. A hint of concern in his voice.

Evean raked her brain. She had to think of something clever. Instead she just decided to go simple "Allez !" she snarled. He snorted, bowed his head than walked away. Evean looked at Roxxy. Just to hear her speak.She shook her head "No, he doesn't know. He's curious, though. You have to tell him." she frowned at the last part. "I know my brother. He would never EVER leave you. No matter what. You just have to tell him honestly and soon before he finds out. If you hide it from him...Than he'll get mad." she shook her head again. Sawyer didn't like it when people hid things from him.

She looked down and studied the grass. Than looked up at the green canopy above them. her attention span was so short at the moment she looked like she was going to explode. She turned back to Roxxy and half smiled "I'll help you. I'll help you in every way I can Roxxy." she wanted to reach out than Black was suddenly there. Protecting the one he loved most. Liberty was the same way. She looked back at her stallion. He watched Black with calm eyes.

Why was his Mistress sad? He wanted to comfort Roxxy, too. But she belonged to Black. He should be the one to comfort hr. He nickered to the human mare than looked to Evean. Evean stared at Black than moved. His mistress moved toward the black stallion, slowly.

Evean's heart sped up and the pain in her leg returned. The pain that Black had caused. But he hurt her for Roxxy. To protect her. Evean didn't make much of a sound but she heard Sawyer from a good distance away. Her brother was using Alex to watch them. He knew that she was moving toward Black. She stopped and sat only two inches away. She had moved next to Roxxy and sat beside her. Not moving, not talking, just watching. Her brown eyes curious. "How do you feel about this whole thing? Pregnancy and all?" Evean could easily read her expression. But she wanted to know what was really going on through the young woman's head. She learned that when it came to pregnant women. Their facial expressions wasn't the same as their thoughts.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Sawyer, Alex, Evean, Roxxy
Word Count ~' 514
Muse ~' Crappeh!
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' Bad postie. Well it does depend on me. -smirks-
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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roxxy stopped her sobbing when she heard evean speak again. it was in a foreign language. by the slurs and the accent, it was most definitely french. her mind dwelled on trying to figure it out. she didn't know french all that well. she wanted to know, but then a courtesy entered her mind. if it was in french and not english, they didn't want her to hear. and they only wanted what was best for her, correct? and if they wished for their short conversation to be private, then she had best to respect their wishes. it was how she was raised. to be considerate. so she shut her mind off the translation and simply listened to the tones. by the sound of it, sawyer was curious and evean didn't want to let him know.

but then, evean turned back to her. roxanna absorbed her words like a sponge. "mad? i....i guess i'll tell him now then. " she thought sullenly. she knew that evean knew her brother...but whether she was lying and trying to comfort her or saying the truth was anyone's guess. but evean's brown eyes were complacent and understanding, empathy in their dark depths. with tear stained eyes, she gazed back evean, her arms now around black's muzzle, her cheek laying against his. she heard evean's query. she exhaled and inhaled before answering. "i can say that i love the feeling of a baby inside of me, especially when it's the baby of someone i adore. it amazes me that i have something inside of me...but i'm just worried."

"i hadn't spent much time with babies...much less take care of myself when i'm pregnant." she let her arms sag and fall to the ground, her cheek still pressed against black's. his eyes were soft. he was comforting her, whether she knew it or not. "what...what if something bad happens?" her legs collapsed straight and her hands clasped over her belly protectively. black's head shot up and watched evean warily. he would strike as fast as she blinked if she came any closer. and the warning was clear in his brown eyes. roxxy looked at evean, more tears threatening to come down. she looked vulnerable again. she then looked at sawyer and alex, standing side by side. "i'm going to tell him now, then."

she looked up at black, to look right into his left brown eye. she took a firm hold just behind his head. black lifted his neck, not trying hard at all to pick up his light-weighted owner. on her feet, she fell backwards, onto his chest. she smiled and couldn't help but chuckle. "i'll be able to walk soon, hopefully." she patted his neck and then looked at sawyer. her accent thickened to a beautiful spanish-flavored tongue. "sawyer...i have to talk to you. please come hold me." she had a hint of an apology in her tones. she waited for sawyer to come get her, black watching him with hard eyes.

she thought about what she would say to him....but nothing came to mind other than just saying it bluntly. but she knew that she was frightened and that she would probably cry again. goodness, she hated crying in front of him. he was a brave man to put up with her rabid mood swings. and already, she was trembling.

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TAGS!?!

[/b] evean, sawyer, alex, and roxxy
WORDS!?![/b] i still will not tell!
MUSE!?![/b] it's been better.
MUSIC!?![/b] nothing!
OUTFIT!?![/b] --
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b] yep! i'm at yer merceh. *bows* be kind, oh mighty godfingers.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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She nodded "He hates it when people hide things from him. I don't see how he could be mad at you." she smiled assuringly thinking twice about touching her arm while Black was around. She was still wary of the big beautiful stallion. She'd wait for his permission before she got to close to Roxxy.

She almost laughed at her thoughts but kept a straight face. "Roxxy, I bet it's wonderful to carry a child." she smiled but what was running through her mind was something bitter as she realized something.. Even if it's the child of a mutant who could've easily passed on that screwed up gene. she finished the sentence in her mind looking over at her brother. Ohhh, he was in so much trouble! He was to know that. She'd talk to him in private. Still, it was a two out of four chance that the child had Sawyer's boo-boo genes. Which sucked.

She smiled "I grew up around chidren. I have twelve siblings for Christ's sake! My mother's been pregnant with TRIPLETS!" she laughed at the thought of her extremely large family. How were they doing? She sighed "Well, if you have any questions or need any help with anything! You know you can just ask me or Sawyer. He's the oldest of the bunch! If there's anything very embarassing I'll be the one to talk to." she chuckled know that her mum kept half the things about her pregnancy to herself and the girls of the family. All the guys weren't running around like ninjas' for nine months.

She scurried away when she stood up to talk to Sawyer. He'd take it well. She knew it.

He had stayed away like Evean told him to. He had behaved himself and didn't drown Alex in the creek out of boredom. Alex slinked away when Black came up with Roxxy in tow. He was curious istantly. Wanting to know what they had talked about. He stook far enough away that all he had heard was loud mumbling. No words. He was itching to find out.

Uh-oh. She had to talk to him. When women said that to a man it wasn't a good thing....Ever. He hesitated for a moment. Feeling the two pairs of eyes on him. He glided over to Roxxy and took her into his arms. He stroked her smooth beautiful dark hair and smiled. "What is it you want to talk to me about." his voice confused, curious. He watced her with big brown eyes that seemed to smile along with him. He had heard her apologetic tone. It confused him. What did she have to be sorry about?

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Sawyer, Alex, Evean, Roxxy
Word Count ~' Not tellin' EVER!
Muse ~' BAH
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' Next post will be long with endless thinking Sawyer....LOL
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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roxxy was completely subdued. now that she was recieved in her boyfriend's warm arms, she trembled even harder. he seemed to at least understand that she was nervous because he began to stroke the long thick brunette hair. he calmed her somewhat. the smell that bathed him may have been wet and smelled like nature and the creek, but it was still sawyer's smell. he just had this...smell. it was comforting to her. just like black's odor comforted her. speaking of the stallion, he was right behind roxxy, still glaring at sawyer, ears pinned back on his head, muscles stood out hard in his tension. his teeth were partially bared. roxxy couldn't help it. she hadn't said a word to him, and already she was bathing him in her warm, salty tears.

"i....oh gosh..." it was hard to get the words simply out of her mind, let alone her mouth. it was like her lips couldn't form the words. and suddenly, her breathing was heavy and her face was pale. she buried her face in sawyer's chest, her body seeming to mold to his. scarlett once again came out of nowhere and stood beside roxxy, her eyes calm and loving. she pressed her cold nose into the denim jeans roxxy was wearing. roxxy moved her face to look down at scarlett, who put that goofy dog grin on her face. she couldn't help but smile. then, she felt the slight nudge from hell. she sniffed, the tears still coming. her voice shook, but it had to come out. she didn't want sawyer to be mad at her! that was the last thing she wanted at the moment.

"i need to get home....because i'm tired, nauseous, and i'm..." the "p" word wouldn't come out in those shaky vocals. she wanted to say any word but THAT word. with another touch from black and scarlett, she said it to a voice so low, it would be a miracle if sawyer could hear it. "sawyer....i'm pregnant....with your baby." the stress had built over her and now it felt like it was crushing her. she felt like she was going to faint. but black was there. he would be the one to catch her as she felt. his dished forehead was pinned against roxxy's back. now, she was rambling rapid, almost incoherent words. "it was that one night, after were were at the club with tracy and tina and when i first saw dimitri and i came to your house. oh gosh, i'm sorry. it's all my fault. oh gosh!"

she let out a single sob and put her face back in his chest. if she had been trembling before, she was having tremors now. she was shivering in fear and cold and weariness that much. she had a deathgrip on sawyer, like she would never let go, clinging to him. she could only repeat, "i'm sorry, i'm so, so sorry" over and over again. no words could ever accurately expression how she was feeling at the moment. she wondered what sawyer was going to say, how he was going to react. it set her on edge. she wept bitterly, "say something...please?"

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TAGS!?!

[/b] evean, sawyer, alex, and roxxy?
WORDS!?![/b] word count
MUSE!?![/b] it's disappearing! aaaahhh!
MUSIC!?![/b] birthday sex club remix-jeremih ft unknown. what?! it's a goooood song!
OUTFIT!?![/b] ----
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b] lol! go for it! i'm so tired...i am grasping for muse! will be better tomorrow.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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This was an unexpected reaction. She was trembling so hard now. He held her tighter. He wanted to comfort her. He had to. He didn't like it when she cried. He wanted her to be happy. She was completely the opposite now. He waited and listened as she stuttered on. Luckily his acute hearing could pick up what she said. Every word.

Her words seemed to echo in his mind. At first he couldn't find an exact meaning. Until it clicked. Th wheels in his mind began to turn. To solve this incredibly hard math problem. Roxxy was....pregnant. With a child. His child. His little ankle biter?! Did he even want a baby? He's been a father figure a majority of his life. He could remember the feeling in his stomach when his little brother, Alan was born. A feeling a pure joy, happiness. That feeling returned. He was happy he wanted to smile. But there was something else.....Guilt. The other part of him just wanted to scream in terror.

Was that normal? It had to be. Mixed feelings He clutched Roxxy. Refusing to let her go. He let her cry while he stared blankly into space while he continued to figure the situation out. He could feel Alex's eyes on him. He could feel Evean's concerned stare. He wanted to cry, too. Nothing but silence. All he could hear were the sounds of nature and Roxy's broken sobs as she rambled on.

That was about two months ago. She was two months pregnant and they both didn't know until now? Or, had she hid it from him? Why would she hide something like this from him. Anger began to bubble up in his gut. Than he realized that Evean had keen eyes and observed things around her. Had she known that Roxxy carried his child? Was that what she wanted to talk to Roxxy for. vean had a strange sense when it came to pregnancy. Maybe it was a woman thing.

He remembered that night clearly. That wonderful night when he....conforted Roxxy. He had thought about the risks. But not enough. He was the one who made her pregnant... It was his fault! Not hers. Why was she blaming herself? It was his fault! He opened his mouth to speak but all that came out was a weak, sad squeak. Nature had taken its toll...Stupid nature. He hesitated. How could she be so sorry. He pulled back a little bit to look her in the eyes. His expression was unreadable. It wasn't mad, not sad, not even happy. Just blank and dead. His eyes seemed darker than usual as he stared at her his mind still running.

He could feel Evean's stare again. It confused him. He could feel anger, confusion. Than...uh-oh. HE WASN'T SUPPOSED TO HAVE CHILDREN! Well, he could. But he was a failed science experiment from evil doctors who countlessly put shots in his eyes. Hurting him. Adding something new. Playing with the genetics in his eyes.. He and Evean didn't know if he could pass on his screwed up genes. It was most likely that he could. He didn't want his child to be in constant pain like him. To be blind and have a fire in his eyes. Sawyer wanted his child....Every young person to see the wonderful world around him. Sawyer was just there. Lost in his world surrounded by darkness and in pain. In so much pain. He lived most his life like this. The first few years of life he could see. He could remember his mum's smile. He could remember seeingis new sister for the first time. He remembered seeing Evean and the triplets. Than when teenage years rolled around. Nothing but the occasional silver image in the back of his mind.

He swallowed than leaned down, his lips at Roxxy's ears. "Don't be sorry, Roxxy. It's my fault mostly. We're both to blame." he whispered quietly. He wasn't going to tell Roxxy about his "problem" quite yet He didn't want to make her even more upset. He wasn't going to tell. "It's ok, Roxxy. Try to calm down. Stress will make you even more nauseous. You should try to stay relaxed as you can." he whispered soothingly. Luckily he grew up around children. He knew how to keep Roxxy comfortable and not as sick as most. He'd help her if she needed it.

"Let's get you home." he whispered. He didn't want to let her go but he had some...business to take care of. He held her close and kissed her neck an jaw. Finally ended at her lips. He ignored the bad taste and smell and just kissed her. Lovingly. A message that he cared and was always there for her. No matter what. But he still felt so guilty. So many questions swam around in his mind. He was no doctor....wait. Doctor. Dad!

Sawyer could always trust his father. He had told his dad of Roxxy. He could tell that his father already loved his son's girlfriend. AND! he was a doctor. He'd know what to do. Just in case Sawyer didn't. Even though his father was a great great doctor. He didn't know Sawyer's secret. No one besides Alex and Evean knew. True fact. But everyone could count on his father for any medical needs. Including pregnancy. He took a deep breath ad took out his phone and tossed it in Evean's direction. He could hear his Blackberry smack into his sister's hand.

"Call Dad." was his simple direction. He could hear Evean hesitate. "Why him?"she asked her voice curious and shaking. Sawyer frowned "What better person to talk to than one of the greatest doctors in the United States?" he asked. Evean hesitated again. "What if he's busy?" she asked. Dad didn't like it when his children called him when he was busy.Sawyer narrowed his eyes "Evean, just do it!".

He didn't know what Evean was going to say to their father. Eh, she'd use her imagination. Alex came up beside Roxxy and him. He apparently hadn't heard. "You're calling Dr. Contaro? Is everything ok?" he asked curiously. Sawyer glanced a Roxxy. Alex didn't have to know yet. He'd tell his friend later. Didn't need to put ore on Roxxy's shoulders. "I'm calling my father because...Well I just feel like talking to him." Sawyer lied. Well it was half a lie. He did miss talking to his father but this time he had a reason. Guy to guy talk? No that wasn't he word. Father doctor to blind son talk. That was more like it.

"He's not picking up!" Evean called. Sawyer rolled his eyes "Which phone?" he asked. Evean paused "Uhhhhh....The office." she half laughed. Sawyer snorted "Wow Evean. You get so much smarter by the day! Call his cell." he said sarcastically. Evean growled "Well excuse me" she complained.

Sawyer looked to Roxxy."You want to call Leelyn or do you want me to take you home?" he asked. He'd do anything to stay at her side. Still, he had to give her her freedom. Plus, she had to tell Leelyn. He was concerned at to what the blonde girl wou think of the whole thing.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Alex, Evean
Word Count ~' 1197
Muse ~' Coming back
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' Endless thinking! YAY
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

[.x.chaos.is.R E B E L L I O N|]

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roxxy felt him hold her tightly. he was trying to comfort her, black was trying to comfort her, scarlett was trying to comfort her. but it was hard because as she really needed help in her present state of mind. she was falling apart again. she just needed to hear sawyer say she was forgiven, that it was okay, all right....but she was getting absolutely no response from him. she quit her crying, not willingly. it was only because she had completely cried herself dry. there were no more tears left to cry. so, she just had these large, frightened lake blue eyes, glimmering and wet, but no tears. she was looking at nothing, seeing nothing.

sawyer was mad. sawyer was angry at her. this was all her fault. she would take all the blame for anything that happened between them. it was just her nature. as it were, she felt horrid already. but then, she felt sawyer push her away so that she would look at him in the face. she didn't like what she saw there. her expression was purely mortification. she had done wrong. she couldn't kill the baby! that fought everything, EVERYTHING she believed in! her bottom lip trembled, she felt like she was about to collapse under the stress. her mind was irritated and frazzled. scatter-brained was a good word to explain her mind at the moment. but those blank, dead, dark eyes frightened her to a level of her being motionless. she just stared back with terrified, sorrowful blue eyes.

then, she heard his words. it's okay....he said it....it's going to be okay. she seemed to sag in his arms, her arms which had been folded in front of her chest as she buried her head in his chest, whipped out to grip each other around his neck. she felt better. that was all she needed. she just needed to be told it was okay. yes, they were both to blame. sawyer for being so potent and herself for being so...fertile. but looking past that, they, she, hadn't been thinking when she went over to his house. well, that's a total lie when roxxy dwelled on it. she had known the chances, the risks, but she had taken birth control and when everyone did it, no one got pregnant on their first try!

she let out a whimper. life wasn't fair. but she felt better. she wasn't in this frantic mood anymore. she could actually think now...but that was all she was able to do. she felt like she couldn't move anymore. her body was shutting down. her eyes were drooping. she fought to stay awake. she listened to sawyer's instructions. try to stay calm? stress? that's a tall order... she was so sad, yet happy and guilt ridden all at the same time. she felt something surprising then. there were his lips kissing her neck, trailing up and then down her jawline and heading towards her mouth. she squealed in surprise and tried to dodge the last one. she DID NOT want him tasting what she was tasting! but he muscled arms held her tightly. and he kissed her on her mouth anyways. her cheeks were hot with a blush of embarrassment. but she melted. the kiss was like only kisses should be, soft and sweet, loving and reckless with passion.

as soon as his lips disappeared from her, she bowed her head. no more kisses until she mouth had been washed, sanitized, tasted good, washed again, brushed, and all of the above once over...again. she listened to sawyer talk. she watched as he took out a blackberry and threw it at evean, who caught it with ease. what was he doing. then, she heard his words. alex, who had been in the background, came forward and asked with curiousity why he was calling sawyer's father, who was a doctor. what's he up to? it didn't really matter to her. she trusted the man that was supporting all of her weight. she looked at alex. sawyer would tell him later. as she watched the exchanged words between sawyer and evean, she thought of her own father and her mother. sawyer would never be able to meet them.

they were dead. she looked like she was about to cry again, but another thought kept her from it. leelyn... she was scared of what her sister would say. the blonde loved her and was reasonable...she knew that there shouldn't be a problem. but still...there was something inside of her, other than the fetus, that gave a worried feeling. she said in her clear, bell-like voice, "i'll call leelyn while you talk to your dad..if you can get a hold of him. and then we can go home...if you don't mind." she knew that he was probably wondering why she was being so formal and polite. truth was, she didn't know how to act around him at the moment. she still was trying to decipher his true feelings about the whole situation.

she used her right hand to dig her phone out of her pocket and looked at the phone. guess who was calling? "oh..gosh...it's leelyn." it was a pitiful wail that came from her mouth. she looked at sawyer, her expression desperate even though she knew he couldn't see it. she pressed the "accept" button and put the phone to her ear. "hey, leelee." this whole time, leelyn had been doing normal things. cleaning up dishes, feeding mystique, and now she was laying on the couch, resting. but then, suddenly she had this horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach. she didn't think it was jilanna. no, it had to be roxxy who was creating such a feeling.

without delay, she snatched up her white iphone and called her sister. esp, baby. it rang SEVEN times before she picked up. SEVEN! and then she heard her tones. something was wrong. the blonde became frantic. "roxxy!! baby, what's wrong!!" roxxy had cotton-mouth. she swallowed noisily. she knew those tones. her sister was really worried. she went ahead and let out the phrase that seemed to be the center of her life now. "leelyn. i'm pregnant." silence. then, insurmountable jealousy coursed through her body. she hung up on her sister and threw the phone down into the couch.

she was jealous. not angry. just jealous. but jealousy is an ugly thing. she had been trying to get pregnant for years now. that's why she had sex all the time. in the hopes that something would happen. she wanted a baby because she adored them and because it meant she was off the lozano case. maternity ward. and now that her sister was pregnant, she felt extremely envious. why couldn't it have happened to her! why couldn't she have been the fertile one! but no...she was completely barren. infertile. never would she be able to look at a child and pick out features and say to her friends and family, "she has my eyes" or "my hair" or "my smile"...never. she cried hot tears while curled up on the couch.

roxxy felt the silence as well as heard it. "leelyn? leelyn?! LEELYN?!!" without another word, she put the phone in her pocket and held sawyer tightly. "she hates me..." she wanted to get home. she had to see her sister. but on the other hand...she didn't want to face leelyn's judgement.

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TAGS!?!

[/b] evean, sawyer, alex, and roxxy...and leelyn
WORDS!?![/b] 1,234
MUSE!?![/b] it's growing!
MUSIC!?![/b] you're a jerk-newboyz
OUTFIT!?![/b] ---
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b] betcha didn't see that one comin'!![/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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Sawyer waited, Evean waited, they both leaned over his phone as it rang and rang and rang. Dead silence. He held Roxxy close when she said she'd talk to Leelyn. He held his breath when his father spoke the basic 'hello'. He snatched the phone from Evean and held it to his ear.

"Hey, Dad."
"Hello, Sawyer. What can I do for ya?" his fathers voice sounded so much like his own. Well. Sawyer looked like his mother but had his father's height and build. Also quick movements and most of all...Voice. He hesitated than bit his lip.
"You remember when I told you about Roxxy?"
"Yes. Is she awake? Need any help?"
"Well no...er..Yeah she's awake and I kinda need your help. But not for medical reasons. Uh Father to son issues."

Silence for a moment, "Relationship issues?" he asked. Sawyer frowned "No, I love Roxxy. No issues at all it's just that she's. Pregnant." he had to choke out the words.

"How long?
"Two months. But I don't need medical help...I need. Father help. I'm not sure how I truely feel." he said hoping Roxxy understook what he meant.
"Are you happy?"
"Of course I'm happy! I don't see how I couldn't but. Part of me feels...not right." he began to gnawon his ceek, Letting the phone rest against his cheek and shoulder. His arm went around Roxxy's waist.
There was a dark chuckle from the other end. Than flat out laughter. "Son, it's only natural for a man to feel that way! I almost had a heart attack when you mother told me she was pregnant with you.

His father had a hell of a heart attack when mum said she was pregnant with Triplets! He began to laugh. The doctor continued "Than look at what I ended up with. The most wonderful baby boy!" Sawyer rolled his eyes.

"Thanks Dad. I feel much better now." his voice sarcastic. He could hear his father's smile "Well when I finally get to meet Roxxy I get to tell her about when you were a baby, right?"

Sawyer's jaw dropped "NO!" he cried only to hear laughter from him and his mother in the background. "Well. We love you son. Tell your sister and brother we said Hi!" with that. His father hung up and Sawyer slipped the phone into his pocket. His mood brighter. He looked down at Roxxy. She was still talking with Leelyn? Neither of them spoke. He waited until Roxxy began to call her sister's name. Than, more chaos.

"Roxxy! She can't hate you There's no way! There has to be a different reason." he said calmly but firmly. He held her tight. "Let's go home and see what's on her mind" he whispered. He'd be there for her. If she needed help explaining the situation to her sister.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Leelyn, Sawyer, Alex, Evean
Word Count ~' .........
Muse ~' bad
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' RAWR
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence

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roxxy looked at sawyer. "alright. i want to go home." black's tolerance level dying slowly. he was tiring of this. it was mental and physical pain when anyone other than himself touched his mistress. their bond was that deep. so, when she used sawyer to turn herself around, she was face to face with black, his large brown eyes gazing at her, imploring. they said none-too-gently, "hurry up!" roxxy smiled and without even the slightest of commands, black's large body shifted so that the right side of his torso was presented to her. he leaned up against her so much so that she didn't have to take a single step. grabbing the very long mane that went past his elbows and chest, she pulled herself up, using her abs to swing up her lower body the legs went into the air and twisted. she fell with a thud on the tall stallion's back. she straddled his black back and corrected her posture.

"let's go...it was nice to meet you evean. i'm sure it won't be the last time!" she gave a soft smile and a wave of farewell to the tall woman. then, she twisted her torso to tap black's highquarters. the stallion took off in a beautiful actioned trot, tail raised and head high, like it always was. scarlett, ever the shadow, followed after them, but a good distance away. the unpredictable stallion scared her. as they went left the dimness of the forest and entered the open meadows, black transitioned into a smooth canter. with his long strides, it took him no time at all to get to his pasture. but when she came to it, she stopped him with a quick yank to the mane and a shocked gasp.

there was blood on the ground. and the gate and the posts around it...it looked like a tornado had torn them down instead of a furious stallion. "hell! what in the world were you thinking?! and who's blood is that?!" roxxy looked around anxiously. nausea swept over her again. this time, she wasn't able to hold it back. picking herself back up, she wiped her mouth and continued to spit, making sure it was all out of her mouth. her head went into the thick mane and she grumbled angrily, "two months and i already HATE being pregnant!" she hugged the swan neck and sighed sadly. hearing hoofbeats of another, she nudged black into a trot, heading for the open doors of the barn. she couldn't put him in the ruined pasture, as he'd just escape again. she give the owner of the ranch money so he could fix it. but until then...black had to stay in his stall. and that was going to be hell for everyone.

they went into the open space between the stalls, going to stall number seven. still on his back, she reached down to unbolt the ten different locks going down the side of the half door. they were heavy duty locks. and she needed everyone of them. unlocking them, she swung open the door, making black swing his haunches out of the way. she rode him in the big box stall and slid off his back to fall on her butt. black stared at her and snorted in amusement. "well, damnit, help me!" the stallion whinnied warmly at her and then lowered his head so that she could grab hold of his neck. lifting her up, she stood on her feet and before she fell again, she whirled and grabbed hold of the door. moving her legs as best as she could, she stumbled out of the stall, dancing her way around it, so she could close and lock it back.

now determined more than ever, she supported herself with the walls and doors, making her way out of the barn. once there, she had nothing to hold on to. she fell forwards, but luckily, she caught herself on her hands. she slowly laid herself down the rest of the way. she was going to make it to the car. one way or another. some of her determination gave her the much needed strength. she crawled along, her legs moving sluggishly and in a restricted motion. she mainly used her arms. "i think i can, i think i can." she chanted it over and over again and she couldn't help but laugh hysterically. (those mood swings are killer, no?) she smiled as she looked up to see a black tire not 4 feet from her hands. "damn...i sound like the little train that could." she snorted in amusement and sputtered with laughter.

she reached the tire a few moments later. "hah! i did do it!" she sighed, feeling the dirt beneath her. her clothes were probably ruined. oh well. she took a few seconds to rest. she was panting now. she pushed up on her hands, her upper body stretching to curve upwards. she found the handle of the passenger seat. pulling on it, she opened it and when it came open, she gave a squeal of triumph. moving her body, she pulled it back some more and then dropped herself. she rolled under the open door and then popped up on the other side. the seat was just waiting. with a grunt and a groan, she fit her butt on the space where one's feet goes. once sitting, her legs hanging out of the car, she gingerly dusted herself off.

"i made it. all by myself. momma would be so proud." ah! delirium! that's what it was! roxanna let loose a chuckle. if one had put a hand on her forehead and cheeks, they would've felt a rampant fever, and not just from the strenuous exercise. she sat and waited for either alex or sawyer, or both. whichever was good for her. she nodded off, her eyes closing, lashes fluttering shut. she would just rest....just rest the eyes until they got there. in less that a second, she was alseep. and she slept all the way home. she had stopped crying long before sawyer and alex arrived at her house. she felt guilty for acting that way. anyways, she would make up for it when roxxy got home.

however, she was surprised and then again, not surprised to see roxxy fast asleep. her sister slept like a rock. she would be knocked out for at least 10 hours. "just take her to her room. yeah...she'll be asleep for a while." she laughed at her sister and shook her head. she followed her sister upstairs and bathed her, dressed her, and most of all brushed her teeth. by the end of the whole process, roxxy looked like a little dark-haired angel sleeping on a cloud. (smelled like one too!) leelyn left her alone with a kiss to her forehead. scarlett was at the foot of her bed. leelyn could only smile at the loyalty of the hound. she left the door open and then went downstairs to see alex and sawyer and tell them good-night. "you don't have to stay here...i'm pretty sure you don't want to with syra and evean at ya'lls house...but if you do, every room is always open...even mine." she flashed alex a playful smile and a wink. with a bow, she said in perfect spanish, "mi casa, su casa." then turned around and bounced upstairs and to her room, her perfect figure flouncing around in a thin, short piece of navy blue satin.

on schedule, roxanna woke the next morning at 9. her fever was gone, she was bright and happy, most of her bruises had vanished, and she had her legs again! of course, she figured that out the hard way. she jumped out of bed, nausea rolling forth and consuming her stomach. she hit the floor running to the bathroom, hand over mouth in precaution. but she had self-control. she made it with time to spare...well, not too much time. after she felt like she thew up all she possibly could, she finally realized she could use her legs again. she was instantly happy, eager to look for the positive things. "well, i'll be darned."

flushing the toilet and going over to the sink, she looked at her reflection. it was nearly flawless again. just the slightest tinges of yellow. without giving thought to anyone nearby, she stripped and looked at herself in the mirror. she had some awesome scars. she smiled approvingly at the reflection. she looked tough, and sexy. she burst into laughter at the thought. well, she was already naked. might as well, take a shower. but first. she brushed her teeth. again. and then again. (what?! it was her house! ...even if they're were men nearby.) then soaked her mouth in listerine. "by the end of this, listerine will have made a fortune off of me." she mutter happily. then, she took a shower.

the next several days were happy, fun. it was evident leelyn and roxxy had made up and it seemed that roxxy was one of those women who glowed when they were pregnant. she flirted, she swam, she rode, (when black let her), and she occasionally went to the tailgate, against leelyn's wishes. and all the while, she kept an eye out for dimitri, not foolish enough to believe he wouldn't come back for her. but still, she enjoyed the time she had. it was about a week later and four days later, something caught her attention. she was in the bathroom, examining herself, (something she found very amusing), when she noticed she had a very noticable swell to her normally tight belly. how odd. she was only two months, a week, and four days! but still, the baby bump was feelable, seeable, touchable.

with an excited squeal, she called her boyfriend's name, not even knowing if he was in the house or off somwhere else. "SAAAWYER!!!" her tones were bordering hysteria they were so happy. meanwhile, she tenderly cradled the swell on her belly. the days had went by peacefully, as if in a happy daze. and when leelyn heard her sister call sawyer, she immediately knew something had happened. something good for once. she ran from the kitchen upstairs to roxxy's room, to enter her bathroom. she at first was shocked and covered her eyes. "geez! no shirt! roxxy could only throw her sister a grin. "what?! i enjoy meh freedom when i can!" she winked at leelyn. the blonde uncovered her eyes and burst into laughter. she tried to show her sister some modest privacy but roxxy was in one of her playful moods. she waggled her eyebrows back. "my goodness, you were born a streaker. how in the WORLD does sawyer put up with you?" she chuckled and then looked down at her belly.

her first reaction was to touch it. to coddle it. there was a baby inside of there! without asking, she went up to her sister and gently held her belly. roxxy's voice was a crooning whisper. "she doesn't move yet and she's not found her voice yet...but it's only a matter of time." there was a subtle wetness in gleaming in her beautiful blue eyes. leelyn looked up at her and smiled softly. leelyn shook her head and chuckled. "you positive it's a girl? here. for the sake of my embarrassment, put at least a bra on." both women burst into laughter as leelyn quickly went through her drawers to toss her a black lace bra.

roxxy quickly put the bra on and looked at leelyn and smiled. "when's jilanna and rhys going to be here?" she missed her other sister, cousin, and her brother. leelyn's eyes got wide. "oh crap! they're still on the phone!" she turned around and ran out of the bathroom, only to backtrack quickly and peep her head in the door. "they got in late last night. so, they're waking up in shady lane for the first time." then, she ran with light feet out of the room and down the stairs into the kitchen where her iphone was still in the call with jilanna and rhys, leaving roxxy by herself, admiring her belly.

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TAGS!?!

[/b] evean, sawyer, alex, leelyn, and roxxy
WORDS!?![/b] 2,030
MUSE!?![/b] wow...that muse burst was INSANITY!!
MUSIC!?![/b] nothing.
OUTFIT!?![/b] ---
CREDITS!?![/b] charoulla of Caution 2.0 <3
charoulla ©2009, , All Rights Reserved
NOTES!?![/b]GR! and this is where you make evean go on ze trails....alone. *shifty eye*[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/font]

[Desert]

Can You Hear Me?
Can You Feel Me in Your arms?
Holdin My Last Breath...

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He heard Roxxy ge on her horse and call to Evean. His sister seemed to grin "It was great meeting ya, too. Roxxy." she tapped Sawyer's elbow "We have a lot of work to do. Hurry back. I'll meet you at home. Oh and you can take my vanquish." she handed Sawyer her keys and Liberty. He nodded. Alex already mounted Pain. Roxxy was already gone. Evean was gone too. She vanished up a tree or something. Pain followed Black at a steady trot. Liberty cantered along. Sawyer constantly getting hit in the face with a tree branch.

Roxxy was way ahead of them when Sawyer got thrown with a branch to his neck. He had to get up and crawl back onto Liberty. That, folks, is why Sawyer hated forests. Well the tree part anyways.

He was glued to his horse's neck when they finally broke the tree line. Alex was laughing. As he turned Pain toward her pasture. Sawyer let Liberty walk himself to the barn. The blind boy sli off and led him to the far end where her led Libs in. The Palomino stood quietly, watching the black stallion. He was curious of that horse. He nickered to Sawyer, but his master was gone. Sawyer jogged to the vanquish. He new where the black car was. Evean had claimed that spot as her own. No one had been allowed to park there since she arrived.

He stepped into the driver's seat and looked bside him. He could hear Roxxy sleeping. How'd she pick th right car? Oh well. He waited quietly for Alex. Restig his head, his eyes closed. Most people would've thought he had fallen aleep. Well, he didn't sleep much. No one in his family did. Maybe random cat naps, but no deep sleep unless they were really comfortable. Damn, were they vampires? Sure seemed like it. Sawyer chuckled lightly. Vampireisem was more like it. Alex closed the door behind him and gave Sawyer directions, well, traffic, stop signs bla bla bla. Sawyer knew the way.

Sliding his arms under Roxxy's neck and legs he carried her inside. He listened to Leelyn and nodded. Curious at the sound of her voice....Basic Leelyn tone, but there was something else. Not anger. A feeling that made a person's heart speed up....Jealousy? Was Leelyn jealous of her pregnant sister? Could be. He carried his girlfriend up to her bedroom and lay her down on her bed. He nodded to Leelyn, kissed Roxxy's cheek than crept away.

Back downstairs the two boys murmmered quietly to each other. Sawyer listened to everything around him. Lifting his head every few moments to glance upstairs. They both looked up when Leelyn came back down to tell them good night and farewell. Sawyer nodded. Alex grinned "Well when you say that..." he paused only to have Sawyr's elbow jerk itself into Aex's ribs.

"Oh, we have to go anyway. We have some work to do. See you soon." Sawyer touched Leelyn's arm as a farewell than turned and left. Alex held back for a moment than jogged after Sawyer. They sped off down the road. Hitting seventy before the first turn. Sawyer hated driving slow. The normal speed limit of thirty-five was too slow.

Alex had finally gotton sed to Sawyer's insane driving sklls. Just as long as he talked fast and didn't miss a detail. They were safe. Luckily it was getting closer to Twilight and the roads were empty. As always. Alex stopped them beside Andre's white M6 and smiled "Looks like your brother's here." he chuckle darkly. Alex and Sawyer had been giving the pale boy a very hard time. Sawyer was only trying to teach him to fight back. Wen Andre said the magic words, "This time I fight back!" that would be when Sawyer and Alex let him live in their territory.

Evean stood there in the main room. Andre standing beside her. Sawyer and Alex stood side by side and crouched. Andre crouched, too. "I'm going to fight back."he snarled. Sawyer and Alex began to laugh. Right then right there. "FINALLY!" Sawyer cried. Andre's expression turned confused. "Wat the hell?"

Ande was finally acceted into the Contaro family. Him and Sawyer instantly became close. The taller man giving Andre the occasional beating. Only when he was invading the blind boy's space. Alex watched Andre with keen eyes. Evean and Syra finally let him flirt with them. It was funny. Evean got dirty with her new brother sometimes. Syra got even worse. She wasn't his sister.

Sawyer began to teach him how to fight like him. Tooth and Claw was the nmbe one rule. It all came down to cutting and blood loss. Alex tought him all the peasure pointson the human body. Using Sawyer as an example. Even his friend went down like a rock. He took on Evean next. Evean wa built for speed. She moved like a cheetah. She pretty much slaughtered Alex. He knew not to fight her ever again. Especially if it wasn't play. Evean claimed she was bein "Gentle". YEAH RIGHT! Alex learned one good lesson that day. Evean bites hard. Sawyer scratches, bites, kicks, and punches hard. Andre he could handle. Syra just watched and laughed.

All the boys, and Evean, were beat up and bleeding by the end of the day. But they were pleased with themselves. Their bodies in top physical condition. Sawyer was gone while Andre and Alex cleaned up their "Mess"....The large basement looked like a murder scene. Sawyer was gong to see Roxxy even though he had a black eye and a bloody lip? ok, then. Alex limped upstairs and logged onto Yahoo to e-mail his sister. Ashley was the only member in his family that still knew he was alive. They kept in touch.

Evean and Syra went up to their bedroom (yeah they shared) AKA, the nerd cave. They had every piece of new cmputer technology. It was amaing! So this was what Rich and Famous was truely like!?

When he wasn't play fighting with his brother and sister he was with Roxxy or his horses. He began to ride Andre's horses, too. He could almost keep control of his wild stallion, Vampyre. Wolf was a sweetheart who bickered sometimes.

He was going to go see Roxxy and from where he was standing. He could hear her call his name. She was too far away for him to hear her expression. He broke into a fast sprint. He slowed to a jog after a few seconds, but he made good time. Being on his high school track team helped. He barely broke a sweat when he pushed his sore boy upstairs. He heard Leelyn pass. He didn't even look at her. His mind set on Roxxy.

He heard her in her bathroom. He slowed himself to a fast walk. "Geez, I can hear you from a mile away. Are you ok?" he asked stopping at her side, putting his arms around her. Somehow his hands found her stomach quite inviting.He lay his left hand on her belly. He looked down at his hand and smiled "Oh I see." he made eye contact with her and grinned. His hand stayed where it was. Lying gently on her belly. Trying to feel the little life inside.

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Sawyer was gone...Again. She understood. She didn't mind actually. He was happy! Besides, she had Andre to annoy now. But he was out with Vampyre, Syra and Alex were somewhere. It was just her. She decided to take a simple nature walk. Learn her way around the trails. She didn't need to take a horse. She had legs right? Well, she had very sexy legs. She loved working out with her brothers. She was in the best shape of her life.Her muscles tight and fast.

She felt ready for anything.Just that moning she had finally brought down Sawyer. He was knocked out for an hour! She smiled as she began to jog toward the nerest trail. A canopy of green covered the hoof worn path. Sunlight shining here and there. She moved quickly like a jungle cat. Her footfalls light as she jogged along. She waved to a few guys on their horses. Their jaws dropped and she laughed.

Deciding to go off road she lept of the trail into the more fun forest. Everything was green, beautiful. She enjoyed the feeling of running out here. The soft grass the tall trees. She watched quietly as a red bird she'd never seen before flutterd past landing on tree branch to tree branch. She went east keeping track of where she was, she stopped in a small meadow. The sun lit the clearing up. She sighed and sat down. Enjoying the fact that she was alone.

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Safe Inside Myself.
Are All My Thoughts of You.
Sweet Raptured Light, It Ends Here Tonight

Tags ~' Roxxy, Sawyer, Alex, Evean, Leelyn, Andre
Word Count ~' Don't care
Muse ~' Yay
Music ~' ---
Notes ~' Well. It's better
Lyrics ~' My Last Breath- Evanescence